Come With Me

I went home feeling horrible. Smart move Watkins... Shouting at him. To be honest, I don't mind if he picks Gav over me, as long as he's happy and can be friends with me. I kept my head low getting off the bus and walking to our normal spot where everyone meets up before class. "Ian, you raging homosexual!" Jocko laughed and pulled me into a hug which hurt me. Everywhere.

"Alright, calm down." I pulled away mumbling and rolling my eyes.

"See if Smithy starts any shit in English." Lee started to move his fists, like. How you would before a boxing match. "I've got a left hook on hold!"

"No you fucking don't." I pushed Lee, making him fall over onto the concrete ground. I could possibly do worse to him than he did to Sean. "What makes you think that just because Sean hates me, you can start getting mouthy about him?!" I kicked him in the spine. I needed to calm down... "I don't even know why I snogged you in the park the other week!" I screamed, running off to English. I didn't even have a second thought of looking back.

And people think girls are bad for drama...

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I growled through clenched teeth as Lee walked in to class, limping slightly. "Say anything and I'll rip your head off." Sean stared at me. I didn't know if he was wondering what's going on or what. I sighed and looked back at him. "I'm sorry for spitting at you yesterday. I just think you hate me and only saying sorry because you know this is all my fault and..." I groaned and hit my head off the desk. "... I don't fucking know."

"Erm, Ian. I don't hate you. I got upset when you shouted at me because well, erm... I like you and Gavin, and Gav's trying to make me pick between one of you. I- I just can't." I turned my head slowly.

"That's it?" Sean nodded slowly. "Thank god. I thought you hated me so fucking much. Look, you don't have to decide between anyone. Yeah it's better if you do but, ever heard of an open relationship?"

"I've heard about it, I don't understand it fully though." He giggled, facepalming himself. "I'm a muppet."

"Well, like. Say in this situation it would be like... You could see Gavin and me, and since it's not a REAL relationship, it's not classed as cheating." I groaned and looked at Lee. "Lee had one. But, right now. Lee's the last person I want to think about."

"Shut, your puss." Lee leaned back and started to listen into this conversation.

"But, I'll let you think about it. If you can't think because of pressure or whatever. Just leave it, I really don't mind. As long as I know you don't hate me." I laughed and looked at Lee. "Am I still down for the after school Basketball? I might start it up again."

"Oh, so you beat me up. Now you're asking if I know about the Basketball. E, you're mental."

"Well, I'm a lovable guy. Felly gau i fyny." Sean turned round to look at me, half laughing and in complete confusion.

"Is that welsh?" Sean laughed and looked at us.

"Well, it's meant to be. I forgot half of it so I can say fuck all." Lee laughed and flailed his arms about. "Where as E's uncle always visits and he only speaks welsh. It gets annoying when I'm round."

"I have an uncle who's Glaswegian..." Sean sighed.

"Oh god, I can't make a word of what anyone says if they speak Scottish slang. It actually really annoys me." I groaned and looked at Sean. "So, you feel better?" Sean beamed and nodded furiously. "And you're not going to be a jealous little bitch?" I prodded Lee's shoulder and giggled.

"I won't stop being jealous, but I'll stop being a bitch. Unless it's for being a flawless bitch." Lee flailed his arms again, just as the teacher walked in. "Fuuuck...."

I looked down at my feet and smiled, Sean started to rub my hand. Well, this... "Sean, what are you doing...?" I murmured.

"I'm thanking you."

Okay, now I'm fucking confused.