Come With Me

I cried in pain. I looked at the cut that had appeared on my arm, it was deep and blood was flowing from my arm. I gasped in air holding my hand down onto my arm. I'd phoned Ian. I told him that I was being stupid. Why did I let love get to me? A 14 year old boy torn between two guys? Not your typical fairytale, now is it?

Knock, knock

I heard a knock on my bedroom door, I scurried around looking for a bandage to wrap around my arm. I couldn't find anything, so I settled for hiding in my bed.

"C-come in!" I called. The door opened and mums face appeared.

"Hello, baby." She whispered walking further into my room.

I smiled weakly, whispering a soft hello. Mum sat next to me.

"How're things, baby?" She asked with her concerned mother voice.

"They're okay, I guess I just needed a break." I whispered softly. "I think I'm gonna get some sleep. I'm still very tired from the crying."

Mum stood up and walked out of the room. I quickly pulled my arm out from under the duvet to see it was pooled with blood. I jumped out if bed and run to the bathroom, which was right next to my room thankfully. I was sobbing really hard from the pain and the fact I was so stupid. Why did I have to do this?

I picked up a towel and pressed it right against my arm. I winced at the sudden pain. My legs gave in and I slumped to the floor. I started crying, tears flooded from my eyes.

I lifted the towel off of my arm after five minutes of having it firmly placed on the area of my cut. The bleeding had stopped, but it was still painful as fuck.

I got myself up and trudged my way into my room. Sighing, I looked around to see what I could do to take my mind off of Ian. There was nothing, even looking at my RAF blue Air Cadet uniform didn't help taking my mind off him.

My phone started to ring.

"Hello?" I answered shakingly.
"Sean, its Ian." The voice spoke from the other line. My breathing started to quicken.
"Y-yeah, E-ian?". I stuttered nervously.
"I'm coming back for you. I'm just crossing the border for Scotland. I'll be there in about 4 hours." Ian spoke sternly.
"O-okay." I whispered. Ian hung up.

Nice going blondie. You just HAD to phone Ian and tell him that being stupid hurts, didn't you? Now he's coming back. Coming back to see you, because you were so stupid.

You don't deserve him....

I collapsed on my bed, sobbing uncontrollably.

I must have fallen asleep because I woke up to Ian lying next to me in my bed looking into my eyes.

I forgot how beautiful he is...

"Ian..." I whispered, looking right into his eyes.

"Sean." He whispered back. He pulled me into a tight hug.

"I'm sorry. I'm so, so, so sorry. I shouldn't have mucked about with Gavin. Its not him I want, you-" I was broken off by Ian placing a kiss onto my lips. I kissed back softly.

"Sean, don't be sorry. Please don't." He whispered.

I turned around to lie on my side, facing the wall.

"I'd do anything, just to hold you in my arms. I try make you laugh but somehow I can't put you in the past. I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you, will you remember me? 'Cause I know I won't forget you-hoo." Ian sang softly.

I smiled at his attempt to sing I'd Do Anything, by Simple Plan of course.

"Sean, I love you."

"I love you too, E. But you're with Lee now. Its too late."

"I ended it with Lee. Just before I left to come home to you."

"But Lee will come back all guns blazing! He hates me as it is! And now that you've come back to ME he'll hate me even more!"

"Sean, I'll sort him out. Just let us cuddle up."
He turned me back so I was facing him. I wrapped my arms around his waist, while he done the same, pulling me closer into him.

We lay like that for hours and hours. It was peaceful.

"I love you so much Ian."

"I love you so much, too, Sean."

And with that we fell asleep in each others arms.