A Battle I Always Seem To Lose

2. Maybe It's Not Me After All

I grew up with a single
Teenage Mother.
My father
Was a no-show my whole life.
I think he knew something I didn't.
I would run from me to
If I had the chance.
My mom settled down eventually,
Met a man,
Got married,
Had a baby,
The whole shabang.
But I always wondered about him.
Maybe he's the reason
I'm so fucked up.
Maybe it's not me
After all.