Bury Me Alive
Chapter 20
::Mesly’s p.o.v. ::
I was laying in my bunk, rubbing my stomach, and staring at the ceiling.
All the guys were gone and so they left me here alone.
It’s been a long day, so I told them to go ahead and perform tonight without me.
I sighed and started closing my eyes to drift into sleep, when I heard a loud, ear splitting noise.
My eyes snapped out and I rolled out of the bunk to investigate what had happened.
“Hello?” I asked
There was no answer, but I could hear someone breathing hard, like they’ve been running from something.
“Who’s there?” I called again
I looked around for something to defend myself with, but it was already too late, he was standing right in front of me.
I gasped and was about to scream when he put a smile on his face and placed a finger over his lips.
“I know about your little twins, and I don’t want to hurt them, but I will if I have to. Come with me and get into the car or else.” Matt said
My conscience was screaming at me to run and get away, but I couldn’t make myself move, I was frozen with fear.
“What are you doing here?” I asked (hoarsely)
“Don’t ask any questions and get into the car now.” He said
I didn’t nod, but I just moved towards the door and opened it before getting out and moving to his car.
I got in and then he did right after and locked the doors and sped off.
::Andy’s p.o.v.::
I blew out some air from between my lips and paced back and forth.
“What’s up man?” Jinxx asked
“I feel like there’s something wrong… I don’t know why… I can’t shake off this feeling that Mesly’s hurt or in danger.” I said
“It’s probably all the nerves from the show tonight and the twins… it’s normal, but I can assure you that she’s fine.” Jinxx said
“Should I call her, or go check up on her?” I asked
“No Andy, she’s on the bus asleep right now… would you want to wake her up? She’s had a long day.” Jinxx said
I sighed and nodded.
“Thanks Jinxx.” I said
“No problem, now go put on your make up because we perform in about twenty minutes and I know that you won’t be done in time.” Jinxx said
I did as he told me and went over to the bathroom and started putting on my makeup.
While I was putting on my eyeliner I still couldn’t shake off this feeling, but ignored it and listened to what Jinxx told me.
Maybe I am overreacting and it’s just all the nerves… Mesly, the girl of my dreams who was currently carrying my children, was on the bus laying down in my bunk sound asleep.
I smiled at the thought of her being asleep and then I finished my makeup and walked towards the stage.
“It’s about time dude!” Ash said
“Sorry I was a little distracted.” I said
“With who? You’re not cheating on Mesly or are you?” Ash said
“What?! Hell no! I just can’t stop thinking about her.” I said
“Oh… sorry, usually when I say I’m distracted I’m looking at some boobs-“ Ash said
“Stop! I don’t want to hear about your sex life please.” I cried
“I was going to say flop up and down, but okay.” Ash said
I covered my ears and said la la la as I walked over to the tech guy to get my microphone and ear pieces.
“Good luck out there tonight Andy.” Joe said
I smiled and thanked him, then I breathed in deep breaths and ran onto the stage when they signaled me to.
The rush of energy from the crowd was over whelming, but I loved it.
I started singing and from the stage I could see that all my fans were singing along to my lyrics.
I smiled and then sucked in some air before I started the screaming part.
Then the first song was over, and the crowd went wild.
“Thank you guys so fuc***g much! You are such an amazing crowd! Well here’s the next song it’s called Carolyn and it’s dedicated to the most wonderful girl in the world!” I said
“Who would that be?” Ash asked
The crowd shouted, “Mesly”!
I chuckled.
“How did you guys know? You little stalkers you.” I said
I laughed.
“I’m just kidding, you guys can keep stalking us if you want, it’s alright by me!” I said
The crowd screamed.
“Alright here’s Carolyn.” I said
After singing Carolyn I sang Sweet Blasphemy, Never Give in, and Heaven’s Calling and ended with Knives and Pens.
I thanked the crowd yet again and then I ran off the stage and passed everyone that was trying to talk to me, I needed to see Mesly.
“Andy!” Jake said
“What?” I asked
“Mesly… she’s gone.” He said
I froze.
“What do you mean she’s gone?” I asked
“She’s not here, and she left this note.” Jake said
Jake handed me the note and I read it.
“Andy,
I’m sorry I left without saying good bye, but I didn’t want the twins to grow up in this kind of life style. Good luck with the rest of your tour. Please don’t come looking for me.
With all my love,
Mesly”
I read it over and over, before it finally hit me… Mesly left me.
“Andy, you look a little pale, are you okay?” Jake asked
That’s all I remember hearing before I blacked out.
***
“Andy… this is Dr. Braun… are you fully awake now?” He asked
I opened my eyes and wondered where the heck I was.
Then I recognized the smell and I knew that it was the tour bus.
I groaned and closed my eyes.
“No stay awake, if you sleep now, you might not ever wake up.” The doctor said
“What if I don’t want to ever wake up?” I mumbled
“Don’t talk like a mad man… you have many reasons to live.” He said
I stayed quiet.
“Where’s Mesly?” I suddenly asked
Then I remembered the note and shrank back into my seat.
“She’s gone Andy... I’m so sorry.” Jake said
“It’s okay, it wasn’t your fault, and you know she’s right... this life style isn’t for the twins.” I said
“No Andy, snap out of it, you know that Mesly loves you and that you will be able to see the twins, she just needs some time to herself. She is only about seventeen and she’s pregnant, that could do somethings to your head.” Jake said
I thought about this for a moment and sighed.
“I guess you’re right Jake... it’s just hard to think of myself without her... she’s my everything.” I said
Jake smiled and came over to me.
“We all know that Andy, and things will get better I promise.” Jake said
“No offense... but why are you being so nice to me?” I asked
“You are one of my best friends, and I just want you to know that I’m always going to be here for you.” He said
“Thanks man.” I said
“No problemo, now get some sleep before I call in the doctor to sedate you.” Jake said
I nodded.
“As you wish sir.” I said before I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.
***
I was laying in my bunk, rubbing my stomach, and staring at the ceiling.
All the guys were gone and so they left me here alone.
It’s been a long day, so I told them to go ahead and perform tonight without me.
I sighed and started closing my eyes to drift into sleep, when I heard a loud, ear splitting noise.
My eyes snapped out and I rolled out of the bunk to investigate what had happened.
“Hello?” I asked
There was no answer, but I could hear someone breathing hard, like they’ve been running from something.
“Who’s there?” I called again
I looked around for something to defend myself with, but it was already too late, he was standing right in front of me.
I gasped and was about to scream when he put a smile on his face and placed a finger over his lips.
“I know about your little twins, and I don’t want to hurt them, but I will if I have to. Come with me and get into the car or else.” Matt said
My conscience was screaming at me to run and get away, but I couldn’t make myself move, I was frozen with fear.
“What are you doing here?” I asked (hoarsely)
“Don’t ask any questions and get into the car now.” He said
I didn’t nod, but I just moved towards the door and opened it before getting out and moving to his car.
I got in and then he did right after and locked the doors and sped off.
::Andy’s p.o.v.::
I blew out some air from between my lips and paced back and forth.
“What’s up man?” Jinxx asked
“I feel like there’s something wrong… I don’t know why… I can’t shake off this feeling that Mesly’s hurt or in danger.” I said
“It’s probably all the nerves from the show tonight and the twins… it’s normal, but I can assure you that she’s fine.” Jinxx said
“Should I call her, or go check up on her?” I asked
“No Andy, she’s on the bus asleep right now… would you want to wake her up? She’s had a long day.” Jinxx said
I sighed and nodded.
“Thanks Jinxx.” I said
“No problem, now go put on your make up because we perform in about twenty minutes and I know that you won’t be done in time.” Jinxx said
I did as he told me and went over to the bathroom and started putting on my makeup.
While I was putting on my eyeliner I still couldn’t shake off this feeling, but ignored it and listened to what Jinxx told me.
Maybe I am overreacting and it’s just all the nerves… Mesly, the girl of my dreams who was currently carrying my children, was on the bus laying down in my bunk sound asleep.
I smiled at the thought of her being asleep and then I finished my makeup and walked towards the stage.
“It’s about time dude!” Ash said
“Sorry I was a little distracted.” I said
“With who? You’re not cheating on Mesly or are you?” Ash said
“What?! Hell no! I just can’t stop thinking about her.” I said
“Oh… sorry, usually when I say I’m distracted I’m looking at some boobs-“ Ash said
“Stop! I don’t want to hear about your sex life please.” I cried
“I was going to say flop up and down, but okay.” Ash said
I covered my ears and said la la la as I walked over to the tech guy to get my microphone and ear pieces.
“Good luck out there tonight Andy.” Joe said
I smiled and thanked him, then I breathed in deep breaths and ran onto the stage when they signaled me to.
The rush of energy from the crowd was over whelming, but I loved it.
I started singing and from the stage I could see that all my fans were singing along to my lyrics.
I smiled and then sucked in some air before I started the screaming part.
Then the first song was over, and the crowd went wild.
“Thank you guys so fuc***g much! You are such an amazing crowd! Well here’s the next song it’s called Carolyn and it’s dedicated to the most wonderful girl in the world!” I said
“Who would that be?” Ash asked
The crowd shouted, “Mesly”!
I chuckled.
“How did you guys know? You little stalkers you.” I said
I laughed.
“I’m just kidding, you guys can keep stalking us if you want, it’s alright by me!” I said
The crowd screamed.
“Alright here’s Carolyn.” I said
After singing Carolyn I sang Sweet Blasphemy, Never Give in, and Heaven’s Calling and ended with Knives and Pens.
I thanked the crowd yet again and then I ran off the stage and passed everyone that was trying to talk to me, I needed to see Mesly.
“Andy!” Jake said
“What?” I asked
“Mesly… she’s gone.” He said
I froze.
“What do you mean she’s gone?” I asked
“She’s not here, and she left this note.” Jake said
Jake handed me the note and I read it.
“Andy,
I’m sorry I left without saying good bye, but I didn’t want the twins to grow up in this kind of life style. Good luck with the rest of your tour. Please don’t come looking for me.
With all my love,
Mesly”
I read it over and over, before it finally hit me… Mesly left me.
“Andy, you look a little pale, are you okay?” Jake asked
That’s all I remember hearing before I blacked out.
***
“Andy… this is Dr. Braun… are you fully awake now?” He asked
I opened my eyes and wondered where the heck I was.
Then I recognized the smell and I knew that it was the tour bus.
I groaned and closed my eyes.
“No stay awake, if you sleep now, you might not ever wake up.” The doctor said
“What if I don’t want to ever wake up?” I mumbled
“Don’t talk like a mad man… you have many reasons to live.” He said
I stayed quiet.
“Where’s Mesly?” I suddenly asked
Then I remembered the note and shrank back into my seat.
“She’s gone Andy... I’m so sorry.” Jake said
“It’s okay, it wasn’t your fault, and you know she’s right... this life style isn’t for the twins.” I said
“No Andy, snap out of it, you know that Mesly loves you and that you will be able to see the twins, she just needs some time to herself. She is only about seventeen and she’s pregnant, that could do somethings to your head.” Jake said
I thought about this for a moment and sighed.
“I guess you’re right Jake... it’s just hard to think of myself without her... she’s my everything.” I said
Jake smiled and came over to me.
“We all know that Andy, and things will get better I promise.” Jake said
“No offense... but why are you being so nice to me?” I asked
“You are one of my best friends, and I just want you to know that I’m always going to be here for you.” He said
“Thanks man.” I said
“No problemo, now get some sleep before I call in the doctor to sedate you.” Jake said
I nodded.
“As you wish sir.” I said before I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.
***