I Think I Love You Better Now

Rupert and I had been friends for such a long time, and had seen him through everything, I was on set a lot of times during the filming of the films he appeared in, I held his hair out of his face while he was throwing up. I sang him to sleep when he was sick, I told him that the girls who had cheated on him were worthless.

And I would be lying to you if I said he hadn't done the same for me, he got in fist fights with boys, just because they didn't treat me like a princess. He was all a girl could ask for and more.

It was just after his 17th birthday that things got weird between us. We were wasted at his house party, and we kissed during a hazy game of spin the bottle, we got a little bit too into it for his liking I suppose. That's when I realised, I wanted to be his everything.