Something to Think About

A conversation.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: hithere
Stranger: no?

You: hi

Stranger: how are you, miss

You: alright.
You: how are you?

Stranger: quite well
Stranger: a bit
Stranger: inebriated
Stranger: as it were
Stranger: and
Stranger: quite
Stranger: aroused

You: well isn't everyone these days

Stranger: I suppose

You: i guess

Stranger: haha
Stranger: sorry
Stranger: blunt
Stranger: inhibitions
Stranger: and such

You: at least you're honest
You: so that's alright

Stranger: mhmmm
Stranger: I realize
Stranger: that isn't
Stranger: something most people
Stranger: want to hear
Stranger: from a stranger

You: not exactly. but how else do people meet strangers these days
You: in odd ways

Stranger: mhmmm

You: that's how everything works
You: in odd ways

Stranger: and
Stranger: how do you
Stranger: work
Stranger: miss?

You: in very distructive ways

Stranger: haha
Stranger: what does that entail

You: a lot of things
You: a lot of okay things
You: and how do you work kind sir

Stranger: okayt things?
Stranger: okay

You: okay
You: okay
You: okay
You: okay

Stranger: Hmmm
Stranger: your'e
Stranger: 're
Stranger: a hard
Stranger: read

You: so i've been told
You: but isn't that the greatest mystery?

Stranger: mysteries
Stranger: are
Stranger: nice
Stranger: jesus
Stranger: that smile

You: right
You: back
You: at
You: you

Stranger: it's becoming a problem

You: i'm always a problem
You: tell me about yourself

Stranger: I am
Stranger: even
Stranger: more
Stranger: aroused
Stranger: fuck

You: I thought porn solved all people's problems

Stranger: not so much
Stranger: real girls
Stranger: with cute smiles
Stranger: more so

You: and here girls are
You: such a mystery
You: because not all of us are porn stars

Stranger: and that's
Stranger: fortunate
Stranger: .
Stranger: it wouldn't be the same
Stranger: if you all were

You: that's true
You: although sometimes I believe that all guys are "tits or gtfo"

Stranger: they could be
Stranger: at first
Stranger: but we have hearts

You: the disappointing thing is
You: that sometimes all a girl wants is the heart
You: and nothing else

Stranger: well
Stranger: that might be a bit selfish too

You: true true.
You: i guess that's something else in the land of compromise

Stranger: mhm
Stranger: so
Stranger: miss

You: so kind stranger

Stranger: I'm not
Stranger: sure
Stranger: about
Stranger: you
Stranger: :P

You: I'm not sure about you either
You: ..
You: ...
You: but i guess you're alright

Stranger: what could that mean

You: that i don't not like you

Stranger: aw
Stranger: what
Stranger: why

You: because i don't like a lot of people
You: but you seem decent
You: and i like that

Stranger: how cryptic

You: not really. i could be blunt if you'd like

Stranger: please
Stranger: .

You: you're cute

Stranger: :)
Stranger: is that as blunt as you get?

You: i honestly don't know
You: i don't really know how to be blunt

Stranger: always opportunities to learn
You: i guess i'll try it out
You: how old are ou?
You: *you

Stranger: 19

You: what do you do for fun?

Stranger: I read
Stranger: mostly.

You: reading is good. i do that too
You: how did you get those abs?

Stranger: not sure

You: well i'm jealous
You: to say the least

Stranger: youcanhavethem
Stranger: if you'd like

You: maybe

Stranger: maybeee

You: i don't know what else to ask
You: what's your name

Stranger: Andre
Stranger: and you?

You: Denise

Stranger: what a nice name
Stranger: fitting.

You: yours is pretty fantastic too

Stranger: thankyou

You: so what do i do
You: if i don't know what else to say
You: but i don't want this conversation to end

Stranger: I'm not sure
Stranger: anything you do
Stranger: is probably
Stranger: fine :)

You: ... well that helps

Stranger: haha
Stranger: could ask me
Stranger: anything
Stranger: you;d like

You: i don't know what else i'd like to know about you
You: do you know what love is

Stranger: sure I do

You: so what is it
You: because i don't know

Stranger: you'll feel it
Stranger: when you encounter it

You: well i don't know if i ever will

Stranger: I'm certain
Stranger: you will

You: i've got a long ways to go
You: where are you from
You: kind sir

Stranger: california

You: it's a small world

Stranger: oh?
Stranger: you too?

You: yeah
You: and it's really cold right about now

Stranger: a bit
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: that's too bad
Stranger: I'd much rather you be
Stranger: warm
You: well that's cute
You: but i'm stupid
You: and i'm wearing shorts too

Stranger: short are nice
Stranger: s

You: i guess
You: if it were warm
You: they'd be nicer

Stranger: should warm up then
Stranger: keep nice

You: if you have an questions
You: ask them
You: because i'm running out

Stranger: I'm
Stranger: content
Stranger: :)

You: alright
You: what else...

Stranger: I'm not sure

You: if you could do anything right now
You: anything at all
You: what would you do

Stranger: disappear

You: i would say the exact same thing

Stranger: lets.
Stranger: together

You: sounds like a plan

Stranger: lets

You: where to

Stranger: where would you like to go

You: anywhere but here
You: the world's a big place
You: but not quite big enough

Stranger: I'd
Stranger: like
Stranger: to
Stranger: how old are you miss?

You: old enough to not care about much
You: young enough to not know about anything

Stranger: ohyou

You: sixteen

Stranger: quite young

You: exactly
You: too young, most of the time

Stranger: :(
Stranger: I wish
Stranger: you were a bit
Stranger: older

You: i wish so too.
You: but life is disappointing that way

Stranger: always.

You: and it gets worse every day
You: and there's nothing we can do about it

Stranger: nonomiss
Stranger: you misunderstand
Stranger: life is gorgeous
Stranger: in every way
Stranger: honestly.
Stranger: I hope you get to that realization sooner
Stranger: rather then later

You: i hope so too

Stranger: have fun.
Stranger: the universe is indifferent
Stranger: it is just as relevant to be joyous
Stranger: as it is depressed

You: dear andre, you're a beauiful person. stay that way forever.

Stranger: thankyou
Stranger: and
Stranger: likewise

You: although life is unkind
You: it's only bad
You: because we know there are better times ahead

Stranger: no m'am
Stranger: it could always be worse
Stranger: and that too
Stranger: is as relevent
Stranger: don't worry about it

You: don't sweat the small stuff

Stranger: mhmmm

You: everything is relevant
You: it's a very, very small world
You: and it gets smaller every day

Stranger: something like that

You: but it's good because
You: it brings people together
You: i guess

Stranger: could you guess?
Stranger: why I was initially on here?

You: of course

Stranger: how do you feel
Stranger: about that

You: i knew before you started talking
You: and how do i feel about it?

Stranger: mhmm

You: i don't know.
You: but it's good to know
You: that there's something more to people
You: than just sitting in a chair
You: and masturbating in front of a camera
You: i've seen enough of that

Stranger: oh?
Stranger: but you stayed
Stranger: even though you knew

You: now that
You: i don't know why
You: i could have just clicked
You: disconnect
You: and then "really?
You: but for some reason i didn't
You: you tell me

Stranger: I don't know.

You: good because i don't know either
You: ... i don't know.

Stranger: but you'd have clicked next
Stranger: were I to go any farther
Stranger: which
Stranger: you knew I was planning to do?

You: exactly
You: so tell me why you didn't
You: why you didn't go any farther
You: like you were planning to do

Stranger: because that'd be obnoxioussss
Stranger: if the other person
Stranger: was not expecting it

You: not expecting to see another penis in someone's hand?

Stranger: sure

You: i guess
You: and maybe that's why i stopped
You: because maybe there was more here

Stranger: there's more
Stranger: to everything

You: well isn't that true.

Stranger: mhmmm

You: i think i've learned more here than anywhere else in a long time
You: so tell me

Stranger: ...

You: why you didn't disconnect
You: when i told you how old i was

Stranger: I can't say
Stranger: 16
Stranger: it's not as young as some people might think

You: and for the people who are there
You: like me
You: it seems like we've been here forever
You: like we're invincible
You: but there's so much more to everything now, isn't there?

Stranger: mhmmmm

You: sorry my hands are really cold

Stranger: thatssssalright
Stranger: haha

You: so tell me what you're thinking
You: sitting there
You: talking to a shivering girl
You: who doesn't know a thing

Stranger: what do
Stranger: you want to know
Stranger: i'll
Stranger: teach

You: i want to know everything

Stranger: you
Stranger: tellme

You: i want to know
You: i just want to understand
You: everything
You: but that's impossible

Stranger: hmmmm
You: there's a whole world out there i have yet to see
You: maybe i just need time
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And the conversation ended there.

I don't think I can ever read this through again.