Animal Attraction

Olli stopped right before my lips and then pulled away. I let out a huge sigh of disappointment.

“No. You don’t get any more of me until this is sorted out, alright?” he said, and before I could argue and entice him into the sex option, he got up and went to the phone. He spoke in Finnish, then got me a glass of water which he forced me to scull. I went to the toilet after that, only to come back to an interesting Finnish meal laid out on the bed. Olli introduced every dish to me, and of course I found his Finnish extremely sexy, but I didn’t pay much attention since I was so starving. We ate it all, very quickly, then Olli cleaned up the dishes before coming towards me. He stopped a couple of metres away from the end of the bed and looked at me. I don’t know what kind of look he was trying to portray, but it was so sexy… Even without the effects of alcohol, I still wanted to bang him hard…

“What?” I asked.

“Walk to me. In a straight line,” he ordered and I laughed.

“I’m sober, I swear,” I commented.

“I don’t believe you. Come on, prove it,” he demanded, so I got up and walked in a perfectly straight line to him. When we were a step away from each other, his arms reached out to me and touched mine, bringing me into an embrace during the last step. I looked up into his handsome eyes and felt a strange feeling in my stomach, wanting him to kiss me softly. “Would you like to talk now?”

“Oh, uh, yeah, of course…” I muttered, moving away from him and back onto the bed. It was sort of difficult to remember that I wasn’t trying to get laid at the moment, but trying to see if I could have a relationship with this guy.

“So, the main thing about this is that you just be truthful, okay?” Olli said as I lied down on my back on the left side of the bed. He joined me on the other side, propping himself up on his elbow so he was on his side and staring at me. “How many relationship talks have you had before?” I didn’t look at him, just at the ceiling.

“I dunno. None, really. A few, but they don’t really count. It was sorta like… the guy basically says he wants to have sex with a rockstar for a longer time, but tries to disguise the truth in lame ways, and I just lose all respect for him and no longer like him,” I replied and Olli gave a little light laugh.

“That is pathetic,” he said and I agreed. “I’ve had four, just so you know, and they didn’t all end in relationships… What about the last time you weren’t single?”

“Oh gosh, uh, a very long time ago…” I chuckled sort of embarrassed about it. “You?”

“A year ago,” Olli answered simply.

“See? I really don’t know what I’m doing… I think that’s why I just freaked out when I sort of liked you and… I’m really so sorry for being a bitch,” I apologised with a big frown, finally looking away from the roof and into his eyes.

“I’m trying to forget about it… You were such a different person when we were just talking in the bus… It was really good…”

“I know… And I feel so shit now, because of how I treated you and because I just saw stuff on the TV about how I hooked up with you last night. They just accuse me of being a slut, and I hate it because I’m not a slut!” I exclaimed, becoming frustrated with the world again. “God, this has just been such a crappy morning…”

“It must be so hard to try to live up to everyone’s perfect expectations of you because you’re a celebrity,” he commented and I nodded.

“It is. There’s always someone there to put you down, everywhere you turn…”

“Including yourself?”

“Yeah…” I admitted after a pause. Olli moved closer and put his arm around me to pull me into his chest for a nice hug. I embraced him too and then he kissed my forehead. “I just realised I probably put you off even considering dating me… I’m so sorry; it’s just really not my morning…” He chuckled a little bit.

“You didn’t. Not one bit. You are so kaunis, in both your mieli and sydän,” Olli said sweetly. “No one’s perfect, not even the angels.”

“I have no idea what you said in Finnish, but that was so nice…” I said in such a dreamy voice. I mentally slapped myself as I realised how obvious it was that I liked him. How could I have not seen this connection before?

“Angel, would you like to be my tyttöystävä?” Olli asked and I stared at him blankly. “Girlfriend…” I beamed up at him. What a cute way to ask me…

“Yeah…” I breathed, making him smile too. He leaned in to kiss me, and he did, so tenderly but with passionate romance as well. I had never ever had a kiss like it… I kissed back a bit harder as he went to pull away after just the one, since I wanted more. Olli pushed back, rolling himself on top of me slightly. His soft blonde hair fell on my cheek as his arm moved under my waist, holding my body close to his. Again, I felt an amazing need for him and his body, so I kept the moment going, urging him for more. I needed him… I needed my boyfriend…