Animal Attraction

Viiden

After I chilled with the girls for half an hour, there was a rustling of a key at the door.

“Starr? It’s open!” I called, getting up and heading towards the door. The door opened to reveal Hessu.

“Did anyone lose this girl last night?” he asked and I giggled.

“Yeah, where did you go?” I questioned and she gave me a look that I instantly read as ‘jail’, so my jaw dropped. Starr soon changed her face to a ‘he totally thought it was hot’ look and I grinned as she walked away with him to the kitchen, probably in desperate need of a few glasses of water. I went to shut the door but it got stopped halfway. I noticed the tip of a white cowboy boot on the ground against the door and opened to door to see Olli standing there.

“You’re not gonna let me in?” he questioned, actually sounding genuinely hurt by me shutting the door on him. I looked over my shoulder quickly and noticed everyone was busy asking Starr about what happened so I snuck outside, shutting the door quietly behind us.

“What are you doing here?” I hissed. I was absolutely confused. We had one night last night, and that was it. No more. We weren’t in a freakin’ committed relationship! I was never supposed to see him again!

“I wanted to see you…” he answered simply and I frowned.

“What?”

“I wanted to see you…” he repeated, but with a more confused tone. I sighed and slightly rolled my eyes. This was frustrating as hell. This had also never happened to me, so I didn’t know how to handle it.

“I don’t know why you’d want that. Last night meant nothing,” I explained, hoping he’d get the hint. Instead, Olli let out a little light-hearted chuckle.

“It didn’t mean that to me. I mean, I thought it would, but it didn’t…” he replied and I just stared at him in awe. This was not what was supposed to happen… “So are you gonna let me in?”

“No,” I answered curtly. “There’s nothing here in between us Olli, okay?”

“You’re wrong. We’re friends and-” he began.

“We hardly are! We met last night after a show, went to a club, had sex, end of story. Now I’m going to rest for a few days with my girls, then head back to New Zealand, and I’ll never see you or speak to you again. That’s how it works, alright?” I argued, the anger in voice extremely evident. We stared into each other’s eyes as he opened his mouth in shock as the truth hit him, his eyes filling with sadness and possibly becoming wetter. I felt a bit guilty, since I’m not a bitch, but he needed to know what was going on. “Maybe you should leave…”

“Okay… But… I want to be more… I think we could have a lot of fun together… I’m sorry for bugging you…” Olli said in his sexy accent, his blonde hair falling over his shoulders as he looked down at the ground to try to hide how upset he was. As my heart filled with guilt and sorrow, the door opened and Hessu was revealed, looking between us and recognising something bad was happening.

“Are you two okay? Wanna come in or what?” he questioned and I opened my mouth to say yes, for both of us, purely out of remorse, but Olli spoke before I could.

“No I was just leaving. I’ll see ya later,” he told his friend before shamefully walking off down the corridor. I pushed past Starr’s romance interest and headed to my bed. Ignoring everyone else’s conversations, I lied down on the bed and stared at the ceiling, immersed in my thoughts. What was I doing? Was I pushing emotions away? Relationships were always too difficult for me, and now that I toured so often it was even worse. Nothing ever lasted, so I stopped bothering…

Thinking back to the conversations I had with Olli, I realised how well we actually got along. I had thought of it as just flirting, but there was substance to what we were chatting about, and I only had that with my three best friends. He wanted me, and I was just being a bitch and denying that there was any attraction between us, other than pure sexual energy that had been released last night. I am such a douche…

“Hey,” a male voice said to me and I snapped out of my thoughts. The bed was sinking next to me so I turned my head and saw Hessu there. Behind him I could see my girls chatting to each other, giggling as they looked at Hessu. “Want his number?” I nodded shyly and he smiled, passing me his cell phone. I copied the number into mine and handed it back, giving him a thankful smile. Pressing ‘send new message’ for his number, I quickly typed ‘I am so sorry. I’m such a bitch. Forgive me? Late lunch?’ and sent it before I could convince myself not to. Then, I awaited his reply…
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