Caught Up In You.

My good mood was offically ruined. I sat by Matt angrily as he laughed with Jona about who knows what. Stupid, stupid Oliver. I hated him. I hated how I knew once I got home alone I would ball my eyes out from the fact that he never wanted to see me again, but right now, I was just angry.

"Baby, calm down. Here." Matty said handing me his cup and I sighed before downing what was in it.

"Well not what I had in mind, but ok..."

I groaned and handed him his cup back.

"More?" Lee asked leaning over from next to Matty and handing me his cup. Well, at least they were willing to help my pain. I downed his drink as well and Matty chuckled, "Ok, ok. No more. She doesn't need ta be smashed."

"Why not?" I asked holding the cup out to Lee and he poured vodka into the cup as he laughed.

"Well, I don't know..." he said with a shrug and Jona spoke, "Yeh ridin' wif meh anyways, mate."

"See. Jona's got this." I said with a grin as I felt myself getting a good buzz going on.

Matty chuckled and leaned closer to me kissing my lips.

After a few more cups I knew I should have stopped way back when Matty told me to. Although I did feel better now and had forgotten what happened with Oli.

"Matty." I cooed falling into his lap and he chuckled as he wrapped his arms around me, "Hey baby." He whispered kissing my cheek.

"You're sweet." I said and he laughed, "If yeh say so."

I ran my fingers through the hair coming out of his beanie and he pulled me closer, "Are yeh cold?" He mumbled.

"No. But I am getting sleepy."

"Yeh are?" He whispered running his hand into my hair.

I nodded and wrapped my arms around him and buried my face against his neck.

"Oli hates me." I mumbled. Well, clearly he can't leave my head after all.

"He does not, love."

"He does and I don't blame him."

"Does he reallah have feelins for yeh?" He asked softly.

"I think so..."

"Do yeh have feelins for him?" He asked and I squeezed my eyes shut, "I don't know right now."

"He said he loved yeh, Sophia."

"I know."

"That's a big deal for Oli." He added.

"So?" I asked seriously leaning up to look at him.

He shrugged, "Sorrah. High meh ask a lot of questions."

I leaned in and kissed him quickly.

"Let's juss forget bout it righ' now ok?" He said with a grin and I nodded.

"Wanna go, make out?" He asked with a wink and I laughed, "I feel like I'm in high school."

"Lovely isn't it?" He said laughing and he dragged me to his car.

"Kind of fun."

"Yeah, I fought so as well."

"High you is also not shy you."

"Yeah, might be the alcohol too." He said opening his back door and I laughed as we got in.

"Kind of fun as well." I said straddling his waist.

"Soph, look at meh and be honest, do yeh have feelins for Oli?" He asked seriously his gentle eyes seeming to be staring into my soul.

I bit my lip and he brushed my hair back. Should have known this was his way of getting me alone so we could talk.

"I know yeh like meh Sophia. So yeh can be honest."

"I um, I kind of had a crush on him when we met and then I met you and he had a girlfriend so I was like Matty's really great so yeah, but lately he's been I don't know, trying to be with me."

"And how do yeh feel bout that?"

"I don't know, Matty. I really don't." I mumbled and he brushd my cheek, "Yeh know, maybeh yeh shouldn't be my bird righ' now. Juss until yeh figua out how yeh feel. I know yeh like meh and I'm not mad, love. I juss want yeh ta beh sure." He said seriously and I bit my lip.

"I like yeh Soph. I do. A lot. That's why I want yeh ta be certain. Clearly if Oli loves yeh, yeh should reallah fink bout it." He whispered.

I nodded as tears started to spill from my eyes.

"No. Don't cry." He said sympathetically as he cupped my face.

I sniffled and he kissed my cheek, "Why are yeh cryin'? Sophia, if yeh sure yeh wanna be wif meh we will be togetha ok? Don't cry."

I shook my head, "No it's not that. I just hate how sweet you are." I said and a chuckle escaped his lips, "Neva been hated for that I must say."

I rested my head on his chest and he sighed, "I won't be mad at what yeh decide, love. Maybeh a bit sad, but I'll be fine. Juss decide for yehself."

"It doesn't matter now. Oli is mad at me."

"Oh please. One cute look from yeh and he'll fold."

"I don't think so this time."

He kissed my head and I looked up at him and he gave me a small grin.

"I'm just going to call Tom and see if he'll come pick me up."

"No, I can take yeh."

"No. It's fine. Seriously. You can't drive right now and I know they don't want to leave so it's cool."

He sighed, "Yeh sure?"

"Yeah." I said kissing his cheek before climbing out of the car.

We both leaned against the car as I called Tom. He finally picked up after a few rings, "Soph?" He asked seeming a bit confused.

"Yeah, hey, will you do me a favor please?"

"Uh, sure...what?"

"Can you please, please come pick me up from wherever we are." I said causing Matt to chuckle.

"Yeah. Sure love. Yeh ok?"

"Yeah. Just ready to go."

"Ok, no problem. I'll be there in a minute."

"Thank you. You're awesome."

"Yeah, I know. Bye."

I sighed once I hung up and looked back at Matty.

"I'll wait here until he arrives." He said sliding his hand in mine and I nodded. He was so gentle and sweet that it honestly hurt me to have feelings for Oli like I did.

We stood there in silence, his hand in mine until Tom arrived and I hugged him tightly before getting into the car.

"Yeh ok lil bird?" Tom asked once we started driving.

"Oh. Yeah." I whispered looking back out the window.

"He's upset too yeh know?" He said causing me to look over at him.

"He loves yeh a lot. I didn't even know he possessed that, but he does wif yeh."

I bit my lip trying to fight the tears that threatened to appear yet again.

"He doesn't want to be around me."

"Pst. Who are yeh kiddin'?"

"That's what he said." I mumbled and he smiled, "Sophia, do yeh wanna be wif Matty?"

"No..." I finally admitted and he nodded with a knowing grin, "Cause yeh love Oli."

I didn't respond just looked back out the window causing him to chuckle, "Righ' well. There is a very sad bloke at his house righ' now and I was finkin' yeh could juss stay there cause yeh house is a bit far an I live righ' down tha road from him."

I groaned, "No Tom. Come on." I said seriously.

"Sorrah, love."

I sighed and touched my forehead to the window.

Once we pulled into Oli's driveway I grew nervous.

"And what if he doesn't let me stay?" I asked shooting him a look.

He grinned, "He will, love. Yeh know it. I know it. Hell, he knows it."

"I hate you." I grumbled as I forced myself out of the car. I could hear him laughing as I closed the door and I dreadfully walked to the porch. I had to force myself to breathe as I knocked. Thankfully I was still a bit buzzed or I would have ran away instantly.

Oli finally came to the door his hair disleveled and in just a pair of gym shorts.

"Soph?" He asked sleepily and a bit confused.

"Tom is evil."

"Sort of like yeh huh?" He grumbled and I glared at him as I crossed my arms.

"Why are yeh here?" He asked disregarding my attitude.

"Tom picked me up from the party and told me to stay here because I live too far."

"Ha. So yeh sleepin' on tha porch?" He asked glaring at me and I rolled my eyes, "No." I said shoving past him into his house. One thing I knew is he would in fact not kick me out.

"Yeh keep gettin' more lovely my dear." He said closing the door a bit roughly.

"All thanks to you, my dear." I mocked and he rolled his eyes.

"And you'll be happy to know that in fact, you are the one who won. Matty broke up with me. Yeah." I said faking a smile and his angry demeanor disappeared.

"What?" He asked and I stifled a laugh, "Come on Oli. Don't act too surprised."

"I am. Why did he break up wif yeh?" He asked and I shrugged, "Something about you. Go figure. What's new. Oliver Sykes can't stay in his own business." I said heading for the stairs and he quickly grabbed my arm.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa. I didn't say anyfing to him, love. So don't blame meh for yeh mistakes." He said turning me around to look at him.

"My mistakes?! The only mistake I made Oli is meeting you!" I said yanking my arm from him and he just stood there motionless as I raced up the stairs.

I knew I had hurt his feelings which just made me feel worse than I thought possible. I closed the bedroom door and instantly tears started falling. Of course I didn't mean that. Meeting Oli had changed my life completely and I loved him now to know end. I, in fact, couldn't imagine being without him now. He filled a part of my heart I didn't even know was missing.

I sighed forcing myself to do the right thing so I quickly went to Oli's room. I opened the door without knocking and he looked up from where he was sitting on his bed.

"I'm sorry. You know I didn't mean that." I said softly and he shrugged before looking away.

"Juss get out. Go get some sleep so yeh can leave." He grumbled and I knew this time I deserved the attitude.

I just watched him nervously as I debated on what to do. I was exhausted, yet having him forgive me was too important.

"I love you." I said and he immediately looked at me causing me to grow even more nervous.

"I love you. I have. I just didn't know how to go about telling Matty without hurting him, or to know if you were really serious and then it became a whole disaster..." I said fiddling with my fingers nervously.

His eyes never left mine and he finally let out a sigh, "Go ta bed love." He whispered and I bit my lip before forcing myself out of his room.

Well, that wasn't what I expected to happen and if possible, I was even more hurt than before.