Caught Up In You.

"I'm so scared." He said as we stood admiring our work. The room that would soon hold our baby was finally completely done.

"What? Why?" I asked looking over at him quickly. In the months that had past since I found out I was pregnant he had yet to say that and it worried me a little, like maybe he had changed his mind.

"Cause, I mean, there is gonna be a lil baby here. Like, somefin' that depends on us and trust us and, fuck...it's scary knowin' everyfing I do determines it's life!"

"Oli, it's not an it anymore and I know, but like you said, it'll will be fine."

"Fine, everyfing we do will determine Harpa's life!" He spoke throwing his hands up.

I couldn't help but chuckle, "Well, I hate to tell you this, but it's a little to late to be thinking about that." I said pointing to my now petruding stomach.

"I know! And now I'm bloody scared!"

I laughed and cupped his face, "Oli..."

He sighed and dropped his shoulders, "What if I'm not good at it? What if I disappoint her? What if she doesn't like meh?"

I couldn't help but grin, "You will be good at it and come on, how can you disappoint her? Her dad's a rockstar."

A small grin tugged at the corner of his mouth before I continued, "And she's not going to like you, she's going to love you because you're her dad."

"I'm turnin' into a bloody woman." He frowned and I laughed, "No you're not. You're sounding like, well, a dad."

He wrapped his arms around me, "We're gonna be ok, huh?" He whispered and I nodded before he kissed me.

"Ok, sorrah. Moment of worry is now gone."

I laughed, "Oh, ok."

"I love yeh."

"I love you too."

"And I'm ready for our baby."

"Oh? Ready for no sleeping?"

He nodded as I walked over to fix the curtain.

"And crying?"

He nodded once more.

"And no sex?"

"Wait. What?" He asked loudly as his eyes went wide.

I couldn't help but laugh, "Oh so the crying and lack of sleep is ok?"

"Well, yeah! I don't sleep and cryin', well, have yeh eva been 'round a drunk Lee?!"

I giggled some more and he continued, "But no sex? Like, foreva?"

"Seriously?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

"I don't know my love, yeh tell meh! I don't know what happens!"

I laughed, "You need to buy a baby book."

He glared at me and I grabbed his hand as I laughed, "I love you."

"Love yeh." He mumbled kissing my cheek.

"I'm sleepy."

He chuckled as I relaxed my head on his chest.

"I can feel her movin' against my stomach. It's funny." He said and I laughed into his shirt.

He pulled back and placed his hands on my stomach as he kneeled in front of me, "Harpa..." he cooed and I watched him as he intently stared at my stomach and his hands moved around trying to get her to move again.

"You probably calmed her down."

He chuckled and pressed his lips to my stomach before looking up at me, "I can't wait til she's here."

"Well, don't rush it. It will happen in a few days."

He smiled as he got up and grabbed my hand pulling me into the living room.

"Oye!" We heard and looked over to see Tom walking in.

"Fanks for knockin'."

"Oh come off it. Pregnant people don't have sex. I wasnt worried."

Oli groaned and fell onto the couch causing me to laugh, "What do you have there?" I asked looking at the bag in his hand.

"So, um, I had some fings made for Harpa."

I swear he was as excited as Oli and I.

"Really?"

He nodded and I sat beside him, "Yeah course. She's my favorite kid on tha planet and she isn't even here yet!"

I smiled as he pulled out some shirts, "Look, baby drop dead clothes! Aren't they awesome?"

I giggled and Oli rolled his eyes, "Yeh would."

"Awe, Tom..." I said looking through the small shirts.

"Yep. She's gonna be so brill."

"She's gonna like Tom betta than meh." Oli grumbled.

"Oh my god..." I groaned rolling my eyes.

"Probably." Tom responded with a shrug and I couldn't help but laugh at the look Oli gave him.

"She will not, Oliver."

Oli shrugged and crossed his arms over his chest. If anything this little girl was going to have more than she ever needed between the two of them.



"Why are yeh not freakin' out? Why am I freakin' out?!" He said tugging on his hair as he paced the small hospital room. Even if I wasn't in the mood to, I couldn't help but laugh, "Oliver..."

"I mean, yeh bout ta have a baby. A fuckin' baby Sophia. Fuck. I'm gonna beh sick." He groaned and I tried not to laugh again.

"Oliver!"

He looked at me quickly, "Come here."

He sighed and walked next to my bed, "Yes love? Wait. I'm bein' stupid. How are yeh feelin'? Yeh ok? Did that shot help?" He asked so quickly I grabbed his hand, "Relax. Seriously. Calm it down. I'm fine. Do I need them to knock you out or something?"

"What? No." He responded before taking a deep breath, "Ok. Ok. I'm betta now. I'm gonna be ok."

He brushed my hair back from my forehead, "Ok, love. How are yeh?"

I laughed, "Remind me to never have a kid with you again."

He frowned, "That's not nice."

I smiled weakly and closed my eyes, "It'll be all ova soon." He whispered before pressing his lips to my forehead, "And our baby will be here and we can go home."

After that time seemed to fly by and before I knew it the baby was being passed around to all of the guys.

"She's propa lovely." Tom said starry eyed as he stared at the baby in his arms.

"Hey, Harpa, I'm Tom, yeh know yeh favorite uncle...well, I will beh." He whispered and I chuckled, "I'm sure you will be."

Tom flashed a smile as he gently grabbed her hand up.

"Dude, let meh see her." Jona stated and Tom shot him a look, "No. She's mine."

Oli chuckled, "She isn't goin' anywhere."

"Fine." Tom grumbled handing her over to Jona.

"Is this his kid?" Oli joked as he looked at me with a grin.

"Yep. How did you know?"

He rolled his eyes as he sat on the bed, "Well, I guess I couldn't reallah say she wasn't seein' as how she looks like yeh and all."

"Ah yes. I just hope her eyes don't turn blue and give away my secret. Fingers crossed!"

He laughed and cupped my face, "Real funny, love."

I chuckled, "I know."

"I love yeh." He whispered before he kissed me gently, "and our baby is perfect. Absolutely perfect. Juss like her mum."

"Wow, laying it on thick today huh?"

He chuckled, "I'm juss really happy..."

"So am I."

"Are yeh tired? Do yeh want meh ta tell everyone ta leave?"

"I'm fine actually."

"Yeah, but can that be my excuse? I kind of want her back." He whispered and I smiled at how cute he was, "Sure."

He kissed me once more and stood up, "Ok lads, vistin' houas are ova. My bird is tired."

"Fineee." Tom groaned and they laughed as Matty walked over to me and handed me Harper gently.

"She's propa beautiful, Soph." He said with a grin and I smiled back, "Thanks Matty."

He kissed my head before everyone said goodbye and the room was met with silence.

Oli scooted onto the bed with me and brought his hand to Harper, "Mhhm. Matty tryin' ta hit on yeh mum 'gain." He teased and I shot him a look causing him to laugh.

"He's propa right though yeh know?" He whispered brushing her cheek lightly, "Yeh are propa beautiful. Maybeh I'm bias though..."

I giggled, "Maybe."

"So be it." He responded with a shrug.

I kissed his cheek and his eyes diverted back to me, "What was that for?"

"Nothing. You're just amazing and I love you and although this wasn't planned I wouldn't want to be anywhere else." I answered honestly. It was the truth. I had never felt as complete as I did at this moment with him and are baby.

He smiled, "Me neitha love."

"No more freaking out?"

"Ha. Tons more. I can't fink bout her grown up cause I come close ta a panic attack already. I mean, fink bout it...she will grow up, learn how ta walk, talk, eventually be a teenaga, drive, like boys..." he said shaking his head as he trailed off, "Hell no. I'm gonna beh so mental."

I laughed, "One step at a time."

"Already worried! I mean, juss fink, if she eva came home cryin' cause of a boy, I'd end up in jail, Sophia. Jail." He repeated with a serious look and I just laughed even more, "No you won't."

"Yes I will. I'd murda someone."

"Well, she's bound to cry and get hurt."

He frowned, "I don't like this. Let's just keep her this lil foreva."

"You say that now."

He sighed and kissed my jaw.

"Plus, I'm sure she'll find someone like you."

"Fuck no."

I laughed, "Well, like the someone you are with me."

"Well, that's betta I assume."

"I think so." I stated as he took her into his arms and cuddle her to his chest and he laid back beside me.

"Well, I assume I can't promise yeh won't get hurt, but I promise I'll help fix it." He mumbled to her before kissing her head.

I cuddled up to his side and he wrapped his arm around me, "I'm gonna be such a fuckin' softy now..." he mumbled and I laughed, "I think it's cute."

"Me mates won't."

I looked up at him and spoke, "What are you talking about? She already owns Tom."

He chuckled, "Very true. Poor lad."

"Poor lad? Poor you."

He sighed, "Fuck..."

"You're going to have to learn to not curse."

He groaned, "I know. I got time to fix that. I can work on that while we are not havin' sex."

I busted out laughing causing Harper to stir.

"Shhh." He chuckled and I pressed my face into his shoulder, "Oh I love you."

"Not as much as I love yeh." He whispered and I closed my eyes in relief.

Forever with him didn't seem like a bad idea, and the future seemed brighter with each second. Maybe what we planned had changed, but as long as we kept each other nothing else mattered. Everything always has a tendency of falling into place anyways.