Status: Awkward 3 year hiatus is over. Probs lost all my readers. RIP. Comment or something if you want this ongoing :)

365 Days.

335.

“And then he was all like,
you wanna suck me off?
And I was all like,
you fucking wish.”


My eyes weakly open to look at the source of the voice.
“Chase,”
I whisper and feel energy leave me.


Chase’s rant about a fight ceases,
his brows furrow softly,
“Yes?”


I let my eyes slip shut again,
“Please,”
I murmur,
“Hush.”


A sigh from Chamber as he touches my leg,
“You better get well soon.
I’m bored.
I can’t tease you.
And you always sleep.”


I manage a weak smile.
“Chase,”
I only say softly again,
feeling fatigue take over and I succumb to sleep again.

When I awake again,
my vision is all blue.
It takes me a moment to realize my hair is in the way.
I’m too weak to move it,
but want to let them know I’m alive,
so I whine softly,
whimper and weakly call.

For five terrible seconds,
there is no reply,
then a soft grunt.


“You’re awake.”


With a fever as high as mine,
I feel my blood freeze cold.

Mickel.

What’s he doing here?

I frown lightly,
“M-Mickel?”


“I don’t know what you’re talking about,”
He chuckles,
brushing my hair out of my eyes,
grinning down at me smugly.
“Hi.”


I need someone else in the room with me,
now,
I don’t feel safe.
“Where’s Magnus?”
My voice is hoarse and I weakly try to lift myself.


Strong hands push me back down,
“You’re not allowed to move.”
Mickel looks at me firmly,
“If you move,
you get more sick,
and I can’t visit you again.”


“Magnus!”
Panic lightly rises inside me,
my heart speeding up,
I can feel it.
When I realize I can’t move,
I start to thrash about.
“Magnus!”
I scream.

There’s a flash of darkness in my vision,
my breath is short.
I struggle more,
the covers suddenly tight around me,
holding me down to the bed like chains.

There’s a soft murmur of voices,
I catch a few words,
hot,
fever,
hallucination,
hyperventilating
.

And then there’s a sudden breeze of air,
I stop struggling in the sheets,
they come away easily.
I look up,
slowing down my breathing,
look up into the face of an angel.

“Mother.”
I whisper.


Mother smiles,

I smile too,
reach out weakly to touch her face,


but mother takes my hand and puts it back down.
Her lips move,
but it’s not her voice that comes from her mouth,
but Magnus’s.
“Hush,
I’m here,
All will be well.”
♠ ♠ ♠
Updates will be rare this week, exams steal my time *sigh*