The Magnetism Is In The Madness

I was stupid.

I knew that now. After everything was said and done...even after I thought I could change it. Change what I knew even if the outcome would be horrendous. At the very least I would still have my friend. I continue to hate myself for leaving. Being the cause of his illness. But if I hadn't I would hate myself for being so selfish. I wanted to hold on to something that wasn't mine in the first place. Even now I'm not sure what I want anymore. The future seems more bleak and doomed after that one adventure. But that's just what happens, we get addicted to the excitement, the thrill of being around someone, learning from them.

This is a story of how I, Janie Ryder, went back in time and learned from a eccentric compulsive sciencetist.