April Showers
Introduction
I never realized how much I needed you right now. I never knew what it would feel like being alone in a world so cold. With you by my side I felt protected, and I didn’t need anyone but you. I couldn’t keep going on telling myself everything was okay. I couldn’t go on lying to myself and pretending my life would get better. I kept wishing that it was all a dream and that at any second I would wake up and I'll be lying in your arms. The only one that I was truly hurting was myself because I let myself believe you were okay and in some magical way you'll come back to me.