White It out Like Glittering Wax Butterflies
Should've Done Something, But I've Done It Enough.
I just... stared at it. I never thought I could be so scared of an apartment. I mean, it's just an apartment, right? Yeah, so... nothing really to be afraid of... Except the fact that QUINN IS IN THERE.
Duh... Could I be a tad bit more obvious?
I wanted to just sit and wait for Quinn to show up and expect him to forgive me. But that was stupid to even think that. Seriously. If you judt got screamed at, would you just forgive them? I don't think so...
So there I sat, next to a garbage can, looking at the door of Quinn's apartment, hoping I'd eventually get the guts to go up and knock. Then just spill my guts to him. But, of course, I wasn't going to. I'm too naive. Or maybe I'm just too scared...
But... what am I really doing? I could be missing out on so much, and it's my goddamn fault. I'm such an idiot. I want to rip my hair out. I wanted to scream. I just wanted to do something to get back at myself for being so dumb.
God only knows how long I was sitting out there. But all I know is that I was tired and the sun was rising...
Bad thing was that... I was still next to a garbage can, so... it was a little difficult to fall asleep. But, I managed to anyway...
Duh... Could I be a tad bit more obvious?
I wanted to just sit and wait for Quinn to show up and expect him to forgive me. But that was stupid to even think that. Seriously. If you judt got screamed at, would you just forgive them? I don't think so...
So there I sat, next to a garbage can, looking at the door of Quinn's apartment, hoping I'd eventually get the guts to go up and knock. Then just spill my guts to him. But, of course, I wasn't going to. I'm too naive. Or maybe I'm just too scared...
But... what am I really doing? I could be missing out on so much, and it's my goddamn fault. I'm such an idiot. I want to rip my hair out. I wanted to scream. I just wanted to do something to get back at myself for being so dumb.
God only knows how long I was sitting out there. But all I know is that I was tired and the sun was rising...
Bad thing was that... I was still next to a garbage can, so... it was a little difficult to fall asleep. But, I managed to anyway...