Unholy Confessions

" For the last time Brian, it doesn't mean anything, let it go allready! " I shouted, chucking my pillow at him. He dodged it first, then picked it up from behind the recliner and threw it back at me. " If you didn't feel that way subconciously, you wouldn't keep having these dreams." he smirked. I rolled my eyes."You know what? You're absolutely right Syn.."

" I am? " he asked, taken back. " Yea. It has alway been a fantasy of mine to fuck an incompetant, egotistical, moron like you.."

A chorus of 'oooooo's' followed my comment. Brian, as usual shrugged it off and used his arrogance to come back at me. " You wouldn't be lucky enough to get a guy like me. I'm the best around baby. And the biggest." I rolled my eyes again.

Now, don't get me wrong, I love Brian. Very much. I love all my brother's best friends. And of course I think Brian is gorgeous, who wouldn't? But I DON'T have a thing for him. Nor will I ever. That would be just gross. I grew up with him. What dickface (what I sometimes like to call him) is referring to, would be, for the past couple weeks, just about every night I've dreamt of having sex with Brian. And I have nooo idea why They're pretty steamy and pretty vivid. And had no intention of telling anyone other then Val, however Brian walked in on our conversation and hasn't let it go since.

" Well, you know that they say.." Gena began, looking over at Brian " You can tell how big a man is by the size of his ego."

Brian's smile spread from ear to ear. I rolled my eyes. As if his head wasn't big enough.

" If his ego is big, it's usually because he is trying to make up for what he lacks everywhere[i/] else."

His smile dropped immedietly and everyone burst into a fit of laughter, including me. Serves him right for being an arrogant prick. " Whatever." he muttered, storming off.

" Awe, come on Synie Poo, I was just kidding! " She giggled. " I better go make sure he's ok." Zacky chuckled, getting up off the couch. " That's what he gets for trying to get some from my sister." Matt huffed.Val shook her head. '' Oh Matt.. Did you ever think that maybe Brian needs a good woman like Leigha to set him straight? " Matt scowled at her." No. What Brian needs is to be neutured. Then maybe he won't want to fuck everytthing with a pulse." Val rolled herr eyes. " Whatever Matt."

" Hey assholes, what are guys doing sitting around? "

My heart stopped. I turned aroundto find Jimmy standing in the doorway. When my heart started back up, it was pumping like I had just ran a marathon. Now him.. He's the one exception to my rule 'I never want to date my brother's best friends because they are like brothers to me.' Jimmy was... Something else. He was beautiful and so sweet and he always found a way to make me laugh. I could tell him anything, and I knew he would never judge me or tell another living soul. If he wasn't my best friend, then I dont know who was.. And there was no doubt, I was in love with him... He just didn't know it...

" Well? " he inquired. Matt turned around and stood up." Hey man, we were just hanging out. Thinking about maybe cooking out." Val raised an eyebrow. " We were?" Matt shrugged. " Well, I was."Val abd both Gena giggled. " It might have helped if you told us that.. I'll go get the food sat out." Val smiled, standing up as well. " I'll help." Gena said, following Val to the kitchen. " Me too" Lacey added. The girls smiled and nodded.

" I'm gonna go get the grill out, you wanna come with?" he asked, referring to me.

I shook my head. " Nah, I'll help Val when she's ready, but until then, I'm gonna watch some tv." Matt nodded. " Ok.. No porn." he winked. " Ugh! No problem." I found pornography revolting! " I'll come with you." Jimmy called .Matt nodded and walked out.

" Watch tons of porn, kid." Jimmy grinned, ruffling my hair.. Kid.. That's all he saw me as.. And he would probably never see me as anything else. But of course. That's what they all saw me as. Matt's little sister.

Well, except Brian, but that's because he's a man whore.