Thanks For Nothing.
To Someone who 'loved' me.
Dear Fucker.
So you said that you loved me every single fucking day for a year. You meet someone you like better. You don't treat people like that! I gave you everything! Most of all I gave you a heart which was breaking. You suddenly want to be in my life again. No. I'm not a back up plan, I have my own feelings and guess what I loved you I still do. You weren't the final straw though. So it isn't all your fault but you were one of the first people to put the idea in my head. Whand our plan of killing ourselves together. Well now I'm doing it by myself. A different way now though. I don't know who I want to find my body but whoever it is I hope I hate them. I hope you realise how much you fucked up my life. I hope you realise how much you meant to me. I hope you realise it's not nice to lie.
So you said that you loved me every single fucking day for a year. You meet someone you like better. You don't treat people like that! I gave you everything! Most of all I gave you a heart which was breaking. You suddenly want to be in my life again. No. I'm not a back up plan, I have my own feelings and guess what I loved you I still do. You weren't the final straw though. So it isn't all your fault but you were one of the first people to put the idea in my head. Whand our plan of killing ourselves together. Well now I'm doing it by myself. A different way now though. I don't know who I want to find my body but whoever it is I hope I hate them. I hope you realise how much you fucked up my life. I hope you realise how much you meant to me. I hope you realise it's not nice to lie.