Dear Diary...

Dear diary..

~*After School*~

Today's been hell. I just started a new school and of course I am the freak there. The school is full of jocks and preps and nerds. It sucks. Mom isn't home yet, as usal.. Please someone just shoot me..
I just might go and kill myself soon..

~*Late Night*~

It's almost midnight now.. I'm sorry I couldn't write in you earlier, but my mom had another raid. I mean, she took all my Posters, CD's, Band Tees and Kerrang!'s!!!! So I had to hide you, in the usual spot of course, because she'd just LOVE to be able to read you and tell me what a pathetic fuck-up I am..
One thing that's good with my mom is that whenever it comes to jewlery she buys me pretty much anything, so I have a lot of wristbands and bracelets and other stuff like that to hide the scars. I can't believe she hasn't noticed that I cut in five fucking years.. It's so pathetic it's hilarious..

But I got to go now, I have school tomorrow..

Bye..

Love, Beat