Stole My Heart

V

It had been a while since I had sex with anyone and having it mean something. I know, I know that makes me sound a bit loose but after Conor and I ended things, I was numb. I took a bad friends advice, got drunk, and slept with the first guy to plant his lips on my earlobe.

At this moment, I never realized how long it takes to undress someone. They make it look so easy in movies, tv, and porn but at this moment I was getting frustrated with the button that was in the way of Josh getting it in.

"I could undo it myself, y'know?" He softly chuckled. I rolled my eyes and couldn't help but feel that he did a lot of things of himself.

"Well if you're going to get yourself off, be my guest." I laid back on the couch and looked up at my ceiling. I really didn't understand why this was getting me worked up. I caught a glimpse of him through my peripheral and admired his body. It wasn't the type you were used to out here in Los Angeles. I liked that he had a little pouch, he didn't care that he resembled a pre pubescent Chewbacca.

"There we go. Now, where were we?" He asked climbing on top of me, kissing up and down my jawline. I gulped and all the unwanted frustration disappeared, "Right here.." I caught his lips and the battle for dominance began.

"Someones a little excited?" looking up at him and couldn't help but smile at the little pout coming out.

"Little?"

"Oh shut up and do things to me, Joshua" I throw my arms around his neck and pull him back down. He pulls away and rests his forehead on mine, "Are you sure? We don't have to do this, Eleanor."

"Josh, I've never wanted this more than I do now. So. please. please have your way with me." I smiled and waited to see his reaction. He nodded and positioned himself

"Jesus fucking everything." He sighed into my neck. Again, it had been a while since I've had this pleasurable fun. A while since I enjoyed the bliss that is sex. Any girl who says they don't enjoy being stretched in all different ways is a fucking liar.

"God, Joshua, so good..good" I moaned and lifted my hips a bit for him. "You're so tight. So. tight."

"Mm..so close.." I whispered. The thrusts were getting faster, the breathing heavier, our voices more hoarse.

"Elle, oh fuck, Elle." Josh huffed one last time as his body collapsed on mine. I ran my hand through his sweaty hair and kissed his head. I'm not one for little moments of affection but I couldn't help myself. He looked so fucking cute; his cheeks were flushed, his hair matted down onto his forehead, his eyes seemed to get a bit darker. I don't know what it was but I was ready for another round.

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"So..are we going to tell the mates about this?" He asked while we were both getting dressed.

"Do you mean, am I letting you tell the guys about this?"

"Uh..I didn't..yeah" he blushed and looked down at the floor. This wasn't the Josh I had gotten used to. This was a new side of Josh that I was ready to get used to.

"Do whatever you want, Josh." He looked back up and smiled

"But just know, that if you do, your hand will be taking care of you for a while."