Status: Completed
Sharpen Your Knives and Prepare for War
Chapter Nineteen
Am I dead?
Is this reality?
Is this life?
I hope this isn't life.
Life sucks.
Life caused me all this fucking pain.
I wish I could live in my dreams.
My dreams are were I'm happy.
Were I know and get along with the people I long to in real life.
Life is horrible.
I don't know how anyone can say they're truly "happy".
How can you be happy?
In a world like this?
So full of hate?
So full of despair?
I think those people just learned to block the pain.
They've masked it.
They've masked it because they don't have as much pain.
But still enough to make them hurt.
I wish I could mask it.
I've tried.
I've failed.
I give up.
Is this reality?
Is this life?
I hope this isn't life.
Life sucks.
Life caused me all this fucking pain.
I wish I could live in my dreams.
My dreams are were I'm happy.
Were I know and get along with the people I long to in real life.
Life is horrible.
I don't know how anyone can say they're truly "happy".
How can you be happy?
In a world like this?
So full of hate?
So full of despair?
I think those people just learned to block the pain.
They've masked it.
They've masked it because they don't have as much pain.
But still enough to make them hurt.
I wish I could mask it.
I've tried.
I've failed.
I give up.
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