Too Perfect
Panic attack
My eyes finally opened aroung ten am. He has already been at work for five hours. I picked up my phone one new text from Jace. I called him without reading the text.
"What's up, You've reached my voicemail, leave me a message." He always answers his phone. I tried again.
"Damnit Jason."
I read his text message.
'Baby I love you, I'm on my way to the E.R.' sent at six o seven am.
I got dressed and in my car.
Hospital, hospital, hospital, where the hell is it? My mind shut down. I finally pulled it together and got to the hospital.
"M'am may i help you?" the receptionist asked.
"Jason William, what room?"
She typed in his name.
"217."
"Thanks," I rushed in the direction of his room and swung the door open.
"Jason?" He was passed out, but still alive.
I looked at the doctor.
"What's wrong?"
"He crashed, spun out. Is he diabetic?"
"Yea, why?"
"We are pumping him with insulin, we think that was the cause of the crash, pretty sure it was his blood sugar levels."
"Pretty sure?" I looked at him.
"What's with his arm and leg?"
"Glass shatter and impact." The doctor said putting the bag on the hook and walking out.
I pulled up a chair next to him and put my hand on his face. His eyes opened.
"Hey." I said.
"You ok?"
"What are you talking about, i wasn't with you."
"I totaled the car, how do you not have any marks?"
"Jace, I was not there what are you talking about?"
The doctor walked in.
"He's not completely aware of whats going on, he will recover, his C.T. and M.R.I all showed he is fine."
"I hope so." I looked at the love of my life.
I must have fallen asleep next to him because I woke up to him playing with my hair.
"Jace."
"Yes Jennie?"
"You ok?"
"Yea I'm fine, just tired, when do I get released?"
"Doctor says as soon as you get up and moving." He got up.
"There I'm up, can we go?"
"Yea, lets go." He grabbed my hand and we walked out, checked him out, and went to the car.
"What happened?"
"Everything went black, honestly thats all I remember."
"So its totaled?"
"Yea, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."
"Jace, hunny I'm just glad your ok. You missed a day of work, are they going to penalize you?"
"I don't know Jennie. Won't know till I go back."
"Well they shouldn't, it wasn't your fault."
"Look we will worry about it later Jenn, OK?"
"Ok."
He pulled out his phone opened it and smiled.
"What are you smiling at?"
He showed me the message that says two missed calls from Jennie.
"I smile everytime your name comes up on my phone." he smiled.
"Well it's good the crash didn't kill the hopeless romantic. I smiled back.
"I'm not to corney for you?"
"You know i like it, makes me feel important."
"That's because you are." He puts his hand on my cheek and kisses me as i finished parking the car.
"What's up, You've reached my voicemail, leave me a message." He always answers his phone. I tried again.
"Damnit Jason."
I read his text message.
'Baby I love you, I'm on my way to the E.R.' sent at six o seven am.
I got dressed and in my car.
Hospital, hospital, hospital, where the hell is it? My mind shut down. I finally pulled it together and got to the hospital.
"M'am may i help you?" the receptionist asked.
"Jason William, what room?"
She typed in his name.
"217."
"Thanks," I rushed in the direction of his room and swung the door open.
"Jason?" He was passed out, but still alive.
I looked at the doctor.
"What's wrong?"
"He crashed, spun out. Is he diabetic?"
"Yea, why?"
"We are pumping him with insulin, we think that was the cause of the crash, pretty sure it was his blood sugar levels."
"Pretty sure?" I looked at him.
"What's with his arm and leg?"
"Glass shatter and impact." The doctor said putting the bag on the hook and walking out.
I pulled up a chair next to him and put my hand on his face. His eyes opened.
"Hey." I said.
"You ok?"
"What are you talking about, i wasn't with you."
"I totaled the car, how do you not have any marks?"
"Jace, I was not there what are you talking about?"
The doctor walked in.
"He's not completely aware of whats going on, he will recover, his C.T. and M.R.I all showed he is fine."
"I hope so." I looked at the love of my life.
I must have fallen asleep next to him because I woke up to him playing with my hair.
"Jace."
"Yes Jennie?"
"You ok?"
"Yea I'm fine, just tired, when do I get released?"
"Doctor says as soon as you get up and moving." He got up.
"There I'm up, can we go?"
"Yea, lets go." He grabbed my hand and we walked out, checked him out, and went to the car.
"What happened?"
"Everything went black, honestly thats all I remember."
"So its totaled?"
"Yea, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."
"Jace, hunny I'm just glad your ok. You missed a day of work, are they going to penalize you?"
"I don't know Jennie. Won't know till I go back."
"Well they shouldn't, it wasn't your fault."
"Look we will worry about it later Jenn, OK?"
"Ok."
He pulled out his phone opened it and smiled.
"What are you smiling at?"
He showed me the message that says two missed calls from Jennie.
"I smile everytime your name comes up on my phone." he smiled.
"Well it's good the crash didn't kill the hopeless romantic. I smiled back.
"I'm not to corney for you?"
"You know i like it, makes me feel important."
"That's because you are." He puts his hand on my cheek and kisses me as i finished parking the car.