Divine Chaos

All the things I said to him:
I have nothing else to say to you. Leave me alone.
You’re pathetic and wasting my time.
Don’t call me. Or text me.
Don’t call me baby.
I can’t believe you.
How could you do this to me? To us?
I don’t believe you anymore.
STOP LYING TO ME.
You ruined my life.
I’m finished with you.
Don’t call me EVER AGAIN.

All the things I said to him that was a lie:
I want you out of my life.
You are nothing to me.
I don’t need you anyways.
You’re not anything special.
I never believed you in the first place.
I wish I would have never met you.
I don’t care if you’re with a thousand blonde-headed pigs like her.
I don’t care about you anymore.
I JUST DON’T CARE.
You’re dead to me.
I hate you.