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Sweet Misery

Sweet Misery

I wasn't entirely sure when I lost it all. I didn't realize how easy it was to melt into someone I didn't know. I embodied a completely different person and the real me was disgusted by it. But whatever was my issue around everyone diminished the second he was around. I was me again when he was with me.

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It's sort of funny how at night you prepare for your biggest confrontations.But of course, once you are faced with the actual time to do what you've been practicing, you can't. You physically can't and you mentally can't. It's literally impossible. You're too scared and too much of a wimp even if you know this is probably the only shot you're going to get.