A Shattered Past And A Blurry Future (Max Green and Ronnie Radke)

I woke up to my alarm beeping. I reached out and slammed my hand on top of it. I rolled out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. Once I got out I wrapped a towel around my body and then went to my room to get dressed. I pulled on a teal blue tank top and some black upped up skinny jeans.

I walked over to my dresser and pulled open the very top droor. Inside was a box. I opened the box and looked inside. There was a picture of my family and my razor. I resisted the urge to look at the picture and picked up the razor instead. I put the razor up to my wrist ant dragged it alone my skin. I watched as the blood leaked out the new cuts and I just felt relief fill my body. All of a sudden anything that was bothering me just didn't seem t matter any more.I put the razor back into the box and then slid the droor closed.

I picked up all of my bracelets and slid them on my wrists being sure to cover all the sits and scars. I walked to the bathroom and straightened my hair and then put on my makeup. I walked downstairs picked up my bag and iPod then walked outside.

I walked to school listening to to my music. It was only about a ten minute walk until I saw the gates to the school. I walked through them and then over to the tree. I guess this is where everyone always hangs out. I saw Millie sitting next to Ronnie and then sat next to her. I couldn't help but get chills at the thought of the dream that I had had.
"Hey guys"
"Hey Sarah, why did you go home early?" Millie asked turning to me. I looked to Ronnie and saw him send me a wink. I couldn't help but blush a little.
"Oh I just didn't feel well, you know a headache" i covered quickly.
"Oh I'm sort well anyways glad your back"
"Ya, so how long until class starts"
"Eh about ten minutes why?"
"Cause I have to pee, but I'll see you in class"
"Kay, see ya"
"Bye"
I picked up my bag and then started to walk in the direction of the main building. I was about to walk in when I bumped into someone. I reached down to pick up the bag that had fallen and then looked up to who it was. Shit.
"Umm hey Sarah"
"Hey Max, listen I have to pee before class so I got to go" I tried to walk past him but them he grabbed my wrist, I winced at the fresh cuts that were beginning to hurt."
"Come on Sarah just talk to me , please i'm worried"
"well don't be I'm fine" I ripped my wrist out of his grasp and started to walk away. He followed me.
"Your obviously not if you feel the need to do that, Please just talk to me, tell me why"
"Why?! you want to know why? Cause I can"
"No you ca't it's dangerous"
"No it's not, and you don't have to worry about me, I barely know you and you don't know anything about me"
"I know that you sad enough to arm yourself, I know that something happened to you that broke you and your just too scared to even talk about it to anyone"
"Just stop if I don't want to talk about it I don't have to!" I could feel tears starting to fall and I angrily wiped them away hoping that he hadn't seen them. I guess he had because his eyes softened. He started to pull me into a hug and for some reason I just broke. I started crying and I couldn't stop. He just held me while it happened tot. He didn't even complain about me ruining his shirt.

Maybe I could actually trust him..........