Can't Believe That I Survived

I've Ruined Everything.

No. I can't be. This will ruin everything. I can't live without him. I can't tell anyone.

I need to tell someone. Ronnie, he'll understand. He won't care, I'm just a fan.

Blue ink is already scribbled across a pristine white sheet of paper before I can stop myself. 

To Ronnie,

I've lived with my best friend and his sister for around 4 years now, and he's the most amazing person in the world. They both are. Without them, I'd have nothing. But I'm scared that I've messed everything up, because I think I'm in love with him. I've always trusted and been loyal to him but since he's found someone else, I'm jealous and depressed and scared that she'll take him away from me forever. 
I don't know what to do. I can't tell anyone, it'll make it worse, and you're the only one I feel comfortable with telling this to. Is my head just screwing with my emotions, or am I actually feeling something for him? 

I'm sorry for throwing my problems at you like this, but I'm completely alone on this one.

An

P.S 
How are you?
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So I had to repost this cause Mibba screwed up, and if you didn't read it before it was deleted, I shall say again that THIS IS THE SHORTEST CHAPTER EVAAAARR.

Be excited - A NEW CHAPTER IS ON ITS WAY. Sorry I haven't posted much, but yeah. I'm excited :3

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