Can It Be?
A Neverending Dream
Everyday, I couldn't wait to get to gym....from all the the pain of being used and hated, gym was like a fantasy to me. I wanted to talk to her so bad, but once I got the courage to talk to her the coaches had news.
"We've seem to have made a mistake, Coach Jones class is suppose to go to health this first nine weeks,"
My heart stopped. That was the class that she was in. I could feel tears starting to form in the corner of my eyes, but I held them back as I watched her leave the gym. Maybe God was saying that she wasn't the one, to just forget her. In my heart, it told me that "she was the one". It had been another week when I came into the gym, the reason to run to gym just completely changed to just pain and hurting and not a fantasy anymore. I looked up, expecting to see the teachers come and make us dress out once again, but my heart started beating fast as I saw her walk into the gym. What was she doing in here? Did she forget something in here? I heard my peers next to me saying,
"They switched them back in here,"
I couldn't help but smile inside, trying to conceal my happiness. God was giving me another chance. I asked Pauline if she knew her. Pauline said she did and said that she would be a really great friend to have. She thought I was just smiling for trying to get another friend, but I was smiling for I knew that we would become closer somehow somewhere someday.
I remember the day that I finally talked to her. We were in the locker room and I had made friends with Amber and that and she was friends with them. She was there, already dressed and I couldn't help but watch her as she smiled. I got the courage to say something and it was, "Tokio Hotel,". I was in love with the German band already but now I was more in love with it for it got me closer to her. She got all excited when she heard that name. She had met someone who was in love with Tokio Hotel. I never thought anyone else knew about them, and I was glad for my randomness. We started talking about what we knew about Tokio Hotel and other things that we liked and I found out on that day that we had a lot in common. Our friendship grew with every day, a bond that can never be broken.
"We've seem to have made a mistake, Coach Jones class is suppose to go to health this first nine weeks,"
My heart stopped. That was the class that she was in. I could feel tears starting to form in the corner of my eyes, but I held them back as I watched her leave the gym. Maybe God was saying that she wasn't the one, to just forget her. In my heart, it told me that "she was the one". It had been another week when I came into the gym, the reason to run to gym just completely changed to just pain and hurting and not a fantasy anymore. I looked up, expecting to see the teachers come and make us dress out once again, but my heart started beating fast as I saw her walk into the gym. What was she doing in here? Did she forget something in here? I heard my peers next to me saying,
"They switched them back in here,"
I couldn't help but smile inside, trying to conceal my happiness. God was giving me another chance. I asked Pauline if she knew her. Pauline said she did and said that she would be a really great friend to have. She thought I was just smiling for trying to get another friend, but I was smiling for I knew that we would become closer somehow somewhere someday.
I remember the day that I finally talked to her. We were in the locker room and I had made friends with Amber and that and she was friends with them. She was there, already dressed and I couldn't help but watch her as she smiled. I got the courage to say something and it was, "Tokio Hotel,". I was in love with the German band already but now I was more in love with it for it got me closer to her. She got all excited when she heard that name. She had met someone who was in love with Tokio Hotel. I never thought anyone else knew about them, and I was glad for my randomness. We started talking about what we knew about Tokio Hotel and other things that we liked and I found out on that day that we had a lot in common. Our friendship grew with every day, a bond that can never be broken.
♠ ♠ ♠
Ish can't stop writing this, me want her to know so bad how I feel about her.