Swallow and Spit
I was adopted. And when i turned 17, my parents drugged me. They abused me. Badly. I was a broken angel, who saw no way out. I went suicidal but i didn't kill myself. Yet. I just wanted to live. To love. To be loved. But there was no way out. I felt ugly. Lonely. Desperate.
Then I met this guy. Jake. He was my teacher's assistant, also his nephew. The girls drooled. He was so cute. Beyond cute. But he wasn't there for me. Until then, he saw me. He looked me into the eyes and i had this feeling.
He said he wanted to help me. He said he felt my pain. He said he wanted to keep me. He knew what i went through and he loved me. He gave me the love no one else did. He said i was beautiful. He said I was going to be his forever.
Then why did everything came crashing down? Was he there for me..or was he not?
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Then I met this guy. Jake. He was my teacher's assistant, also his nephew. The girls drooled. He was so cute. Beyond cute. But he wasn't there for me. Until then, he saw me. He looked me into the eyes and i had this feeling.
He said he wanted to help me. He said he felt my pain. He said he wanted to keep me. He knew what i went through and he loved me. He gave me the love no one else did. He said i was beautiful. He said I was going to be his forever.
Then why did everything came crashing down? Was he there for me..or was he not?
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