To Move on Is to Grow

I woke up the next morning to a splitting headache and Andy wrapped around my waist and his nose nuzzled in my neck. I do remember what happened last night though I wasn't too drunk where I forgot everything. I had a feeling everybody else was still sleeping and I needed some water and Aleve for my hangover headache. The only way to get out of here is to roll over Andy and take the risk of waking him up that was a risk I was willing to take. I rested myself aganist my elbows and pushed myself onto the sleeping bassist he looked so peaceful when I thought he was asleep he woke up and grabbed my hips since I was straddling him. I brought my face down to his and kissed gently on the lips
"What were you doing?" he asked.
"Getting up for some water and Aleve" I replied.
"No need to lie to me. If you want to have sex ask me don't rape me" he chuckled
"Maybe when I get back" I winked.
"Ok I'll be here ready for sex"
"Ok babe"
I climbed out of the bunk to find everybod else still sleeping and went straight to the fridge for a bottle of water and into the lounge for some headache medicine. When I got back to the bunk Andy was there still laying down but awake
"You ready for sex time?" he asked seductivly.
"After I take this" I held up my pill "Do you have any protection?"
"Yes" he pulled out his wallet and a condom he had in it.
"You keep them in your wallet?"
"Just in case"
"Good idea" I laid down next to him and he kissed me on the neck hitting my soft and gently biting it he moved his lips to my jawline and collarbones while rubbing under my shirt. I tugged on his shirt while he lifted his hands up and I took it off I admired his chest tattoo. He took mine off while lifted my arms I unbuttoned his pants while he continued kissing my neck. I pushed his pants off and he threw them off to the side he then unbuttoned mine and I did the same. I felt him get hard under his boxers as he continued kissing my lips messaging his tongue with mine. He took off my bra while lifting my torso and unhooking it with one hand I smiled as he kissed me again finally taking my underwear off I then slipped his boxers off and we were both naked. He then took time out to put his condom on the correct way I laid there and admired his dirty blonde hair, the jedi braid that hung over his shoulder, his beautiful blue eyes and his scuplted arms. When we was done he postioned himself over me and slowly entered me as I let out a small moan grabbing onto the balck sheets on my bunk. He didn't enter me all the way he wanted me to get used to him inside of me. I was tense and in pain he looked at me waiting until I made a content face and pushed in a little more making me grab the sheets harder and arching my back more. I was more cormfortable with him inside me he realized that and pushed in all the way. At this point I wrapped my arms around his neck still in pain but getting used to it. He rocked back in forth pushing in harder and faster as he was kissing my lips softly. He didn't tell me when we was going to cum he just did it and fell onto me breathing heavily as I rubbed his back with my nails he continued to kiss my jawline.
"How do feel? Are in pain? he asked.
"I'm fine. I feel a little pain but it's not that bad" I responded.
"Did I hurt you?"
"No you would never hurt me"
"Oh good" he kissed my lips gently.
We both laid in silence as I rested my head on his chin and he stroked my arm while I had my arm on his stomach.
"I love you" he said.
"I know. I love you too" I replied.
"I don't want you to say unless you mean it. I don't want you to feel like you have to love me. I just want you to know how I feel"
"I know Andy that's why I love you. I mean with all my heart. If you don't believe I will prove it to you. That's how I feel" I kissed him on the lips again and laid back on his chest tracing his tattoo sleeve with my index finger "Do you still have the picture that you made in I Dream of her?"
"I have no idea. Why?"
"Cuz I want it. It's a beautiful picture and my boyfriend drew it"
"I think I still have it back in the house in Michigan. I will give it to you when I find it"
"Thank you. What are we doing today?"
"Whatever the guys want to do or you"
"I want to go swimming"
"Your wish is my comand sweetheart" he said kissing my foreheard.
We rolled out of bunk to my duffel bag and grabbed my swimsuit, tank top and demin shorts and ran to the bathroom to change. Andy followed close behind into the small tour bus bathroom both changing into our swimwear rubbing into each other sweaty bodies. We walked of the bathroom getting looks from the guys already out in the main lounge
"what are we doing today?" Dave asked.
"Going swimming!" I said excited.
"Yes! Finally someone with a good idea!" Lou said.
"Go put your swimming trunks on!"
All the guys ran into the hallway to their duffel and grabbed their swimtrunks and came out already dressed. Kyle hadn't put his shirt on yet when he came out to the lounge he was tan and had been working out I could tell. He looked like a god I didn't stare to long because Andy was standing right next to me with his arm over my shoulder. Dave told the bus driver to look for a public swimming pool as the rest of us sat in the lounge each of us looking our phone except me to made little stares at Kyle and back to Andy. We got to the pool ten minutes later and Andy paid my way in while the rest of the guys paid for themselves when we were paid for Andy grabbed my hand and we skipped our way to some chairs and threw our towels, bags and clothes onto them. With the guys followed behind they did the same. We walked over to the beach walk in slowly and was shoked as the cold water hit our warm bodies I was scared to go in until Andy picked me up bridal style and threw me into the depper end of the pool. I was cold but warmed up fast he jumped in right behind me splashing me like a little kid with this horseplay the lifeguards didn't yell at us. When we got hungry we made our way to food court I went alone with Lou
"Lou can I tell you something? Please don't tell Josh" I begged.
"Yeah what's up?" He asked with his arm over my shoulder.
"Andy and I had um...........we made um.....we had sex!"
His jaw was on ground at this point "What is good?"
"Lou!" I hit him in the arm "What do you think?"
"Ok. I'm sorry. Are you in love with Andy?"
"With most of my heart"
"Most?"
"Well you guys, mom, dad. Ok Andy is half my heart while Romans, mom, dad and God are the other half"
When five o'clock rolled around we made our way back to the tour bus looking for a resturant cuz we were all hungry and tired out from swimming all day. When we didn't find a place we stopped at Subway and took our sandwichs onto the bus and ate while watching a movie. I went to bed when I was finished with my sandwich and when I took my wet bathing suit off. One hour later Andy came in and held me close with nothing but shorts on we fell asleep as he was spooning me.