Suicide Season

The next morning we were up and showered. If you were in the room you'd have thought that we hated each other. We always dressed with or backs to each other. Yes, we admired each others bodies but we only had a little room and there was no need to dress in front of each other after a near three year relationship. Plus Oli was always dressed first and his hair didn't take much to make it the way he liked if not he wore a hat. He would either cook or make us cereal in the morning. Now, most of Oliver Sykes' fans know he's vegitarian. When we met I wasn't. My downfall when I agreed to progress towards vegitarianism slowly was bacon. It was really hard to change, he made me watch the PETA video and we spent three weeks in the house and he got me addicted to Quorn instead. If I wavered and ate bacon he was upset but he didn't hate me. So now I'm full fledged vegi now just for him, and because it was easier for us in the household.
We walked hand in hand from the appartment complex which held everyone involved in Drop Dead and it was where Drop Dead lived breathed and came to life. The warehouse was where we were heading, this is where the stock and the packing, orders and so on were taken. Oli needed to check the stats from his mum and then the photo shoot would be taken there.
We walked in and Oli kissed me on the cheek.
"What was that for?" I laughed
"Because we haven't talked all morning, so I thought I would break the tention."
"Aw but neither of us are morning people so thats why we don't talk." I laughed again, tiptoeing to hug him around his neck and bring my lips to his.
Matt appeared right next to our faces and me and Oli jumped a mile, Matt on the other hand was in creases. Him and Oli did the bromance hand shake hug thing men do and then Matt took me in a massive hug.
"So how've you been guys?" Matt asked looking at me.
"We're good Matt," Oli smiled. I looked away not wanting to be dragged back into this, but knowing Matt he probably would.
"I'm sorry Robyn. We should have considered you."
"Yeah you should have!" I yelled.
"Baby?" Oli asked really sad thinking I was going to flip out on him again. Tears fell again as my chest got all tight and it was hard to breath. Oli hugged me tightly "You know I'm sorry baby. I could never loose you. I love you."
"I love you Oliver and you know it." I whispered trying to gain my breath again.
"We were irresponsible Robyn I'm sorry. These things happen when we're drunk and we have fans on the bus." Matt said.
"Matt shut up a moment! I've never done anything with a fan until recently I sware babe."
"I'm sure you have Oli." A female voice came. I glared in the direction of her. Her white blonde hair, bronzed face and massive fake from what Oli told me boobs, crammed into a blue sweater and she was only wearing pants and a bra, no shoes.
"SJ." Oli said. "I never touched a groupie." Oli said sternly.
"Don;t forget you have to stay on his good side or you're out." Matt tuned in.
she sauntered away then turned as me and Oli linked lips. She sighed and walked away.
"Wow she really doesn't like you." He said to me.
"Right now Matt I'm not liking you much." Oliver laughed, my knees nearly gave in, his laugh was my favourite part of his voice it was the cutest thing ever.
I was pulled into a back room as Oli talked to him mum. It's not as sinister as you may think. His Brother Scott was there in front of me while I caught my feet.
"Whoa Scott what the hell Buddy." I asked my welsh accent really coming out when I got a little angry.
"What happened between you and Oli? I heard my mum yelling at him the other day."
"He cheated on me practically."
"No way! You stayed?" He looked at me confused.
"Yes I love your brother Scott."
"Don't know why, he's a prick to you sometimes."
"We wind each other up Scott. Yes he can be a dick but what man can't. No offence like bud." I hugged him.
"Oli wants you to wear this today." he handed me the two sets of Drop Dead clothes for the shoot he was shooting today.
I put on the first set. They were a Drop Dead bikini set. I dressed and slang Oli's long parker on over it. He knew I hated wearing these things when I was paranoid about my body. I walked out with my daps on too. Lisa was then curling my long hair and Amie was doing my make up. Scott threw a pair of heels at me. Then he punched my arm.
"Ow what was that for?" I glared at him.
"For taking my brother back!"
"What's going on?" Oli asked
"You! She took you back! The pair of you are ideots! She took you back, you cheated on her and she is the best thing that's ever happened to you." we both held our heads in shame.
"You sound like my best friend Charlotte." I mumbled.
"Robyn I am your best friend!" Scott said, "I'm watching out for you!"
"I know" I sighed "but it's hard to let go." I said holding Oli's wrist with my hand and hiding partially behind him for protection.
"I'm sorry Robyn but I think you are being stupid."
"It comes with the territory of Rock Star's girlfriend Scott."
"I didn't mean to do it Scott, I hate myself, I feel cheap."
"So you should. I'm sorry my brother's a dick Robyn, I'm sorry this happened to such a nice person like you." he opened his arms i ran into them and hugged him.
"Just load on the guilt Scott!" Oli growled
"Boys stop fighting! Oli he has a point! Scott their relationship is none of you business."
"Yes mum" they answered, Oli's mum nodded at me. She hugged me as the boys walked away nudging each other and playing now best friends again.

After having an intense talk with Oli's mum, crying again and having my make up re-done. It was time for the photoshoot. I stood in black heels and Oli's over sized parker. I walked into the area we were photographing, there was a white back drop. Everyone looked towards the click of the heels on concrete. It just happened to be me. The Sykes brothers mouths hung open as I tucked a ringleted stray peice of hair behind my ear. I looked up at Oli shyly.
"See what you could have lost." Scott gestured his camera at me, nudging oli.
"Apparently not." Oli said sarcastically. I took the parker off to reveal the bikini. It was black and a halterneck. The Drop Dead cat was on the left breast in white and the Drop Dead logo on the right of the bottoms. I was stood vulnerable in front of Matt, Oli, Scott and Oli's mum. Oli gasped. "Scott if I ever do another stupid thing to loose her, kick me where it hurts and yell at me about how stupid I am?"
"Gladly." Scott beamed. "Robyn. You're the last girl. Then it's Oli and Matt and then we're done for the day." He smiled walking me over to the white back drop.
For about fifteen minuets Scott would say an instruction and I'd obey. He'd take a picture look at the clock and then at his mum. Eventually he said. "Mum it's twelve twenty. Isn't there soemthing you need to pick up?" He eyed her in the same way the rest of us did but the message was different.
"Oh yes," she laughed. Caught the key Scott threw at her and sank away misteriously. Oli laughing lightly at her as she went.
An hour later and two dress changes I was done. I watch Matt and Oli go through the same rutine as me. After Matt said he'd see us later (the whole band was coming to ours) it was just me Oli and Scott. Oli pulled me up to the blank white back ground as Scott was about to put his equiptment away.
"What's going on?" Scott and I asked.
"I want some black and white photo's of me and my girl. So that if I ever loose her I will remember her." He smiled.
"But I thought that's what the underwear photos were for?" I glared at Oli, furious he'd taken the photo's without my premission.
"Don't ask. Please Scott?" He kissed my cheek, his arms around my waist and his face on my shoulder. Scott clicked the camera the lights flashed.
"I'm suposed to be meeting someone." Scott said passively
"I'll pay you extra. I just want a couple bro."
"Okay, Okay."
So after some sweet shots of Oli and me hugging. Kissing. Him giving me a piggie back and some random ones of us laughing. We took all of them but printed some bigger versions of the piggie back one, which was my favourite and of the one where Oli kissed my cheek, it was his favourite. Oli handed Scott and extra twenty five pounds and we locked up and walked back to the appartment complex, laughing and talking this time. Now both of us had woken up.
Oli searched his jeans for his key and then his parker, he retrieved the key but I slammed him against the wall beside the door. Tip toeing to link our lips pationately. He grabbed my ass and then slammed my back into the same wall. Pinning my hands above my head, kissing down my neck and my upper arms then back on my face. Forehead, nose, cheek, lips. He unlocked the door and we; keeping our lips hotly locked pulled each other into the appartment. He slid my jacket off my Shoulders, closing the door behind us. He put his keys and the pack of photos on the chest by the door.
Someone cleared their throat and both Oli and my head snapped to the person sat on the chair opposite us. Our dog led on her lap. Her green eyes and glasses familiar. Her golden brown hair which matched the exact shade of mine. He simple black dress. Her armarni diamond perfume sent bringing tears to my eyes. I sprinted out of Oli's arms and into the arms of my mother.