Suicide Season

A few months later Oli had finished his UK Suicide Season tour and was constantly on the phone to his management and agents. Sorting out the hidden curriculum of the next album. Oli had four weeks off before they were due to start writting and go to America. So we decided to take a two week holiday in the greek islands, he knew I'd always wanted to go. He surprised me with the plane tickets when he arrived home that night. When I looked at the tickets the flights were for the next morning. I was so excited that I screamed and packed my bag for the next morning.
When we got to the holiday resort we did everything together and enjoyed every moment. I was so in love. I only had eyes for Oliver and his artworked body.
When we got home we decided to go to see Architects in Sheffield, neither of us looked like we'd just been on a couples holiday. We were still very pale. This was our only mistake, we'd decided to keep our relationship quiet from the rock press and anyone who looked into Oliver's life for the very simple reason I wanted to keep my job very proffessional. When we were at a gig a camera flashed but we didn't believe that it was at us, the Architects were using flashing lights anyway.
We met Sam after the show and I loved it. I hadn't seen Sam since I'd stayed over his before me and Oli had our argument. We explained everything and he agreed on our staying together. He was one of the only ones.
When we got home we decided to get some weed, we both needed the hit to calm down. We met the dealer at the appartment and ended up eating veggie pizza and smoking joints. We fell asleep on the sofa wrapped up in each other.

My alarm went off in my pocket. I sat up and yawned and turned it off, Oli moaned and moved
"Shut up you wus! I have to go to work." I yawned
"Why you no in work then?" He smiled
"Cause I'm not due in yet!" I laughed lieing back down with him. He wrapped his arms around me as I snuggled into him.
"We have a lot coming up. Think we can make it work?" I asked doubting my ability to loose him.
"Always, what you got going on?"
"Charity event, reshuffle at work next month, loads of interviews and stuff coming up. Scott's birthday is in two months, you have America to conqure and a new album to write and record, we're hardly going to see each other."
"You going to miss me while I'm away?" he chuckled kissing my head.
"How are we going to do this? We are going to be twelve hours apart!" I sighed. "In other news" I bit his neck lightly.
"You have to get ready for work my Giraffe." He said using my pet name- I didn't like it.
"But baby." I whined kissing him and running my nails down his back.
"You're always horny when you smoke. Go get ready for work." He made me sit up.
"Fine scene queen!" He glared at me and I ran for the bathroom to shower and get ready.
When I was done I stradled Oli, who was watching a music channel. I kissed him "See you later baby, sure you don't want me now?" I smiled looking him dead in the eye.
He ran his stubbled chin down my neck and ran a hand under my skirt I was wearing. He suddenly stopped. "No, You have to go to work." I fell limp.
"Tease!" he just smiled.
I took my trip to work with a larger bag stuffed of skips- my munchie food when ever Oli hot boxed me or I actually smoked. I slumped in my office chair and put my head on the table.
"Morning Robyn."
"Morning Johnny" this was Johnny Doom, I looked up at his long dark hair and deep eyes, his voice was always in Radio mode and it was odd.
"Bad night? You look so tired." I nodded "You have half hour before the place fills up and Alex is in."
"Thanks Johnny, night." I pulled my or rather Oli's Drop Dead snap back cap over my eyes and threw myself on the sofa. I dozed for twenty minuets before Alex threw himself apon me.
"Alex!" I growled
"Oh I'm sorry didn't see you there."
"Shut up Alex." I mumbled
"Come on sleepy, time for work."
"Coming excitable."
About lunch time Matt Lysack came in. He kept giving me looks, although Matt always looked excentric. Alex kept doing chopping hand gestures at his throat to Matt. What were they playing at? I sat back and glared at Alex
"Okay what the hell is happening?"
Alex sighed "Robyn. People know." I had no idea what he was on about
"Know about what Al?"
"Hey Robyn Sykes." Matt walked past laughing as he walked down towards the door.
"What did he call me?" I sat completely shocked.
"Robyn Sykes, Robyn. People. Know." I started to cry my head on the table.
Alex pulled me into a small corridoor that was quiet "They caught you in the Arcitects gig."
"Shit Alex. I didn't want this to happen, so I wouldn;t have the trouble of having a rock star boyfriend, plus he's prectically poster boy for Kerrang now they're writting a new album." I was in hysterics.
"Your only problem is Oli is having a photo shoot with Paul, upstairs and then is on Kate's show." The moment Alex revealed this, me and Oli hadn't shared when he was at Kerrang. I pulled my phon eout to text Oli.

Baby, we need to meet, I know you're in the building. Text me when you've finished the shoot. I love you xxxxx

It took me a while to get me calmed down and ready to work. Me and Alex changed desks so he could warn people not to wind me up. Oli text me back about half hour later.

I'm done baby, It's okay I know about your work collegues know about us. I'll come down and see you now. I love you too xxx

Ten minuets later I was running to the door before everyone else to greet Oli. He wrapped me in his arms. The workplace blurred and all that mattered was me and him. Our love was everything. Everyone cheered and clapped. I laughed when I pulled back. Oli whiped my tears away and checked his Jordan basketball jersey and then brushed a hair from my face and kissed me. The cheers grew. Oli showed me and the workplace that he loved and didn't care about being outted that all he cared about was being with me and I noticed it for the first time in the way he looked at me as we walked back to the train station. I looked up at him with so much love and adoration. I never want to loose him ever. My chest felt light and tight at the same time. I kissed him on the train and fell asleep on the way home. I love Oli like nothing else.