The Shortest Distance
It's Actually Funny
how little I really knew her.
We'd talk so much
and say so little.
Oh, I knew quite a bit-
her smoking, her drinking, her bipolar
but what I didn't know-
how bad her depression really was, the secret boyfriend, and the bulimia-
killed her,
and are slowly killing me.
Why the fuck didn't she tell me?
I would've helped her,
would've done ANYTHING to save her,
given up my life
if it would've helped.
Catieboo,
where are you?
why the fuck did you do it?
We'd talk so much
and say so little.
Oh, I knew quite a bit-
her smoking, her drinking, her bipolar
but what I didn't know-
how bad her depression really was, the secret boyfriend, and the bulimia-
killed her,
and are slowly killing me.
Why the fuck didn't she tell me?
I would've helped her,
would've done ANYTHING to save her,
given up my life
if it would've helped.
Catieboo,
where are you?
why the fuck did you do it?