I love you, do you love me?
The truth
Chapter 4-The truth
The photos, the videos... On any of them he was always surrounded by girls. Of course I just tough they were fans that casually were in them. It was probably my innocent side, the side that loved him so much that couldn't believe anything bad about him. The side that wanted to believe he really loved me back and I was the only girl he would look at.
How foolish of me.
*2 days ago*
‘Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii’ Ann screamed ‘I believe I can flyyyyyyy’
‘I believe you’ll fall to the grounddd’ Kenneth sang as he left the room.
Ann gave me a bored look as she continued ‘Now that he left… Austin hasn’t called you, has he?’
‘…For a whole week’ I trailed off
‘Let’s go out for lunch! I feel like eating Japanese’’ Kenneth yelled fromt he kitchen saving me from the interrogatory that was about to come.
‘You guys go ahead, I’ll meet you in a sec.’ I said running up the stairs to my room.
Whisper something and tell me that you love me. I’m loosing you I don’t know what else to try
My phone rang. It was Shayley
‘Hey Shay’ I laughed a little
‘Hum.... Hi Alex’
‘What’s wrong?’
‘I have to tell you something…’
‘C’mon tell me. You’re starting to freak me out….’ I stated. Not like it was a lie
‘It’s just that… Austin’ And he started mumbling really low ‘Oh god, I practiced so many times how I should tell you and now I’m blocked…’
‘Just tell me. It can’t be that bad’ I tried to encourage him
‘Austin cheated on you’
My heart split in half and the the pain was starting to kill me slowly. For a second it was like time had stopped. My head finally admitted that my scenarios were all wrong. That he didn't love me after all. That he broke his promise. That he had forgotten me.
‘Alex are you alright?’ I had never seen Shayley sound this worried.
‘How many times?’ I asked mumbling as I was still petrified.
‘Just once I think…’
‘Does… Does my brother know?’
‘No. I don’t want fights on the trip, since I know he would kill Austin. Since tomorrow we’ll be home I’ll tell him. Again, I am so sorry’
‘Don’t worry about me. I’m fine’ I lied as best as I could
I loved Austin so much and he just walked over me. All that he said to me. All that he promised. Everything was just a lied. I was just another one for him. What was I going to do?
They’d be home by tomorrow and I would have to tell him I knew.
Ann and Kenneth were probably still waiting for me, so I picked up my phonetried to clear my voice and call them. I didn’t want to tell them what happened. I couldn’t right now at least.Chapter 4´-The truth
The photos, the videos... On any of them he was always sorrounded by girls. Of course I just tought they were fans that casually were in them. It was probably my innocent side, the side that loved him so much that couldn’t believe anything bad about him. The side that wanted to believe he really loved me back and I was the only girl he would look at.
How foolish of me.
*2 days ago*
‘WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII’ Ann screamed ‘I believe I can flyyyyyyy’
‘I believe you’ll fall to the grounddd’ Kenneth sang as he left the room.
Ann gave me a bored look as she continued ‘Now that he left… Austin hasn't called you, has he?’
‘…For a whole week’ I trailed off
‘Let’s go out for lunch! I feel like eating Japanese’’ Kenneth yelled from the kitchen saving me from the interrogatory that was about to come.
‘You guys go ahead, I’ll meet you in a sec.’ I said running up the stairs to my room.
Whisper something and tell me that you love me. I’m loosing you I don’t know what else to try
My phone rang. It was Shayley
‘Hey Shay’ I laughed a little
‘Hum.... Hi Alex’
‘What’s wrong?’
‘I have to tell you something…’
‘C’mon tell me. You’re starting to freak me out….’ I stated. Not like it was a lie
‘It’s just that… Austin’ And he started mumbling really low ‘Oh god, I practiced so many times how I should tell you and now I’m blocked…’
‘Just tell me. It can’t be that bad’ I tried to encourage him
‘Austin cheated on you’
My heart split in half and the the pain was starting to kill me slowly. For a second it was like time had stopped. My head finally admitted that my scenarios were all wrong. That he didn't love me after all. That he broke his promise. That he had forgotten me.
‘Alex are you alright?’ I had never seen Shayley sound this worried.
‘How many times?’ I asked mumbling as I was still petrified.
‘Just once I think…’
‘Does… Does my brother know?’
‘No. I don’t want fights on the trip, since I know he would kill Austin. Since tomorrow we’ll be home I’ll tell him. Again, I am so sorry’
‘Don’t worry about me. I’m fine’ I lied as best as I could
I loved Austin so much and he just walked over me. All that he said to me. All that he promised. Everything was just a lied. I was just another one for him. What was I going to do?
They’d be home by tomorrow and I would have to tell him I knew.
Ann and Kenneth were probably still waiting for me, so I picked up my phone tried to clear my voice and call them. I didn't want to tell them what happened. I couldn't right now at least.
They went out without me as I stayed home crying my eyes out listening to sad music. Like always.
The photos, the videos... On any of them he was always surrounded by girls. Of course I just tough they were fans that casually were in them. It was probably my innocent side, the side that loved him so much that couldn't believe anything bad about him. The side that wanted to believe he really loved me back and I was the only girl he would look at.
How foolish of me.
*2 days ago*
‘Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii’ Ann screamed ‘I believe I can flyyyyyyy’
‘I believe you’ll fall to the grounddd’ Kenneth sang as he left the room.
Ann gave me a bored look as she continued ‘Now that he left… Austin hasn’t called you, has he?’
‘…For a whole week’ I trailed off
‘Let’s go out for lunch! I feel like eating Japanese’’ Kenneth yelled fromt he kitchen saving me from the interrogatory that was about to come.
‘You guys go ahead, I’ll meet you in a sec.’ I said running up the stairs to my room.
Whisper something and tell me that you love me. I’m loosing you I don’t know what else to try
My phone rang. It was Shayley
‘Hey Shay’ I laughed a little
‘Hum.... Hi Alex’
‘What’s wrong?’
‘I have to tell you something…’
‘C’mon tell me. You’re starting to freak me out….’ I stated. Not like it was a lie
‘It’s just that… Austin’ And he started mumbling really low ‘Oh god, I practiced so many times how I should tell you and now I’m blocked…’
‘Just tell me. It can’t be that bad’ I tried to encourage him
‘Austin cheated on you’
My heart split in half and the the pain was starting to kill me slowly. For a second it was like time had stopped. My head finally admitted that my scenarios were all wrong. That he didn't love me after all. That he broke his promise. That he had forgotten me.
‘Alex are you alright?’ I had never seen Shayley sound this worried.
‘How many times?’ I asked mumbling as I was still petrified.
‘Just once I think…’
‘Does… Does my brother know?’
‘No. I don’t want fights on the trip, since I know he would kill Austin. Since tomorrow we’ll be home I’ll tell him. Again, I am so sorry’
‘Don’t worry about me. I’m fine’ I lied as best as I could
I loved Austin so much and he just walked over me. All that he said to me. All that he promised. Everything was just a lied. I was just another one for him. What was I going to do?
They’d be home by tomorrow and I would have to tell him I knew.
Ann and Kenneth were probably still waiting for me, so I picked up my phonetried to clear my voice and call them. I didn’t want to tell them what happened. I couldn’t right now at least.Chapter 4´-The truth
The photos, the videos... On any of them he was always sorrounded by girls. Of course I just tought they were fans that casually were in them. It was probably my innocent side, the side that loved him so much that couldn’t believe anything bad about him. The side that wanted to believe he really loved me back and I was the only girl he would look at.
How foolish of me.
*2 days ago*
‘WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII’ Ann screamed ‘I believe I can flyyyyyyy’
‘I believe you’ll fall to the grounddd’ Kenneth sang as he left the room.
Ann gave me a bored look as she continued ‘Now that he left… Austin hasn't called you, has he?’
‘…For a whole week’ I trailed off
‘Let’s go out for lunch! I feel like eating Japanese’’ Kenneth yelled from the kitchen saving me from the interrogatory that was about to come.
‘You guys go ahead, I’ll meet you in a sec.’ I said running up the stairs to my room.
Whisper something and tell me that you love me. I’m loosing you I don’t know what else to try
My phone rang. It was Shayley
‘Hey Shay’ I laughed a little
‘Hum.... Hi Alex’
‘What’s wrong?’
‘I have to tell you something…’
‘C’mon tell me. You’re starting to freak me out….’ I stated. Not like it was a lie
‘It’s just that… Austin’ And he started mumbling really low ‘Oh god, I practiced so many times how I should tell you and now I’m blocked…’
‘Just tell me. It can’t be that bad’ I tried to encourage him
‘Austin cheated on you’
My heart split in half and the the pain was starting to kill me slowly. For a second it was like time had stopped. My head finally admitted that my scenarios were all wrong. That he didn't love me after all. That he broke his promise. That he had forgotten me.
‘Alex are you alright?’ I had never seen Shayley sound this worried.
‘How many times?’ I asked mumbling as I was still petrified.
‘Just once I think…’
‘Does… Does my brother know?’
‘No. I don’t want fights on the trip, since I know he would kill Austin. Since tomorrow we’ll be home I’ll tell him. Again, I am so sorry’
‘Don’t worry about me. I’m fine’ I lied as best as I could
I loved Austin so much and he just walked over me. All that he said to me. All that he promised. Everything was just a lied. I was just another one for him. What was I going to do?
They’d be home by tomorrow and I would have to tell him I knew.
Ann and Kenneth were probably still waiting for me, so I picked up my phone tried to clear my voice and call them. I didn't want to tell them what happened. I couldn't right now at least.
They went out without me as I stayed home crying my eyes out listening to sad music. Like always.
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So yeah... School isn't letting me do anything good at the moment... Chapter 5 is almost written too xDI so hope that tomorrow the strike will come forward ughhh
So yeah... Chapter 4