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Love the Loveless
It's Huge!
I still felt stupid for not knowing who Jacky was. I mean I've listened to Ronnie for-fucking-ever and like any fan girl I've wanted to meet him. Oh well. Jacky has still been by my side and I can't wait to get out of this white hell hole.
They all still insisted that I stay with them an as amazing as that sounds I'm worth nothing. I don't know why Jacky even saved me still. I'm a fuck up that doesn't deserve shit!! Okay whatever time to get out of my mind. I need to stop doing this.
A doctor walked in with my clothes and I said, "Get out for a second, guys." and they all shuffled out one after the other. I quickly changed and shook off any thoughts before walking out smiling a bit.
"Are you ready?" Jacky asked and I nodded a bit. He held out his hand And I stared at it before I hesitantly took it. I wasn't used to people so nice. He smiled at me and started to walk out of the hospital and lead me to a large tour bus. My eyes were almost popping out of my head. It was HUGE!! I head Ronnie chuckle a bit from behind me.
"Nice huh?" he asked and I nodded dumbly. It Was probably the size of my house!! Okay that might be a bit of and exaggeration but I mean it was that big. Defiantly nicer though. Jacky walked on after everyone else with me in tow. The outside of the bus was an awesome dark silver and the inside was even more impressive!!! There were two brown leather couches, one lining each side of the bus, a fucking kitchen and an assload of bunks. I was going to ask why no one could use them but I quickly found out one was filled white stains (if you catch my drift) and the others were filled with bags. I leaned into Jacky's side and bit my lip. He smelled like the hospital and some men's deodorant. I giggled a bit and sat down on the couch next to Ryan and put my hands in my lap. I still felt out of place here, the suicidal pathetic excuse for a person with... These guys. I felt incredibly lucky now.
Jacky excused himself to the back and I couldn't help but pout. Then I felt a little nudge on my shoulder and looked over at Ryan, who had a cocky grin on his face.
"What are you smiling at ry?" I asked and he smiled more. "Does someone have a crush on Mr. Vincent?" he asked and I shook my head rolling my eyes. "No you smart ass he saved my life." I told him and he shook his head and I couldn't help but giggle.
I set my head on Ronnie's shoulder, as he sat next to me. He has a very comfy shoulder. Ronnie is pretty buff and stern looking but he really reminds me of a teddy bear and Ryan... Well he's like... Spongebob. Yeah.
As I started to get lost in my thoughts of the yellow sponge I heard a girly shriek from back at the bunks and a loud Thud!
"OH MY GOD JACKY I CAME TO SURPRISE YOU I MISSED YOU HONEY!!" I heard an annoying voice shriek again. I heard Jacky laugh and Ryan facepalmed. "Oh no the bitch is here Ronald." Ryan said to Ronnie. I looked confused at the both of them before I saw Jacky walk out hand in hand with some girl and a smile on his face.
At that moment I was heart broken.
They all still insisted that I stay with them an as amazing as that sounds I'm worth nothing. I don't know why Jacky even saved me still. I'm a fuck up that doesn't deserve shit!! Okay whatever time to get out of my mind. I need to stop doing this.
A doctor walked in with my clothes and I said, "Get out for a second, guys." and they all shuffled out one after the other. I quickly changed and shook off any thoughts before walking out smiling a bit.
"Are you ready?" Jacky asked and I nodded a bit. He held out his hand And I stared at it before I hesitantly took it. I wasn't used to people so nice. He smiled at me and started to walk out of the hospital and lead me to a large tour bus. My eyes were almost popping out of my head. It was HUGE!! I head Ronnie chuckle a bit from behind me.
"Nice huh?" he asked and I nodded dumbly. It Was probably the size of my house!! Okay that might be a bit of and exaggeration but I mean it was that big. Defiantly nicer though. Jacky walked on after everyone else with me in tow. The outside of the bus was an awesome dark silver and the inside was even more impressive!!! There were two brown leather couches, one lining each side of the bus, a fucking kitchen and an assload of bunks. I was going to ask why no one could use them but I quickly found out one was filled white stains (if you catch my drift) and the others were filled with bags. I leaned into Jacky's side and bit my lip. He smelled like the hospital and some men's deodorant. I giggled a bit and sat down on the couch next to Ryan and put my hands in my lap. I still felt out of place here, the suicidal pathetic excuse for a person with... These guys. I felt incredibly lucky now.
Jacky excused himself to the back and I couldn't help but pout. Then I felt a little nudge on my shoulder and looked over at Ryan, who had a cocky grin on his face.
"What are you smiling at ry?" I asked and he smiled more. "Does someone have a crush on Mr. Vincent?" he asked and I shook my head rolling my eyes. "No you smart ass he saved my life." I told him and he shook his head and I couldn't help but giggle.
I set my head on Ronnie's shoulder, as he sat next to me. He has a very comfy shoulder. Ronnie is pretty buff and stern looking but he really reminds me of a teddy bear and Ryan... Well he's like... Spongebob. Yeah.
As I started to get lost in my thoughts of the yellow sponge I heard a girly shriek from back at the bunks and a loud Thud!
"OH MY GOD JACKY I CAME TO SURPRISE YOU I MISSED YOU HONEY!!" I heard an annoying voice shriek again. I heard Jacky laugh and Ryan facepalmed. "Oh no the bitch is here Ronald." Ryan said to Ronnie. I looked confused at the both of them before I saw Jacky walk out hand in hand with some girl and a smile on his face.
At that moment I was heart broken.
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