Thanks for Stealing My Heart

Pure. A small 4 letter word.Not mixed or adulterated with any other substance or material.
This word people sadly don't take for granted unless it's on something like jewelry.

Essence. 7 letters,Group of properties of something without which it would not exist or be what it is.

Louis Tomlinson was my pure essence. I don't know when it started, it could have been the first time i stumbled upon them on tumblr and stalked them on youtube. His pure voice calling out to me. Like in every song he was singing to me. No one else. Sadly,that's what music does to you.

When no one's there in the world, music is. I knew as soon as i heard his voice come out saying, "I like girls who eat carrot." I was hooked.

Most people don't give me the time of day, they really haven't since my mom died. I used to hang with the popular crowd, go to party's where underage drinking was encouraged.
I thought i had it all, and i did. For a while.

Once something dies inside of you, everything else seems so worthless. Like nothing matters,you just want to bring that ONE part back to life.

My dad, he's no longer in the picture. He's not dead, he's just not fully there anymore, He spends most of his time working.

My brother, he's off to college, trying to make a name for himself.

That just leaves me. Kadence Marie Thomas.

I used to hate the name Kadence. Thought it was too weird, it's English for rythem. something i definitely had. I loved music, sang it constantly. That's how I ended up here.

Here: One Direction's singing contest for whatever song of theirs we wanted.
I knew most people would do 'What Makes You Beautiful'

Me, I was doing 'Same Mistakes' I honestly feel like this song describes my life and everything i had to go through.
"Hi, I'm Kadence Thomas and this is 'Same Mistakes'

Circles, we're going in circles. Dizzy's all it makes us We know where it takes us We've been before
Closer, maybe looking closer There's more to discover Find out what went wrong Without blaming each other
Think that we got more time When we're falling behind Gotta make up our minds
Or else we'll play, play, play all the same old games And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change And we take, take, take it for granted that we'll be the same But we're making all the same mistakes
Wake up, we both need to wake up Maybe if we face up to this We can make it through this
Closer, maybe we'll be closer Stronger than we were before, yeah Make this something more, yeah
Think that we got more time When we're falling behind Gotta make up our minds
Or else we'll play, play, play all the same old games And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change And we take, take, take it for granted that we'll be the same But we're making all the same mistakes
Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix And you pray, pray, pray That everything will be okay While you're making all the same mistakes
Don't look back, But if we don't look back We're only learning then How to make all the same mistakes again
So we play, play, play on the same all games (same old games) And we wait, wait, wait for the end to change (when nothing's gonna change) And we take, take, take it for granted that we'll be the same (nothing's gonna be the same) But we're making all the same mistakes
Yeah, yeah, that's what crazy is (crazy is) When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix (there's nothing to fix) And you pray, pray, pray (oh) That everything will be okay (everything will be okay) While you're making all the same mistakes.
Reasons why i want to go on tour with you guys as an opening act?

Simple.
I'm not for your guys fame or anything like that. Singing's the only thing i didn't turn my back on when my mom died.
Thanks, and i hope you guys pick me.
Bye"

I flashed a quick smile then turned off the camera.

'All or nothing' I thought.
'All or nothing'