Chess and Tango

Wake up?
Why?
Do I have to go to school?
The humiliation,
as I enter and walk through this court yard.
People are starring at me,
like I'm an outcast.
This day is burning at me like tar.

All I can do is sit at this wall,
and cry.
I like my friends my friends here with me?
But can they leave me alone?
Why wont he look at me?
Or talk to me?
The whole day is a blur,
what happened?
I have talked to the boy I have supposedly cheated with.

Who seriously asked me if me and Angel would get back,
together?
On my way back from my failed excuse to leave school.

I saw him,
and her,
together?

All I want to do is go home.

I feel like everything in my life is going slow,
school,
the bus.
And now that I'm finally home all I want to do is,
cry.
I need someone to talk to.

Why wont he talk to me?

I have my best friend to talk to,
but she is not helping.
Who?
Who can I talk to that wont tell people I'm crying?
Who wont judge me?
Who will understand me?
Darren.

I quickly grabbed my phone,
whipped my tears,
and cleared my throat.
Im trying to act normal,
but he still heard it.
He asked whats wrong,
so I told him.
As I'm crying,
in someway he is comforting me.
He's making my laugh,
as were talking.
Im starting to feel something towards him.

Why?
Is this wrong?
He does have a girlfriend.
I went to sleep tonight,
feeling something I didn't before.