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The empty diaries

Depression
de·pres·sion
Noun:
Severe despondency and dejection, accompanied by feelings of hopelessness and inadequacy.
A condition of mental disturbance, typically with lack of energy and difficulty in maintaining concentration or interest in life.

When you're depressed, everything is empty. Nothing has any real meaning. You are scared, you are sad, you are alone.

Last year, i was incredibly depressed. I'd rarely leave the house. I self harmed, i hated my life, i hated myself. At my lowest points, I'd write in a diary. Here is this diary.

Being in a very different, happier place now. I find it almost impossible to read this and remember that i wrote it. It seems so unlike me, it scares me.