Dear Ana

Dear Ana,

I'm sorry about the way I've been acting the past few months. I know I've been selfish and I've failed you. You tried so hard to make me a better person but I've pushed you away. For a while, you controlled my life. I thought I hated you and wanted you out... but now I realize you were trying to help. I felt so much better with you around. But I stopped listening to you and I'm so sorry.

Mia's still around... but she's not really working out anymore. I want you around again. Ana, I need you. I need you to make me better for Jamie. She's just so perfect and deserves so much better than me. Help me, Ana. Please.

I think it started going downhill when my mom found out about you. She thinks you're a bad influence but she just doesn't realize that you were trying to help me. She thinks you're a problem... but I know you're a solution.

So, Ana, I'm done pushing you away. Please come back and I promise I'll listen. You're so beautiful, Ana. Make me beautiful too.