Forever seems like Never

“So now what?” Ashley asked me sitting on the couch

“I don’t know, what is there to do?” I said sitting on his lap wrapping my arms around his neck and he grabbed my waist and we started kissing, then making out, and more touching
I pushed Ashley so he’s laying on his back on the couch. I layed on top of him our lips never leaving each other until I moved down to kiss and bite at his neck causing him whimper he left marks on me and now its my turn to leave marks on him

My hands went down to his pants and started rubbing his erection through his sweat pants causing him to moan slightly and growl at me for teasing him. This is my first time doing this so I have to make it memorable, right?

I then went down to his pants and pulled them down slowly, rubbing his thighs and then I started rubbing his erection and it made him moan my name but in a little whisper and I needed more than a whisper so I took him in my mouth and I had no clue what to do but I just did what came to mind and Ashley was loving every second of it. He eventually
screamed my name, arched back and his head was thrown back as I swallowed all of him
I go back up to his face and kiss his lips gently and I feel him smile

“Are you sure you haven’t done that before?” he said laughing and wrapping his arms around my waist

“I’m pretty sure” I said laughing and laying my head on his chest and I fell asleep

I then woke up later that night In the bed, In Ashley’s arms and it was about 1 in the morning but I couldn’t go back to sleep So I wrote a song.

I open my lungs dear I sing this song at funerals, no rush. These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush A baby boy you've held so tightly, This pain it visits almost nightly Missing hotel beds, I feel your touch.

I will wait dear a patient of eternity, my crush. A universal still, no rush. No dust will ever grow
on this frame, One million years, and I will say your name. I love you more than I can ever scream.

Morticians Daughter.

“hey babe, what are you doing up?” Ash asked me sleepily

I quickly closed my notebook and set it on the bedside table

“I woke up not too long ago and can’t get back to sleep”

“Well you have been asleep since 2 in the afternoon, you hungry?”

“Now that you mention it, I’m starving”

“Let’s go to mc Donald’s”

“But it’s 1 in the morning”

“So?” Ash said laughing and getting up

We went to go eat. We got weird looks from the fact it’s not even 6 in the morning and we both have hickeys and we are being very couplish but we don’t care. We have each other.