Status: Sort of like Ellen Hoplkins, her book "Impulse" Influenced this, Please give feedback, <3
Selfish
"chapter 5"
Elizabeth
Countless things happened after me
Woke up in the hospital
Elizabeth, you're going to be okay,
We've stitched up the wounds.
but you'll have to go to a mental health center
because we need
to get you
under control
"Under control?
I think I'm pretty under control
I know what I'm doing
This isn't that dangerous!!!"
Elizabeth, you almost
Died.
That is not proving that
You are under control
That is proving that
you have no control.
I have control
Cutting is the one
FUCKING THING THAT I
HAVE CONTROL OVER
AND THAT IS WHY I LIKE
IT SO MUCH, Please.
Just leave me alone.
I didn’t get to be alone,
In and out nurses came
doctors came in doctors went out
Needles poked her
Syringes poked there
Bruised here
like a Goddamed peach
I've had enough,
when will enough be enough?
No one understands
that I don't want this shit,
No one would miss me.
No one. At all
I could overdose on painpills,
Die in a hospital?
I suppose they could
easily save me.
Save me again
Another "Saving Grace"
When all I want is to Fall
From "Grace"
Kimberly
That was my fall from grace,
The night I went insane
The night they said I
Couldn't interact with
Society anymore
If you could call it that.
Society was never society.
It was always a place that
Drove me insane.
It was too dirty
Too much filth
All I Was Trying To Do Was
Clean Him.
He Was Filthy
His Aura Stunk.
I killed him.
Murder, It was
and always will be
My fall from grace.
Andrew
My fall from grace,
Started the same way that
This trip is starting
in the back of a cop car.
Feels the same as it did the last time,
Alone, Cold, and Forgotten.
The two cops talking about something.
I presume doughnuts.
911, what's your emergency?
I was crying hysterically
"he's dead, I killed him... I
I... Need... help. I didn't mean to
Kill.. kill him.
He was... (Sobbing)
he was... he was gonna hurt her.
He said he was gonna
kill her.
I couldn't let him
I love her too much."
Sir what is your location?
What happened?
Please Slow Down.
"1307 West Palmetto Avenue.
Madison, Wisconsin
54466-613
please.. hurry."
Sir, stay on the line with me
until the police and
Emergency Services
Come.
Countless things happened after me
Woke up in the hospital
Elizabeth, you're going to be okay,
We've stitched up the wounds.
but you'll have to go to a mental health center
because we need
to get you
under control
"Under control?
I think I'm pretty under control
I know what I'm doing
This isn't that dangerous!!!"
Elizabeth, you almost
Died.
That is not proving that
You are under control
That is proving that
you have no control.
I have control
Cutting is the one
FUCKING THING THAT I
HAVE CONTROL OVER
AND THAT IS WHY I LIKE
IT SO MUCH, Please.
Just leave me alone.
I didn’t get to be alone,
In and out nurses came
doctors came in doctors went out
Needles poked her
Syringes poked there
Bruised here
like a Goddamed peach
I've had enough,
when will enough be enough?
No one understands
that I don't want this shit,
No one would miss me.
No one. At all
I could overdose on painpills,
Die in a hospital?
I suppose they could
easily save me.
Save me again
Another "Saving Grace"
When all I want is to Fall
From "Grace"
Kimberly
That was my fall from grace,
The night I went insane
The night they said I
Couldn't interact with
Society anymore
If you could call it that.
Society was never society.
It was always a place that
Drove me insane.
It was too dirty
Too much filth
All I Was Trying To Do Was
Clean Him.
He Was Filthy
His Aura Stunk.
I killed him.
Murder, It was
and always will be
My fall from grace.
Andrew
My fall from grace,
Started the same way that
This trip is starting
in the back of a cop car.
Feels the same as it did the last time,
Alone, Cold, and Forgotten.
The two cops talking about something.
I presume doughnuts.
911, what's your emergency?
I was crying hysterically
"he's dead, I killed him... I
I... Need... help. I didn't mean to
Kill.. kill him.
He was... (Sobbing)
he was... he was gonna hurt her.
He said he was gonna
kill her.
I couldn't let him
I love her too much."
Sir what is your location?
What happened?
Please Slow Down.
"1307 West Palmetto Avenue.
Madison, Wisconsin
54466-613
please.. hurry."
Sir, stay on the line with me
until the police and
Emergency Services
Come.