Superman

Who knew falling in love with your best friend was awkward?

My feelings for you weren't going to be considered. That I knew for sure.

You hurt me once again because you haven't talked to me for the past months. It actually hurts, you know. Even if my confession was out of the blue, that didn't give you the right to just ignore it and pretend you don't know me.

I understand that you needed time to process what happened but I didn't think that 'processing' was going take this long. I'm not trying to be impatient or anything though.

I'm writing to you know because I can't express my feelings and what I want to say through my mouth.

I really love you, Lance and I really hoped that you knew that before.

It's sad to say that I'm moving to the States in a month.

I could say that it was my parent's idea to move to the States but it wasn't. It was mine. But I could say this: Running away from a problem was always my specialty.

You're my problem, Lance. I can't keep you out of my head. I constantly wonder if I'm ever on your mind. But you can't keep drama away from you. I think know that it's a good idea to stay away from you from now on so my heart wouldn't get hurt over and over again.

Also, I realized something. Though it may seem cheesy and I know you rejected me and all, but I don't really want you to be my Superman.

I just want you to be my man.