Every Little Thing
Feeling This
I looked at my clock. 2:17am. Shit. I hadn't left my room since Ally left. I had been crying all that time? What she did, it shocked me, but im guessing it shocked her more. I should have told her I was bi. I should have. Maybe then she wouldn't think I was mad at her or whatever.
She didn't answer her phone, or my texts. And her mum said she didn't want to talk to me. I don't know what to do. I mean I'm not mad at her. Not the teeniest bit. I'm actually relieved. That the feelings are mutual.
Next morning
I sat in my usual spot on the bus. But I had my My Chem hoodie on instead of my blazer. The rain had returned. I think its punishing me, for being a lousy friend to Ally. I should have gone after her yesterday. Really I should have. The bus pulled round the corner to Ally's bus stop. She wasn't there. Shit. I pulled out my phone and pressed dial on her number. The woman on the prerecorded message told me that her phone was off. Bitches! I hate this.
Afternoon
Sitting on the bus home I decided. I was going to Ally's.
She didn't answer her phone, or my texts. And her mum said she didn't want to talk to me. I don't know what to do. I mean I'm not mad at her. Not the teeniest bit. I'm actually relieved. That the feelings are mutual.
Next morning
I sat in my usual spot on the bus. But I had my My Chem hoodie on instead of my blazer. The rain had returned. I think its punishing me, for being a lousy friend to Ally. I should have gone after her yesterday. Really I should have. The bus pulled round the corner to Ally's bus stop. She wasn't there. Shit. I pulled out my phone and pressed dial on her number. The woman on the prerecorded message told me that her phone was off. Bitches! I hate this.
Afternoon
Sitting on the bus home I decided. I was going to Ally's.