My Love For You Burns Hot Like The Sun

I wake up and see Nate on the floor playing with Christian. I get up and see the time is nine.

“You have a singing today,” I said.
“Yes at Eleven,” Nate said.
“Ok are you ready?”
“Pretty much.”
“Ok let me get ready.”
“Ok.”
“Did you feed him?”
“Not yet he doesn’t seem to be hungry.”
“He is trying to eat his toy honey.”
“Oh I feed him now.”
“Thank you it’s it in the fridge.”
“Right.”

He smiles at me. I go over and kiss his lips. He pulls away and picks Christian up. I go and get in the shower. I get dress and did my hair and make-up. I smile seeing Nate getting Christian dress.

“Ok he is all ready. He has his DC shoes on,” Nate said.
“He kicks them off. I think they are too big.”
“But he looks so cute.”

Nate holds him up and I smile seeing him in a little deft shirt.

“Made him a deft shirt?” I ask.
“Come on he is so cute.”
“Yeah if he was wearing a hat like you it be like you have a min you.
“How’s your ankle?”
“It’s better.”
“Are you sure about your shoes?”
“Yeah.”
“Ok.”

I kiss his lips and smile at him.

“Ok double check his bag to make sure I didn’t forget something,” Nate told me.

I smile and go to the bag and see everything is there. I grab my phone and put it in my pocket and grab the bag.

“Ok got everything,” I said.
“Ok let’s go then.”
“Let’s go.”

We go to the car and Nat looks at me.

“You look good today but are you sure about the top and him,” Nate asks.
“What you mean?”
“He still grabs your shirt when he’s hungry. He can pull the shirt.”
“I’m wearing a bar.”
“I know.”
“It will be fine Nate.”
“Ok.”

I kiss his cheek and smiles at him.

“No one will see anything I promise,” I said.
“Ok. You look good.”
“Thank you plus I got my monster necklace that he will play with.”
“Ok.”

I pat his leg.

“You got more to worried about then if you son is going to show my breast to some people,” I told him.
“I want to focus on that right now.”

I giggle a little. He parks at a restaurant. I grab Christian and walk inside with Nate holding my hand.

“Do you want to stroller for today?” Nate asks.
“No we be in the pit, lounge or at the tent.”
“Ok.”

I pat his cheek making him smile. He kisses my forehead and I smile at him a little.

“Hello how can I help you?” A waitress asks.
“Coffee, orange Juice, and Milk.”
“We have whole Milk.”
“That’s fine.”
“Ok anything else?”
“Menus.”
“Oh right away.”

She runs off and I look at Nate. He kisses my forehead.

“What did I forget?” Nate asks.
“High chair.”
“Right right.”

She came back and put two down.

“Can we get a high chair too?” Nate asks.
“Yes.”

She goes and come back. Nate put Christian in it and make sure he is safe. I look through it and found something I want. We order again and I look at Nate.

“What is it?” Nate asks.
“She’s flirting with you,” I said.
“Well I got my beautiful wife right next to me.”
“You don’t acknowledge it.”
“I didn’t see it.”

I look at him and he kisses my lips. I pull away and smile at him.

“There is what I want to see on you,” Nate said.
“Ok.”

We eat fast then Nate drives back to the stadium. We walk over to his tent and he sits down. I smile seeing Andre.

“Where’s Micha?” I ask.
“Lounge talking to some other wives,” Andre said.
“Ok.”
“Going to be there?” Nate asks.
“Yeah.”

I pat his arm and walk over to the lounge and see Micha talking to Ashleigh. I walk over to them and Ashleigh looks at me.

“How are you and Nate? Todd and I heard some yelling,” I said.
“We fine just a little thing.”
“I understand. How are you Christian?”

He waves at her. We start talking about what been going on with her and Todd.

“ROSE!” Mike yells.

Mike came and I hug him.

“You are not doing a signing?”
“Na I’m putting on a party. Oh the little guy grew up. Hey buddy do you remember me?”

Christian put his hand over his mouth.

“Dose he take after Nate?” Mike asks.
“Yeah, in his attitude and actions but not riding the bike.”
“Ok the child already has a bike?”
“Yeah a big wheel.”
“He rides it?”
“Yeah he is pretty good with it. Nate had to move things to make sure he can reach everything.”
“Your children are going to be the youngest people ridding a dirt bike and it’s because of the mother.”
“He wanted to ride a bike. There was no pressure from us.”
“Right.”

I push him away a little.

“This is all normal for her,” Micha said.
“I know but she has to see that it’s wired,” Mike said.
“Nothing I do is wired,” I said.
“A lot of things you do is wired.”

I push him away and shake my head. He smiles at me.

“Where is Nate?” Mike asks.
“Coming over here since his singing should be over for monster,” I said.
“For monster?”
“Tomorrow he has one for DC from like one till three.”
“Is he competing today?”
“It’s Freestyle of course he is.”
“I’m not competing.”
“You don’t get ask to do anything at x-fighters anymore. You are old now.”
“You are very mean.”
“You are ruder to her then she is mean to you,” Nate said.
“Right.”

“Dada,” Christian said.

Nate took him and kisses his forehead.

“How are you buddy?” Nate asks.

Christian start mumbling things out and smiles at Nate.

“We need to go get lunch. Andre is coming right up Micha,” Nate said.
“Thank you Nate,” Micha said.
“No problem.”

I hug Micha.

“Bye see you later,” I said.
“Have fun,” Micha said.

I smile and get up. I hug Mike.

“Oh I’m eating with you,” Mike said.
“Really?” I ask.
“Yep.”
“Wonderful.”
We go to the car and Mike Jump in the back. I look at Nate and he shrugs his shoulders. I grab Christian and put him. I get in the front and Nate drives off.
“He has a stuff dirt bike?” Mike asks.
“Yeah try to take it away,” Nate said.
“Fine.”

I look back and Mike went to grab it and Christian grabs the other toy and throw it at Mike.

“Ow that hurt,” Mike asks.
“What he threw at you?” Nate asks.
“A hippo or elephant.”
“It’s an elephant come look at the nose Mase,” I said.
“It looks like a hippo. It’s fat.”
“It still is an elephant.”
“So he rides a bike already?”
“Yeah two months now,” Nate said.
“You had to make a bike?”
“Yeah and it’s a good thing my mechanic is my friend.”
“Why?”
“Buddy had to come and help,” I said.
“Buddy had to love that.”
“He laughed and asks if I was serious.”

“Biddy?” Christian asks.

“Wait dose he say Buddy?” Mike asks.
“Close.”
“Does he like Buddy?”
“Buddy is always around and has been outside watching him while Nate rides.”
“Why?”
“I had meetings.”
“You had meetings for what you making your own racing company?”
“No just for a thing I’m doing.”
“What is it?”
“Woman’s Nationals.”
“You set that up?”
“Yeah.”
“Why aren’t you heading it?”
“Because I want to be a background person, it’s easier to be a mom like that.”
“I guess you are right.”
“Thank you now you tell no one.”
“Got it.”

Nate parks the car. I get out and grab Christian. We go inside the restaurant and we lead to a big table.

“Biddy,” Christian said seeing him.
“Hey Chris. We got your high chair right there.”
“Thanks,” I said.
“No problem.”

I sit Christian in his seat and put a bib on him. He leans towards me and smiles at me.

“Are you hungry?” I ask.

He nods his head. I smile and kiss his forehead. I start feeding him once I’m done I see a plate of a nice salad in front of me.

“Thanks,” I told Nate.
“I got you a grilled salmon also.”
“Yay.”

Nate kisses my forehead.

“She cheers like that?” Mike asks.
“The grilled is broken,” I said.
“There is more than that?”
“Redoing the outside of the house,” Nate said.
“I did question why you didn’t do that when you destroyed the house,” Adam said.
“He didn’t think about it. And we got grass in the front,” I said.
“Grass in the front whao.”
“I couldn’t find a good place to put it in the back so we going to the have a play ground in the front,” Nate said.
“It’s all fence in it’s not like it matters,” I said.

The look at me a little.

“Biddy,” Christian said.
“What you need little man,” Buddy asks.

Chris holds out his elephant.

“Oh it’s your elephant,” Buddy said.

Christian point to Mike and start blabbing.”

“You threw the elephant at Mike?” Buddy asks.

Christian holds his hand out. He gave the elephant back and sticks it in his mouth.

“Deiced he doesn’t like Mason?” Buddy asks.
“No Nate told me to try to take the dirt bike pillow,” Mike said.
“You don’t touch that in less he gives it to you or he will throw the elephant and he has aim.”
“What you mean?” I ask.
“He has hit everyone in the head or eyes when they try to take it,” Nate said.
“You are all wired.”
“Try it watch what he does,” Mike said.
“Yes, Watch this,” Nate said.

I hold my hand out in front and he hands me the elephant and grab on to my hand. I look and see he start going to put my ring his mouth.

“Christian no my engagement ring does not go in your mouth. It can come out and kill you,” I told him.

I hand him the elephant again and he puts it over his face. The food brought out and we all eat and talk a little bit. We all leave and go to the pits. I sit with Christian on my lap and he is holding his dirt bike pillow tight.

“Dada,” Christian said.
“What Little man?” Nate asks.

He holds out his pillow. Nate takes it and looks at me.

“I don’t know,” I said.

Nate bends down and opens his arms. Christian goes to him. Nate takes him to his bike. I get up and go over and see his list with a picture of Christian next to it.

“Your right there,” Nate said.
“Dada.”

Christian warps his arms around his neck.

“Oh Chris. I will be fine. I promise,” Nate said.

Nate kisses his cheek and hand him his pillow and hand Christian back to me. I take him in one arm and hold my other out. Nate hugs me and kisses my forehead.

“I have fun and be safe,” Nate said.
“Ok Good luck,” I told him.
“Thank you.”

I kiss his lips. He pulls me tight against him.

“I will do this,” Nate said.
“I know you will.”

I kiss his cheek and walk away to my seat. I see Micha is next to me. She smiles at me.

“How was your lunch?” Micha asks.
“Good.”

I pat her knee. She smiles at me. I move Christian to my other side and let him lean against me. He starts whimpering. I get his cup and see it’s empty. I go and start looking for something to drink and can’t find one.

“Do you have water?” I ask.
“No,” Micha said.

I get my phone and call Sammy.

“Hello,” Sammy said.
“Are you watching FMX?”
“Yeah I’m sitting down why?”
“Get me a bottle of water please.”
“Ok I don’t think we are in the same section.”
“Where are you?”

He told me and I told him what to do then hang up. I go over to the place and Sammy hands me milk.

“You found Milk?” I ask.
“Yeah,” Sammy said.
“Thank you so much.”
“No problem.”

I hug him and go back to my seat and put it in his cup and hand it to Christian. He starts drinking it and once he is finish he drops it. I take it and set in his dipper bag. I smile and kiss his forehead and see he is falling asleep. I kiss his forehead and put his ear muffs on him.

“Oh that is a good idea,” Micha said.
“Yeah so he can stay asleep.”

I smile and cheer on Nate. Nate wins first place without doing his last lap. He got down and did a whip.

“That was good,” Micha said.
“That’s odd he hasn’t practice them like that. He is going for the wall ride again?” I said.
“You think he will. Oh no.”

I look and see Nate go for the place where Josh has done his min flip and he goes over it and lost control.

“He didn’t see the hill how could he not have seen the hill. That cannot be my husband,” I said.
“It’s not,” Micha said.

I look and see Todd in Nate’s gear. I groan and get up and go over to the pits and sit down. Buddy came with the bike.”

“Hey,” Buddy said.
“Where is Nate?” I ask.
“Give me him.”

I hand Buddy Christian and fallow him and Nate smiles at me. He came to me and I push him.

“Rose,” Nate said.
“Don’t do stuff like that to me. That scared me,” I told him.
“I didn’t know Todd was going to be stupid.”
“It’s Todd. He is forgetful oh and he never touched that end of the course.”

Nate smiles at me and hugs me. I push him away and he smiles at me.

“I love you Rose,” Nate said.
“Nate Adams can we have an interview?” A guy asks.

I back away and send him a glare. Nate nods his head.

“So we are here with the gold medalist right that was you?” Erin Bates said.
“Yes Todd and I switch gear after he went since I was in place to win.”
“Why switch?”
“We thought it would be funny but I learn that it was not funny.”
“You learn it was not funny?”
“Two very important people to me and Todd are very angry with the two of us.”
“Why?”
“Todd scared them.”
“Hey it was not my fault,” Todd said.
“Yes it was Potter,” I said.

Todd looks at me.

“Rose who are you mad at?” Todd asks.
“Tweedledum I’m mad at both of you,” I said.
“Tweedledum? Well then who is Tweedledee?”
“My husband next to you.”
“She really is not happy at you,” Todd told Nate.
“Yeah I figure that out.”

I shake my head at him and grab Christian and go to the pit. I sit down and sigh a little trying to calm down. Nate came and smiles at me.

“That was scary,” I told him.
“I’m sorry that I scared you. He didn’t think about doing that,” Nate said.

I sigh and Nate opens his arms. I get up and hug him. He warps his arms around me and kisses my forehead.

“I love you Rose,” Nate said.
“You too dee,” I told him.
“Wolfy be nice.”
“You need to get your medal.”
“Be nice.”
“Promise.”

I go with him to the medal place and sit down in the back with Christian. They hand the medal out and start doing interviews. I lay my head back and lean back in the chair.

“Hi,” a girl said.

I look and see a blond girl that looks like seen her before.

“Hello,” I said.
“You are Rose right?”
“Yep.”

A tall guy sits down in front of me and moves it causing me to fall down. I groan and sit up and see Christian bleeding on his forehead making him cry.

“Oh I’m so sorry,” the guy said.
“He’s bleeding,” I said.

I put my hand to his forehead. People start looking. I get out and go to the bathroom and start trying to get him to leave his head alone so I can look at it.

“ROSE COME OUT PELASE,” Nate yells.

I walk out and look down.

“Is he ok? I saw you guys go down and hear him crying,” Nate said.
“His head is bleeding. I can’t get a look at the cut,” I mumble out.

I start tearing up.

“Give him here,” Nate said.

I hand him to Nate. Nate holds him so his arms are out of his face. I look at the cut and get the first aid kit out of the bag and clean it and put a band aid on it. Nate holds him regular and looks at me.

“He’s ok?” Nate asks.
“Yeah.”

Nate kisses his forehead and looks at me. He came and kisses the top of my head.

“What happen?” Nate asks.
“This guy sits in the chair and he moved it and kicked my feet off with me leaning on the chair then I’m losing balance and on the floor.”
“He cut his head on your necklace then.”

I look and see a little blood on it and try to keep the tears in but know a few are falling. Nate warps his arm around me and kisses my forehead.

“Come on let’s go,” Nate said.
“Are you done?” I ask.
“Yeah.”

He leads me to the car and put Christian in. Nate opens my door so I slip in.

“Maybe I should sit in the back,” I said.
“He is fine.”
“Ok.”

He closes the door and get in his side. He gets out and grabs a hold of my hand. He goes to the hotel. I get out and get Christian out. Nate came and warps his arm around me and kisses my forehead.

“Are you doing ok?” Nate asks.
“Yeah,” I said.

He kisses my forehead. I sigh and shake my head.

“I’m not ok Nate,” I said.
“I figure that out. Let’s go up to the room.”
“Ok.”

He takes me up to the room and I lay Christian in the bed and start crying. Nate came and pulls me to him and lying down. I sigh and let things happen. He kisses my forehead. There is a knock on the door. Nate let go and open it.

“Hello,” Nate said.
“Hello is Rose Adams here?” A guy said.
“Yes who are you?”
“I’m Ricky. I work for x-games.”

I get up and look at him.

“Hello A women got hurt and as alterative you are going to race tomorrow,” Ricky said.
“No I’m not,” I said.
“What?”

He looks at me.

“You made a fuss over this,” Ricky said.
“Yes last year.”
“So what it’s still going on.”
“I was never told that I was in so I have no bike, gear and haven’t been training.”
“So you are giving up x-games?”

Nate pulls my hand and looks at me.

“Are you sure?” Nate asks.
“I’m not ready.”
“Honey look at me.”

I sigh and look at Nate.

“This might be the only time you get to ask to be on. It might be the best time to do it. Just take a minute and stop and think of it,” Nate said.

I sigh and look away from them and sigh.

“I will give you two sometime,” Ricky said.
“Thank you,” Nate said.

He leaves and I go and sit down on the bed.

“You are not giving me your opinion on this are you?” I ask.
“This is up to you. I know you can go get the gold medal but I think this is more then you just out there and win.”

I sigh and look at him.

“I kinda want to do it,” I said.
“What makes you not want to do it?” Nate asks.
“Not enough time.”
“That is a lie.”

I look at Nate and sigh.

“What if I start and can’t give it up. It will be way too hard for him if I start,” I said.
“Wolfy you love him and how do you feel about missing this season?”
“I don’t care.”
“Super cross?”
“Didn’t care.”
“It’s because it’s the one thing you want that you haven’t ever gotten a chance to do.”

I look at Nate and he kisses my forehead.

“I was mad that you never told me, not that you were on the list,” Nate said.
“Oh.”

I sigh and look at Nate.

“What will it hurt if I lose?” I ask.
“Your stats,” Nate said.
“Can I do it?”
“I’m positive that you can do it.”
“Ok I’m going to do it.”

There is a knock on the door. I get up and see the guy.

“I do it,” I said.
“Good it’s tomorrow.”
“Ok.”

He leaves and I look at Nate.

“It’s tomorrow. What about him?” I ask point to Christian.
“Sammy, Buddy, Micha can all watch him for us I’m sure.”
“Ok.”

I sit down and call Andy.

“Hello,” Andy said.
“Hey Andy it’s Rose,” I said.
“I know that. What do you want?”
“Gear and bike and bring to LA?”
“I can’t sis.”

He hangs up. I sigh and there is a knock on the door. I get up and see Monkey.

“Did you agree?” Monkey asks.
“Yeah.”
“Good come on.”
“What?”
“Come.”
“I got something else to think about.”
“What?”
“Christian. Nate has a singing tomorrow at one till three.”
“OK um this starts at two.”
“Yeah so it’s going to be a little hard for us.”
“My wife is here and she been missing a baby since our two have left.”
“Are you sure she won’t mind?”
“Positive.”
“Let’s go.”

Nate grabs him and we go out and go to the Monster haul.

“This is the new bike. You been practicing on it right?” Monkey asks.
“Yeah.”
“Good here is new gear go get in it and come out and you can ride.”
“Really?”
“Yes go.”

I sigh and get change. I go out and look at Nate unsure. He kisses my forehead.

“What is wrong?” Nate asks.
“I’m scared,” I said.
“That’s normal for you.”

I giggle at him and he kisses my lips. I look down.

“How is your ankle?” Nate asks.
“It’s fine,” I said.
“Ok, be careful.”
“I know how.”
“Yeah I know that.”

I smile and put my helmet on. I get on the bike and go and start ridding the course. I pull off where Monkey is.

“You are looking good,” Monkey said.
“Thanks. How is Christian?”
“He is sleeping.”

I smile and go back and do some more laps. I go to the haul and take my helmet off.

“Clean the boots,” Monkey said.

I nod my head and go to the area and Monkey clean my boots. I take them off and put it next to my bike. I slip my shoes on and go and in the haul.

“How long have you been ridding?” Tyla asks.
“Three months.”
“Three moths dame you are good.”
“Thanks.”

I smile at Tyla and go and get change. I walk out and look around for Nate.

“He went to his pit,” Monkey said.
“Thanks.”

I walk over to Nate’s pit and don’t see him. I sit down and call Nate.

“Hello,” Nate said.
“Where are you two?”
“The car. Are you done?”
“Yes are you ok?”
“He is wet and He won’t let me change him.”
“Ok I will be there.”
“Ok.”

I walk to the car and Nate smiles at me. I kiss his lips then change Christian. I put Christian in his seat and Nate kisses my lips.

“Sorry about that.” Nate said.
“Its fine I know it’s hard to change him in the car,” I said.
“He likes Jessica.”
“Interesting.”
“Call Sammy and see if Sammy will watch him till I can get there ok.”
“There are heats.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
“When dose it start?”
“Two. There are the first two heats then Men’s last then their finals then the woman’s files.”
“You can grab him during the men’s and last heats.”
“Ok honey.”

He kisses my forehead.

“Hotel?” Nate asks.
“Yeah I have to take a shower.”

We go in the car and he drives to the hotel. I grab Christian and go up to the room. I lay him down and get rinsed off. I go and sit on the bed in Nate’s arms and grab my phone. I call Sammy.

“Hey,” Sammy said.
“What you doing tomorrow?” I ask.
“Watching Motocross why?”
“I’m in x-games.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. Can you watch Christian while I race till Nate can come over there?”
“Yeah of course.”
“Thanks.”
“No problem where?”
“Backstage place.”
“Great wonderful seats.”
“Ok Thanks bro.”
“No problem bye.”
“Bye.”

I hang up and lay down in the bed. Nate kisses my forehead and smiles at me.

“When is speed and style?” I ask.
“Saturday, today is best trick, whip, and set up,” Nate said.
“Oh we need to see best whip and everything.”
“Yeah we should let’s go.”

I get up and grab the bag and Christian. We go to the car and Nate drove to the staples center.