My Love For You Burns Hot Like The Sun
You Are Going To Be Fine.
It’s the first day of the monster Cup. I decide that we just going to come with Nate. I’m in the little hidden patches of dirt while the kids ride their bikes.
“Hey,” A guy said.
I turn around and see Mike Mason.
“Mase?” I ask shocked.
He laughs and opens his arms. I go over to him and hug him.
“How are you dude?” I ask him.
“I’m good you?” Mike asks.
“I’m wonderful.”
“They are ridding BMX Bikes?”
“Yeah I got Nate to pack them up for this spot.”
“Who is this momma?” Louie asks looking at Mike.
“This is Mike Mason,” I told Louie.
“Momma beats you in video games.”
“Yeah I know. You are Christian?” Mike asks.
“Louie.”
“I’m Christian,” Christian said coming around.
He comes over and grabs my hand.
“Can we see Dad Mommy?” Christian asks looking up at me.
“Let me see what time it is?” I said.
I grab my phone and see Nate should be almost done with ridding.
“Let’s go.”
They ride their bikes to the truck. I put the bikes in. I grab Louie and Christian hold on to my hand and make sure Mike stays on the other side of him. They talk a little and Nate smiles at me as we go to his pit.
“Daddy!” Christian yells.
Christian goes to Nate and glance back at Mike.
“I don’t like him,” Christian said.
“Why don’t you like Mase?” Nate asks.
He shrugged his shoulders. I go over and get Christian a water bottle and hand one to Louie.
“Do you need one?” I ask Nate.
“Yes I do. Thank you Rose,” Mike said.
“She was talking to me,” Nate said.
“Yes I was talking my husband. Honey?”
“No, the other one.”
I laugh at him and grab the monster and open it and take sip before handing it to him. I kiss Christian’s forehead. I set Louie down and Nate gently lays his hand on my thigh.
“Did you have fun ridding your bike?” Nate asks.
“Not really,” Christian said.
“You need jumps?”
“Yes.”
“I had fun daddy,” Louie said.
“I bet you did.”
I grab my phone and put it on the video of Louie doing a wheelie.
“Sammy has to stop teaching them tricks,” Nate asks.
“It’s all good,” I said.
“I don’t want my son in BMX.”
“He will do what he wants and you will be happy.”
“You got told,” Mike said.
“Thanks Mike,” Nate said.
I move Christian on my lap.
“Get clean up were hungry,” I told Nate.
“Yeah I want salad,” Louie said.
“Me too,” Christian.
“Ok ok I will clean up.”
I laugh at him and he goes and gets change. He came and grabs Christian. I go and grab Louie.
“Are you coming Mike?” I ask him.
“He isn’t still mad at me for trying to take his bike pillow?” Mike asks.
“No.”
Nate looks at me. I kiss his cheek and smile at him.
“Why does he hate Mike?” Nate asks.
“His friend’s parents are fighting and one has a boyfriend,” I said.
“So?”
“I yelled at you this morning.”
“What did he do?” Mike asks.
“I trip daddy and he spilled Coffee on Momma,” Louie said.
“Are you ok?”
“Yeah it’s fine,” I said.
“There was no mark she just got shocked,” Nate said.
“What did you yell?” Mike asks.
“Why?”
“That’s all and he thinks you guys might break up?”
“He is four stop it,” I said.
“So you are three?” Mike asks Louie.
“Yeah,” Louie said.
“It’s been so long.”
“You need to come and visit more.”
“Yeah Yeah.”
“She might let you win some if you are around more?”
“You think so?”
“Maybe.”
“No, I won’t. I would let you win some if you don’t come around.”
“Your mother is mean.”
“Leave,” Christian told him.
“Christian Mike is my friend. Be nice to him,” Nate told him.
“No.”
Nate looks at me. I point to the car. I put Louie in and I go over to Christian and look at him.
“Honey you will be nice to Mike,” I told him.
“No. I no want dada to leave,” Christian said pouting a little.
“Daddy won’t leave no matter what. Be nice to Mike or you be in trouble.”
“Ok Momma.”
I go and Nate looks at me.
“It’s not fair,” Nate said.
“It never is.”
Nate laughs and drives to a restaurant. I get Louie out and hold on to his hand. Christian grabs on to my hand while he has Nate’s hand.
“Who is all going to be here?” I ask.
“Us, Jones, Mike, The Potters and Sammy.”
“Uncle Sammy?” Louie asks.
“Yeah Sammy is here.”
“Yay.”
I laugh and Christian let go of my hand. We go inside. Louie runs to Sammy. Sammy picks him up and set him in the chair.
“I got them both booster seats,” Sammy told me.
“Thanks the hair chairs do look little here,” I said looking at the ones the Potter’s have for their girl.
“Yeah that’s what I thought.”
I help Christian in his seat. I grab the menu and show him the things and got Louie to tell me what he wants. The waiter came and we all order.
“You are wearing your engagement ring again,” Ashleigh said.
“I’m not touching them as often as before,” I said.
“Right can’t cut the kids.”
“Yeah.”
Nate kisses my forehead. I look at him and smiles at him. He smiles back at me and kiss my lips. The other people came and we all start talking.
“Did you hear about them putting Dubia back on the X-fighters. They going to open there again,” Adam said.
“Really that’s cool,” Nate said.
“You didn’t know that?” Sammy asks.
“I’m not competing in anything but Dew and X-games after the cup is given out.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. I don’t want to be the old guy hanging around. I just get out while I’m on top.”
“What will you do?” Mike asks.
“I’m getting more in to Deft and there are a couple other things that is going. I’m going to be doing demos still.”
“I told him he should go to Supercross and he laughed in my face,” I said.
“I’m getting to old,” Nate said.
“I don’t think so.”
“You can compete,” Sammy said.
“No but I got them to do a round of women’s for half of Suppercross.”
“Really, You are going to take control of Monster Motocross filed," Mike said.
“Nope I got bigger plans inside.”
“Really like what?”
“Things.”
“What kind of things?”
“How you like the Kawasaki Sammy?” I ask him.
“It’s great,” Sammy said.
“Wonderful.”
Nate kisses my forehead.
“You ok?” Nate asks.
“Yep yep.”
He kisses my forehead. We all eat and talk. We go back to the arena. They boys go to the edge and watch the people ridding. I grab my phone and make sure everything is going good with both the cup and Woman’s Nationals. Mike came and sits down next to me.
“This is a good set up.” Mike said.
“Yeah Nate said so,” I said.
“The riders all love ridding this event. The course builder spends time to take in the riders ideas.”
“They are all track builders in a way with their compounds.”
“Yeah I know. You are doing a good job for Freestyle.”
“Don’t tell everyone you know.”
“Why?”
“I do so much for Monster. I just don’t want anyone to try to push an idea at me for having the power.”
“How did you get the women add in to it?”
“I told monster that if it wasn’t I was going to destroy this and I will like to expand my team in the future and want everyone able to do Supercross.”
“Team?”
“I have a Supercross team. Nate has a freestyle team and they are connected to make a big team.
He looks at me and smiles.
“Your guys are never going to be boring parents,” Mike said.
“We are going to be the best parents,” I said.
I grab on to Mike feeling light headed.
“Are you ok?” Mike asks.
“I don’t feel too good,” I said.
“Christian, go get me that guy over there.”
“Why? Christian asks.
“To get your dad.”
He runs to the guy. The guy starts talking. Christian came over and looks at me.
“Is momma ok?” Louie asks.
“She needs to lay down most likely that’s all,” Mike said.
Nate came and looks at me.
“What’s wrong?” Nate asks.
“I just got dizzy and I really don’t feel good like I’m going to throw up,” I said.
“Sit down and I come back once I get change and take you back to the hotel.”
I nod my head. He runs back to the pit areas. Mike look at Louie.
“Louie come here I’m going to carry you,” Mike said.
Louie goes over to Mike and let Mike carry him. Nate came and pulls me up and lean me against him. Christian came and Mike holds his hand and walk to the car. He makes sure I get in before putting the boys in. Nate drives to the hotel. He helps me to the room and makes me lay down. He kisses my forehead.
“We are just going to be in the room. Try to take some rest,” Nate said.
“Nate I’m getting dizzy,” I said.
“So?”
“Go to the store and pick up pregnancy test.”
“Ok.”
He gets up and kisses my forehead. I go and put the boys asleep as he leaves. I sit down on the bed and start drawing some gear designs. Nate came in and hands me a box. I grab a water bottle and start drinking it. Nate sits down and kisses my forehead.
“Do you think you can handle another kid?” I ask him.
“Are you going to be ok?” Nate asks.
“I didn’t go to the doctor out about why I had a miscarried yet.”
Nate kisses my forehead and pulls me closer to him.
“Was Christian better?” Nate asks.
“Yeah, he was a little angel after lunch.”
Nate kisses my forehead.
“Dada,” Christian mumbles out.
Nate kisses my forehead again and go over to Christian. Nate kisses his forehead and whispers something to him before he turns around and I see Christian goes back to sleep. I smile as Nate gets up. He comes to me. I grab the box and go to the bathroom. Once I’m done in go and sit next to Nate. Nate kisses my forehead.
“I like it when we travel together,” Nate said.
I look at him and he points to Christian.
“I don’t know why it’s my symptom,” I said.
“Why?”
“It’s for women who don’t eat enough. Not getting enough nutrition. I get all of that.”
Nate kisses my forehead.
“It’s a sign to keep the baby alive,” Nate said.
“What?” I asks.
“It’s dangerous to ride a bike while pregnant.”
“I know.”
“The fainting kept you from racing that day.”
I nod my head and cuddle up in Nate’s arms. He kisses my forehead and rubs my back. My phone makes a little beep. I get up and pull Nate in the bathroom. Nate looks at it.
“Pregnant,” Nate said.
I sigh and look at him. Nate kisses my forehead.
“You are going to be fine. You need more sugar till we get home,” Nate said.
“Ok.”
He kisses my forehead. I go to the room and lay down. Nate kisses my forehead. I smile and close my eyes knowing he is going to stay awake since the boys will wake up soon.
“Hey,” A guy said.
I turn around and see Mike Mason.
“Mase?” I ask shocked.
He laughs and opens his arms. I go over to him and hug him.
“How are you dude?” I ask him.
“I’m good you?” Mike asks.
“I’m wonderful.”
“They are ridding BMX Bikes?”
“Yeah I got Nate to pack them up for this spot.”
“Who is this momma?” Louie asks looking at Mike.
“This is Mike Mason,” I told Louie.
“Momma beats you in video games.”
“Yeah I know. You are Christian?” Mike asks.
“Louie.”
“I’m Christian,” Christian said coming around.
He comes over and grabs my hand.
“Can we see Dad Mommy?” Christian asks looking up at me.
“Let me see what time it is?” I said.
I grab my phone and see Nate should be almost done with ridding.
“Let’s go.”
They ride their bikes to the truck. I put the bikes in. I grab Louie and Christian hold on to my hand and make sure Mike stays on the other side of him. They talk a little and Nate smiles at me as we go to his pit.
“Daddy!” Christian yells.
Christian goes to Nate and glance back at Mike.
“I don’t like him,” Christian said.
“Why don’t you like Mase?” Nate asks.
He shrugged his shoulders. I go over and get Christian a water bottle and hand one to Louie.
“Do you need one?” I ask Nate.
“Yes I do. Thank you Rose,” Mike said.
“She was talking to me,” Nate said.
“Yes I was talking my husband. Honey?”
“No, the other one.”
I laugh at him and grab the monster and open it and take sip before handing it to him. I kiss Christian’s forehead. I set Louie down and Nate gently lays his hand on my thigh.
“Did you have fun ridding your bike?” Nate asks.
“Not really,” Christian said.
“You need jumps?”
“Yes.”
“I had fun daddy,” Louie said.
“I bet you did.”
I grab my phone and put it on the video of Louie doing a wheelie.
“Sammy has to stop teaching them tricks,” Nate asks.
“It’s all good,” I said.
“I don’t want my son in BMX.”
“He will do what he wants and you will be happy.”
“You got told,” Mike said.
“Thanks Mike,” Nate said.
I move Christian on my lap.
“Get clean up were hungry,” I told Nate.
“Yeah I want salad,” Louie said.
“Me too,” Christian.
“Ok ok I will clean up.”
I laugh at him and he goes and gets change. He came and grabs Christian. I go and grab Louie.
“Are you coming Mike?” I ask him.
“He isn’t still mad at me for trying to take his bike pillow?” Mike asks.
“No.”
Nate looks at me. I kiss his cheek and smile at him.
“Why does he hate Mike?” Nate asks.
“His friend’s parents are fighting and one has a boyfriend,” I said.
“So?”
“I yelled at you this morning.”
“What did he do?” Mike asks.
“I trip daddy and he spilled Coffee on Momma,” Louie said.
“Are you ok?”
“Yeah it’s fine,” I said.
“There was no mark she just got shocked,” Nate said.
“What did you yell?” Mike asks.
“Why?”
“That’s all and he thinks you guys might break up?”
“He is four stop it,” I said.
“So you are three?” Mike asks Louie.
“Yeah,” Louie said.
“It’s been so long.”
“You need to come and visit more.”
“Yeah Yeah.”
“She might let you win some if you are around more?”
“You think so?”
“Maybe.”
“No, I won’t. I would let you win some if you don’t come around.”
“Your mother is mean.”
“Leave,” Christian told him.
“Christian Mike is my friend. Be nice to him,” Nate told him.
“No.”
Nate looks at me. I point to the car. I put Louie in and I go over to Christian and look at him.
“Honey you will be nice to Mike,” I told him.
“No. I no want dada to leave,” Christian said pouting a little.
“Daddy won’t leave no matter what. Be nice to Mike or you be in trouble.”
“Ok Momma.”
I go and Nate looks at me.
“It’s not fair,” Nate said.
“It never is.”
Nate laughs and drives to a restaurant. I get Louie out and hold on to his hand. Christian grabs on to my hand while he has Nate’s hand.
“Who is all going to be here?” I ask.
“Us, Jones, Mike, The Potters and Sammy.”
“Uncle Sammy?” Louie asks.
“Yeah Sammy is here.”
“Yay.”
I laugh and Christian let go of my hand. We go inside. Louie runs to Sammy. Sammy picks him up and set him in the chair.
“I got them both booster seats,” Sammy told me.
“Thanks the hair chairs do look little here,” I said looking at the ones the Potter’s have for their girl.
“Yeah that’s what I thought.”
I help Christian in his seat. I grab the menu and show him the things and got Louie to tell me what he wants. The waiter came and we all order.
“You are wearing your engagement ring again,” Ashleigh said.
“I’m not touching them as often as before,” I said.
“Right can’t cut the kids.”
“Yeah.”
Nate kisses my forehead. I look at him and smiles at him. He smiles back at me and kiss my lips. The other people came and we all start talking.
“Did you hear about them putting Dubia back on the X-fighters. They going to open there again,” Adam said.
“Really that’s cool,” Nate said.
“You didn’t know that?” Sammy asks.
“I’m not competing in anything but Dew and X-games after the cup is given out.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. I don’t want to be the old guy hanging around. I just get out while I’m on top.”
“What will you do?” Mike asks.
“I’m getting more in to Deft and there are a couple other things that is going. I’m going to be doing demos still.”
“I told him he should go to Supercross and he laughed in my face,” I said.
“I’m getting to old,” Nate said.
“I don’t think so.”
“You can compete,” Sammy said.
“No but I got them to do a round of women’s for half of Suppercross.”
“Really, You are going to take control of Monster Motocross filed," Mike said.
“Nope I got bigger plans inside.”
“Really like what?”
“Things.”
“What kind of things?”
“How you like the Kawasaki Sammy?” I ask him.
“It’s great,” Sammy said.
“Wonderful.”
Nate kisses my forehead.
“You ok?” Nate asks.
“Yep yep.”
He kisses my forehead. We all eat and talk. We go back to the arena. They boys go to the edge and watch the people ridding. I grab my phone and make sure everything is going good with both the cup and Woman’s Nationals. Mike came and sits down next to me.
“This is a good set up.” Mike said.
“Yeah Nate said so,” I said.
“The riders all love ridding this event. The course builder spends time to take in the riders ideas.”
“They are all track builders in a way with their compounds.”
“Yeah I know. You are doing a good job for Freestyle.”
“Don’t tell everyone you know.”
“Why?”
“I do so much for Monster. I just don’t want anyone to try to push an idea at me for having the power.”
“How did you get the women add in to it?”
“I told monster that if it wasn’t I was going to destroy this and I will like to expand my team in the future and want everyone able to do Supercross.”
“Team?”
“I have a Supercross team. Nate has a freestyle team and they are connected to make a big team.
He looks at me and smiles.
“Your guys are never going to be boring parents,” Mike said.
“We are going to be the best parents,” I said.
I grab on to Mike feeling light headed.
“Are you ok?” Mike asks.
“I don’t feel too good,” I said.
“Christian, go get me that guy over there.”
“Why? Christian asks.
“To get your dad.”
He runs to the guy. The guy starts talking. Christian came over and looks at me.
“Is momma ok?” Louie asks.
“She needs to lay down most likely that’s all,” Mike said.
Nate came and looks at me.
“What’s wrong?” Nate asks.
“I just got dizzy and I really don’t feel good like I’m going to throw up,” I said.
“Sit down and I come back once I get change and take you back to the hotel.”
I nod my head. He runs back to the pit areas. Mike look at Louie.
“Louie come here I’m going to carry you,” Mike said.
Louie goes over to Mike and let Mike carry him. Nate came and pulls me up and lean me against him. Christian came and Mike holds his hand and walk to the car. He makes sure I get in before putting the boys in. Nate drives to the hotel. He helps me to the room and makes me lay down. He kisses my forehead.
“We are just going to be in the room. Try to take some rest,” Nate said.
“Nate I’m getting dizzy,” I said.
“So?”
“Go to the store and pick up pregnancy test.”
“Ok.”
He gets up and kisses my forehead. I go and put the boys asleep as he leaves. I sit down on the bed and start drawing some gear designs. Nate came in and hands me a box. I grab a water bottle and start drinking it. Nate sits down and kisses my forehead.
“Do you think you can handle another kid?” I ask him.
“Are you going to be ok?” Nate asks.
“I didn’t go to the doctor out about why I had a miscarried yet.”
Nate kisses my forehead and pulls me closer to him.
“Was Christian better?” Nate asks.
“Yeah, he was a little angel after lunch.”
Nate kisses my forehead.
“Dada,” Christian mumbles out.
Nate kisses my forehead again and go over to Christian. Nate kisses his forehead and whispers something to him before he turns around and I see Christian goes back to sleep. I smile as Nate gets up. He comes to me. I grab the box and go to the bathroom. Once I’m done in go and sit next to Nate. Nate kisses my forehead.
“I like it when we travel together,” Nate said.
I look at him and he points to Christian.
“I don’t know why it’s my symptom,” I said.
“Why?”
“It’s for women who don’t eat enough. Not getting enough nutrition. I get all of that.”
Nate kisses my forehead.
“It’s a sign to keep the baby alive,” Nate said.
“What?” I asks.
“It’s dangerous to ride a bike while pregnant.”
“I know.”
“The fainting kept you from racing that day.”
I nod my head and cuddle up in Nate’s arms. He kisses my forehead and rubs my back. My phone makes a little beep. I get up and pull Nate in the bathroom. Nate looks at it.
“Pregnant,” Nate said.
I sigh and look at him. Nate kisses my forehead.
“You are going to be fine. You need more sugar till we get home,” Nate said.
“Ok.”
He kisses my forehead. I go to the room and lay down. Nate kisses my forehead. I smile and close my eyes knowing he is going to stay awake since the boys will wake up soon.
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