Love, hate and forgiveness

A tall guy stood in the door way He was just stood staring at me, slowly I sat up crossing my legs his chest was bare his jeans stuck to him this was ridiculous why is he in my home?
    "what?" I whispered, he looked down at the floor then, nervously -I think he was nervous- playing with his hands, every so often he would look up at me and our eyes would meet, his eyes were a piercing blue yet saddened I also spotted a large bag slung over his shoulder, I couldn't help but stare at him
       "I'm sorry for interrupting you, I-I'll leave"  he mumbled,my eyes snapped up to meet his, what back In the rain?.. What am a thinking I don't even know the guy,
         " sure, whatever not like I care" I hissed, and with that he turned on his heels I walked out silently shutting the door behind him.
**1 hour later**
That damn guy was still in my head he's all I could think about, please tell me it isn't love!
Well it's still raining, some would say raining buckets full I'd just say pissing it down,  he must be so cold..
DAMN IT VIOLET! Get a grip he's just some dumb kid. Fuck it I gotta find him, now! 
I ran out into the street, didn't take me long to find him, he was sat in the middle of the road his bags were at my feet.
        "hey kid" I screamed, he turned to look at me and ran, he ran so quick I lost sight of him in seconds, he's gone.
**end**
Where is he..? Well it's getting late, I guess I should go to sleep, I'll look for that hottie.. FUCK! That guy tomorrow. 
Seconds later I trudge to my room leaving the door unblocked Incase he came back, as soon as my head hit the pillow I was gone, out like a light and in my own little fantasy world.