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Unforgettable Charm

Nerves

It'd been two weeks since I had hung out with Josh at the amusement park and ever since then we had become closer. We started talking more and hanging out with one another. Although some were asking questions regarding our friendship, like if we were really friends or something more. That night when the paparazzi showed up and took pictures, it ended up in the tabloids the very next day. Josh and I were only friends but leave it up to the paparazzi to make it into something more.

I even saw a small segment on one of the celebrity gossip shows that they were talking about how Josh and I played two teenagers in love in the movie we were filming and according to ' anonymous sources', we were getting very close. I never understood the obsession people had with celebrities, and I don't think I ever would. Why were people so concerned with Josh's life? Or even mine? I could only hope that once the movie was released I wouldn't be out in the public eye very much, but I knew that was only wishful thinking.

The past two weeks I had grown closer with Josh, but I had also grown closer with Dianna. She has been a good friend to me since I met her, and she still continues to be. I hope that long after we finish filming the movie that we remain friends. I was also becoming better friends with Logan. If I wasn't with Dianna or Josh, I was with Logan.

He didn't know that I knew he had a crush on me, and I didn't plan on telling him that I knew either. If he ever decided to come forward and tell me how he felt I would listen, but I would also tell him that I didn't have feelings for him romantically. I almost felt bad. He was a good friend to me, and also very nice, but I knew that I could never truly have feelings for him that surpassed friendship.

Filming was almost completely finished. Today was the last major scene that Josh and I had to film. I was nervous about shooting today, more nervous then I was the first day of shooting. Today would be the scene where I went back to Josh's characters house and told him I couldn't leave without saying goodbye. Today we were shooting the sex scene.

I'm just as nervous as the day when Greg had us do that scene in front of him. But this time around, I was sure I had feelings for Josh. Their was no point in denying it anymore, I officially had feelings for Josh Hutcherson. I was foolish enough to think I could bury those feelings, but after the day we spent together at Santa Monica, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I don't intend on telling Josh, at least not while we're still filming. We have a great friendship and I would hate for my feelings to get between us. So for now, he can't know.

I was already on set, and Greg was telling me what he wanted from the scene. What he wanted to see, what feelings he wanted me to portray; he wanted this scene to be perfect. Josh and I worked well together, and if Greg wanted perfection, that was what we would give him. If we did everything just right, then maybe we wouldn't have to film it more than once, because I'm not sure if I could do it again perfectly.

I walked to where we would be shooting and it was Josh's characters bedroom. It looked like a typical guys bedroom, full sized bed with dark colored covers, sports memorabilia throughout the room. I walked around the room a little to familiarize myself with it, then Josh walked in.

"Hey, Katie."

"Hey, Josh."

"So, uh, todays scene should be, pretty interesting." It was easy to tell that Josh was struggling to find the right words to say. I couldn't help but find it cute to see that he was feeling just as awkward as I was about this.

"Yeah, I just hope this looks good on screen," I told him.

"Oh, yeah me too."

"Alright everyone,".Greg started announcing to everyone. "Lets get to work."

I looked at Josh, "You ready to do this?" I asked with a smirk.

"I'm ready if you are."

I chuckled, "Then lets do this."

With a smile I went to my place outside the door. I might be smiling at Josh, but on the inside I couldn't be anymore nervous. I had to keep telling myself that this was only acting, that this was my job and that I shouldn't be nervous but I was. I was mostly nervous about the part where clothing had to get removed. I closed the door that led to the bedroom that we were filming in and waited for Greg to call action, then he did.

I knocked on the door lightly and then a few second passed and Josh answered the door, looking shocked.

"Charlotte, wh-what are you doing here?"

"Tyler, I couldn't leave without saying goodbye. I'm so sorry about before, I was out of line and it was harsh," I started to let my eyes full with water. "But I needed to see you again before I left, I needed to let you know that I do care and I'll always care. I'm just so sorry, Tyler."

"Shh, come here," Josh wrapped me up in his arms and held me close. "I was never mad, Charlotte, I get it. And I'm glad you came back" Josh pulled away and looked down at me. "Stay the night," he said as he looked me in the eyes.

"I nodded my head yes and I walked in and he closed the door and locked it. I walked over to the bed and then I felt Josh's arms wrap around my waist, I leaned into him and closed my eyes. Then I turned around and looked at him, he took my chin in between his fingers and kissed me gently. I knew we were only acting but whenever we had to kiss.for a scene, it didn't feel like it was fake. But then again, maybe we were both just that good at acting.

While still kissing me, Josh laid me down on the bed and got on top of me. His lips traveled down my neck, giving me soft kisses. My eyes stayed closed as I let his hands roam and he went back to my lips. Then my hands went to the bottom of his shirt and I started lifting it over his head. Josh let me pull his shirt off of him and I threw it onto the ground. Josh then went back to kissing me and I could feel his hands going underneath my shirt.

My heart was pounding against Josh's chest, I was getting more nervous but I stayed calm. I couldn't show that I was nervous or else we would have top do this again. Josh then lifted up my shirt and then he took it off of me and I was left in a bra. Josh's eyes traveled down, looking at what he'd exposed and then went back to kissing me. I wrapped my arms around him and I brought him closer to me, like I was supposed to.

"Cut!" Greg yelled out. "Guys stay like that, don't move." We had ourselves fixed up and the straps to my bra were removed so that my shoulders would be exposed, to give the illusion that I was naked.

"You okay?" Josh asked me.

"Yeah, you?"

Josh nodded his head, "Yeah."

"Alright, lets keep this going!" Greg called out, then he yelled action.

Josh leaned in and started kissing my neck. I started to my breathing get heavier to show that I was being more into the moment. I ran my fingers along his back, them Josh did something I didn't expect. He latched his lips onto my neck and started sucking on my skin softly. I let out a small gasp, not knowing he was going to do that and latched my hands onto his shoulders as my back arched up and my body pressed against his.

Then Josh started moving his body against mine, to give the illusion that we were being intimate. He leaned his forehead against mine as he continued and I let out a few soft moans as I took my hands and rested them on his neck. Josh then started kissing me a little more forcefully and I couldn't help but enjoy it. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back with as much passion ad he was kissing me with. I could feel myself getting lost in the moment, but I didn't care. I had never been this intimate with anyone, and I wanted to stay in the moment, regardless if this was acting or not.

Then Josh's lips left mine and he uttered the words that he was supposed to say, "I love you." He looked me in the eyes as he said it, but something was different. We had practiced our lines dozens of times together, and yet when he spoke those words to me now, it almost looked genuine. Like he really meant what he was saying, but I knew that couldn't be true. We were acting right now, the kissing was yes, very enjoyable, but he was told to say 'I love you', I just assumed I was looking into it more than I should have.

Once he said those words I gave a light smile, "I love you too," I whispered. Josh looked at be intensely while pushing hair out of my face and then went back to kissing me again, and then Greg called cut. Josh pulled away from kissing me, he stared at me for a moment, then got off of me and I sat up and got off the bed. Someone came over with a robe for me and I put it on quickly, not liking how much skin I had been exposing.

"That was great guys!" Greg said excitedly. "We got a lot of good shots, and I'm sure we got what we needed, you two did fantastic."

"Thanks, Greg," I said smiling. I turned to Josh, "So, that was fun." I said chuckling, trying to hide the fact that I was still a little jittery.

Josh chuckled, "Oh yeah, that was something. I think we did great."

"I think so too, we did a great job." I tried to keep my eyes from wandering down to his bare chest, so I made sure I kept my eyes focused on his face.

"Definitely," Josh cleared his throat. "Well, I'm going to get back to my trailer, but I'll text you later, okay?"

"Yeah, sure." And with that Josh walked off set.
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