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I Lied When I Said I Didn't Love You

This is my first attempt at slash, so be kind.

The story starts when Mike finds out something he has dreaded ever since he and Billie left Minnesota- Billie was in love with someone else. A girl, by the name of Adie.

Then it goes on through the years, with Mike struggling through life and the band. He still loves Billie, even though those many years ago he had shouted he hated him.

He wants to tell him, but can't.

Until, the time comes when the lies are no longer necessary.

WARNING: I am now refusing to update without at least three comments per new post.
  1. The Bitter Truth Makes Liars Of Us All
    Mike finds out Billie has been having an affair behind his back- with Adie. He completely breaks down.
  2. Memories Hurt, Even If They Are Good Ones
    Mike stares at the stars and recalls a fond moment
  3. Pensive and Wasted
    Billie comes back to see Mike.
  4. Wanting
    Almost a year later, Mike is confronted by something he wants- but knows he can't have.
  5. Walking The Streets Alone Is Never A Good Choice
    Mike tries to run away from his problems.... and bumps into another
  6. Sometimes You Just Have To Leave
    Mike, after getting out from hospital decides he needs to just leave everything behind for awhile. He packs his stuff and starts walking. (WARNING: Mike is bi in this story, so this chapter is a little hetrosexual)
  7. Why Lie To A Stranger?
    Mike decides to go stay at Sasha's- and finds out she's more like him then he thought
  8. Confessions Can Create A Bond
    Mike and Sasha talk after he admits he is indeed bulimic... and Sasha reveals something
  9. You'd Think Everything Would Be Okay...
    Mike wakes up the next morning at Sasha's...
  10. Life Is No Fairytale, But You Can Enjoy It
    The next year
  11. Revisiting The Past Is Dangerous
    Mike finds himself looking back at the past after accidently getting cut.
  12. Reappearance Of A Sick Complication
    Mike opens a letter- and finds that his past has caught up with him
  13. Looking From Another Point Of View
    Billie tells his side of the story
  14. Undeserving Of Your Sympathy
    Mike looks back at the past- and decides to call an old friend
  15. Another Point Of View Again
    We see things from Tre's point of view
  16. Awkward Moment
    Tre and Mike have a little awkward moment
  17. Surprises Aren't Always Fun
    Mike goes to meet Mr Marda
  18. No Comedy, Just Plain Old Tragedy
    Billie tries to find Mike- while Mike makes a scene in the cafe.
  19. Disenchanted
    Tre's point of view again- after receiving a phone call from Mike after the accident, he picks Mike up.
  20. Only Sleeping?
    Mike and Tre finally make it to the hospital, and find out exactly what has happened to Billie
  21. Brief Insanity At The Corners Of My Mind
    Mike has a little moment where he almost completely loses it- and we meet a new charecter
  22. Another Life, But A Similar Story
    Kyo takes over this chapter, and tells of his not-so-happy past
  23. Shock Sets In
    Mike goes back to Billie's room and the shock hits him again. Author's Note: I write much better if I get some damn comments when I update! Jeez, ungrateful much?
  24. Nothing's Fair In Love Or War
    Mike spends the next four days sitting with Billie, and later there is a surprise visitor
  25. Headache
    Mike walks off to try and cool down
  26. Violence Causes Violence
    Mike loses himself when he goes into the room and ends up causing a huge fight
  27. Blood, Sex And Booze (Just Another Regret Made)
    Mike and Tre go back to the apartment and end up doing something that will be most certainly a regret
  28. Memories Part 1
    Mike's memories take over, starting with one from his childhood
  29. Memories Part 2
    Second in the series of flashbacks to Mike's past
  30. Losing Myself
    Well, the story is back on track. No more flashback fillers. I'm sorry for taking so long- writer's block!
  31. Revealing The Other Side
    Billie takes over and tells some of his side of the story
  32. Dying For Dummies
    One word, Insanity.
  33. Billie The Mom
    Billie's P.O.V again as he takes care of Mike
  34. Violent Fun
    .... I'm not telling :)
  35. Bloody Splatters and The IV Stand in Purgatory
    Mike's in trouble. (Author's note: Why have I suddenly had a serious decline in readers? Should I even bother writing any more?)
  36. As Time Goes By...
    It has been awhile since Bille and Tre abandoned Mike. Now see the reprecussions.
  37. Prissy Little Bitch Can Make You Talk
    A shorter chapter, but still has content. This is dedicated to Lucie Chaos, a brilliant author and truly awesome Mibbian.
  38. Finally Let Go And Fall
    The continuation of Mike and Billie's conversation by the sink. A birthday favour for Lucie Chaos
  39. Such Painful Choices
    Mike makes a difficult choice (and not a well-informed one). Billie doesn't like it at all.
  40. Any Objections?
    Dedicated to my best friend Grace, a loyal follower of this story. This is not the last chapter. But the end is coming soon.
  41. Pursuit of Happiness
    The official last chapter, although an epilogue (which is yet to be written up) follows. This chapter is dedicated to Lucie, Grace, and Billie himself (happy birthday!)