My Name Is What You Make It

Gone.

Life is bad when Gerard leaves.

When Gerard leaves, I do crazy things. And I don't talk normal. My mind goes all fuzzy and I can hear white noise. You know, the sound that you get when you have the radio tuned in between stations.

When Gerard leaves, my eyes don't want to open to see the sun, because it isn't beautiful without Gerard. I stay in bed all day, being pretend sick until he comes back to kiss my eyelids open.

Gerard always comes back.
But he hasn't been back for a long time.

And if he doesn't come back soon, then my heart will fall out. Or it will stop working. Or it will break into a million pieces.

But Gerard always comes back.

Because life is bad when Gerard leaves.