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Amor Vicissitudine

Terci.

“What were you doing with Tony?” Not even a normal greeting would suffice for my overly protective, over bearing, older brother,

“Why are you so fucking bent on me never having fun?” Without missing a beat my voice came out as a harsh snap,

“Sicilia, I thought I told you to stop fucking talking to me like that.” Hypocrite,

“Jaime, I’m almost twenty. Get the hell off my case!” I slammed the door behind me as I stormed into the house Jaime and I shared,

“Sicily! I’m not gonna leave you alone until you tell me why you were with Tony!” Jaime followed me until I got to my room and slammed my door in his face, locking it sharply,

“Jaime, just leave me the fuck alone!” I sighed and flopped down on my bed, grateful that it was raised off the ground, “And stop fucking yelling at me! I’m hung over as fuck!”

“Sicily, you were drunk last night?” Oh my god, “Did you f-”

“NO! Jaime,” I couldn’t help but snap at him. This head ache was killing me, “I didn’t sleep with Tony! And yes I got drunk, okay? You get fucking wasted all the time!”

“That’s different, Sicilia!” I sighed and buried my head into my pillow,

“Why can’t you just pick up where Dad left off?! Why can’t you just fucking be there and instead of making my hang over worse, help me get the fuck over it?!”

That was a forbidden zone.

We never talked about our father. Ever since he left Jaime and I with no money and nowhere to go we never brought up his name.

Don’t get me wrong he was an awesome dad but it seemed with every new family he got he left the other behind.

He’d had Jaime six years before me with Jaime’s mother then had me and left Jaime’s mom for mine.

And then, about ten years ago he left my family and my mom deserted me, leaving me to live with my brother, and so I’ve been here ever since,

“Sicily, I’m sorry, okay?” Jaime’s voice was softer now, and I heard his head bump, quietly against the door, “Now will you please come out? So I can explain myself?” I sighed and propped myself up on my elbows, staring at the door.

Was I going to let him? Did he deserve for me to listen to him?

Maybe I can just deal with it,

“Promise to not yell at me?”

“Promise.”

“Cross your heart? And hope to die?”

“Jab a needle in my eye.” I giggled, this was something our father always used on me when I was just a little girl,

“Okay.” I got off of the bed and went over to the door, opening it to see Jaime leaning against the doorframe, staring up at me, innocently,

“Can I explain?” I nodded and he came into my room, sitting at my computer,

“Go ahead.” I flopped back onto the bed and stared at him,

“You shouldn’t be trying to get with Tony. He’s a lady killer and doesn’t have the best reputation with women, so be careful and don’t do anything stupid if you get with him, okay?” Jaime leaned close to the bed, placing his elbows on the bed frame and leaning close to my face,

“What do you mean?” I’ve dealt with my fair share of lady killers; he can’t be any worse than they were,

“Meaningless sex, lying, even cheating. Be careful around him, he’s really easy to get attached to.” I nodded.

Nothing I couldn’t handle. At all,

“Okay.”

“Okay, Cici.” He stood up and ruffled my hair before starting to go out of my room,

“Hey, Jaime?” I stopped him before he made it out and rolled on my side to look at him,

“Yeah?” He turned around and looked at me sweetly,

“Got anything to make this fucking hang over go away?” He chuckled at me as I buried my head back into my pillow,

“Sure thing.” And with that he left to get me medications.

Fuck I really need sleep.
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asjhbvg Sorry this is like two days late! I've been super busy lately and I haven't had time to sit down and write. Well anyway CHAPTER FOUR! TALLYHOE!
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