Status: Back after a little hiatus! Updating as much as I can!
I'm Alright Like This
With a taste of your lips, I'm on a ride.
I stared at my phone for a few seconds after Alex hung up on me. Why was he mad? I told him the truth. I didn't know what to think. I walked off my bus and tried to find Dave. I looked everywhere but couldn't find him. I decided to sit at our merch table.
I pulled my phone out and tried calling Alex around the time Jenny said he'd be done. It rang and rang and rang until I heard his voice telling me he couldn't come to the phone. I sighed and texted him.
To: Alex <3
Are you okay? Are we okay? We should talk in person when you're done with the interviews. Love you.
I hit send then leaned forward and put my head on the table in front of me. I stated at my phone waiting for him to answer.
"Hey Lucy...is that you?" a familiar voice said. I picked up my head and saw Jack standing on the other side of the table.
"Hey. I thought you guys had interviews?" I said fixing my hair a little.
"We did. We finished like an hour ago. I thought Alex called you after our last one." he said. I looked down at my phone and saw that I still didn't have any texts or calls. I bit my tongue and tried to not flip out on Jack.
"Where is Alex?" I asked as calmly as I could.
"Our bus...what's going on Lucy?" he sounded confused. I just shook it off and walked in the direction of their bus. When I knew Jack couldn't see me, I ran as fast as I could. I ran and ran until I ran into Sam.
"Lucy? Where are you going?" he asked as he held my arms.
"To fix my relationship that you ruined. Let go." I said out of breath. I could see Alex's bus.
"We need to talk."
"No Sam! We don't! You have singlehandedly ruined my relationship with Alex! I love him, Sam! I don't love you! Now let go so I can tell Alex that!" I yelled. He still didn't let go so I kicked him where I knew it would hurt the most then ran to Alex's bus. I opened the door and climbed the stairs and saw Rian sitting there talking to his drum tech.
"Hey. Where's Alex?" I said panting.
"Back lounge... You alright?" Rian smiled a little.
"Fantastic. Or I will be." I made my way back to the lounge and opened the door and saw Alex sitting there playing Skyrim or something. I stood in the doorway with my hands on my hips panting. He didn't notice me so I sat on his lap, grabbed his controller, paused the game, and kissed him. I held his face in my hands and kissed him like I hadn't seen him in years. After he realized what was going on, he started kissing back. He laid me down on the couch and leaned over me. Eventually, his tongue slid into my mouth and mine slid into his. It was a kiss that should be in a movie. Our hands roamed each other as the kiss intensified. I slowly started running out of breath so I pulled away slowly. I looked into Alex's eyes after mine opened and his eyes were looking all over my face.
"Are we okay?" I whispered.
"I think so." he whispered.
"Why didn't you answer me earlier? I called and texted you."
"I needed a little bit of me time. I had to think everything over." he tucked some hair behind my ear.
"And?" I said.
"And I'm sorry I was so angry. I should've understood that Sam was a big part of your life before I came along." he kissed my head.
"I'm sorry I was so stuck on him. I'm happy that I'm with you instead of him. You're twice the man he'll ever be." I smiled a little as he pecked my lips.
"Thank you." he leaned his face closer to mine. "And that kiss was the sexiest thing you've ever done." he smirked and kissed me again. We kept kissing softly for a little while until Jack busted in.
"Lucy! Your soundcheck is in five minutes. You're gonna be late!" he yelled. Alex groaned and let me get up and I fixed my shirt and hair then got up and was about to run out but I went back to Alex and kissed him.
"I love you. See you later." I smiled when he smiled then ran to the stage.
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"Thank you everybody! We're Surrender Seventeen! See you next time!" I yelled after my set. I hit some hands in the crowd then ran off stage and was stopped by Alex who spun me around and kissed me while we spun.
"That set was awesome! You're doing so well Lucy." he smiled still holding my face in his hand.
"That kiss was awesome." I giggled. He pecked my lips and walked me to his green room while Paradise Fears and We Are The In Crowd played.
"So I'm guessing you and Alex are okay now?" Jack asked while Alex kissed my neck.
"Clearly Jack." I giggled as Alex kissed a sweet spot on my neck.
"Well I couldn't tell from the constant kissing and hugging and hand holding. I thought you guys were still mad at each other." he said sarcastically.
"Then look away man." Alex said into my neck but looked up into my eyes. He smiled and that made me smile.
I usually didn't like public displays of affection. It made me feel all gross and awkward when I saw other couples kissing or holding hands walking down the street. But oddly with Alex, I felt comfortable while he kissed my neck in front of people. I suddenly didn't care. I loved the way he looked at me so happily. He broke me out of my thoughts by pecking my lips and getting up.
"Wait where are you going?" I whined and held him down.
"To play for my fans." he laughed. "We'll pick this up later Luce." he smirked and kissed me again. I smiled and nodded and watched him run a hand through his hair then shake it out before walking out. I got up and ran after him and jumped on his back.
"You forgot something." I said in his ear.
"And what would that be?" he said confused.
"I love you Alexander. Have a good show." I smiled and kissed his cheek. He slid me off his back and held my face in his hands again.
"I love you too Lucy." he softly placed a kiss on my lips then walked away before I could do anything else.
I watched his set and he looked like he was having a ton of fun. Tay Jardine went out for Remembering Sunday instead of me which I didn't really mind. I watched as Alex sang his heart out and smiled. The guys finished their set and kicked it ass. He yelled his thank yous and made his way off stage and I waited for him to come over. He hugged his crew then smirked when he saw me and I couldn't help but smile back as he picked me up and hugged me and spin me again.
"That was amazing, Lex! That crowd was insane!" I said squeezing him tight.
"Thanks Luce." he smiled and carried me away from everyone else.
"What baby?" I laughed in confusion. He leaned me against a wall and put his hips against mine and kept his face close to mine. Needless to say, he was making my heart race.
"There's a party on my bus tonight. All of your band is invited. Is there anyway you can make sure they all go?" he said quietly. I could feel every word on my lips. All I could do was nod. "Good. I wanna finish that kiss from earlier but have a happy ending." he smirked. I smirked too and was totally caught off guard by his sexiness.
"I completely agree Lex." I said equally quiet.
"Your bunk is big enough right?" he whispered. I nodded in response. "Perfect. You can say you're sick or something and I'll pretend to be taking care of you. That'll give us alone time." he leaned his lips closer to mine and I couldn't handle the teasing anymore. I pressed my lips to his almost desperately and let my fingers tangle into his sweaty hair. He kissed back as intensely as I had and lifted my leg up to rest on his hip. He pulled away as I felt a moan escape his lips and his pants get tighter.
"I'll call you when I'm ready." I said out of breath. He was the one to nod due to lack of breath.
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My head fell back onto my pillow and was slowly followed by Alex's head landing on my shoulder. We were both panting and searching for air.
"Hot damn." I said between deep breaths.
"Best happy ending ever." Alex laughed. I laughed as I watched his shoulders go up and down as he laughed into my shoulder. I picked my hand up and started running my fingers through Alex's somewhat sweaty hair. I kissed it softly after a few minutes.
"So Lucy. Are you feeling better?" Alex smiled as his picked his head up.
"So much better." I smiled back at him and watched as he laid himself next to me in the little room he had. We laid there in silence for a few minutes.
"You are happy with me, right?" Alex asked quietly, breaking the silence.
"Of course I am. I didn't think I would be when I heard about having to fake a relationship with you." I looked at my fingers running up and down his arm that was resting over my stomach.
"What do you mean?" he asked, not knowing if he should be confused or not.
"Well I heard that you were a manwhore and used girls like tissues. I didn't want to be associated with someone like that. But, you walked into my living room and I fell for you instantly." I smiled a little.
"I fell for you as soon as I saw you too. Mostly your eyes and your hair." he said while shaking my hair through his fingers. I laughed a little and gently pressed my lips to his. He put his hand on my cheek as we kissed and we let it get heated again. I climbed on top of Alex as we suddenly heard the bus's door open.
"Luce? You in here? Lucy?" Sam called out.
What the actual fuck?
I pulled my phone out and tried calling Alex around the time Jenny said he'd be done. It rang and rang and rang until I heard his voice telling me he couldn't come to the phone. I sighed and texted him.
To: Alex <3
Are you okay? Are we okay? We should talk in person when you're done with the interviews. Love you.
I hit send then leaned forward and put my head on the table in front of me. I stated at my phone waiting for him to answer.
"Hey Lucy...is that you?" a familiar voice said. I picked up my head and saw Jack standing on the other side of the table.
"Hey. I thought you guys had interviews?" I said fixing my hair a little.
"We did. We finished like an hour ago. I thought Alex called you after our last one." he said. I looked down at my phone and saw that I still didn't have any texts or calls. I bit my tongue and tried to not flip out on Jack.
"Where is Alex?" I asked as calmly as I could.
"Our bus...what's going on Lucy?" he sounded confused. I just shook it off and walked in the direction of their bus. When I knew Jack couldn't see me, I ran as fast as I could. I ran and ran until I ran into Sam.
"Lucy? Where are you going?" he asked as he held my arms.
"To fix my relationship that you ruined. Let go." I said out of breath. I could see Alex's bus.
"We need to talk."
"No Sam! We don't! You have singlehandedly ruined my relationship with Alex! I love him, Sam! I don't love you! Now let go so I can tell Alex that!" I yelled. He still didn't let go so I kicked him where I knew it would hurt the most then ran to Alex's bus. I opened the door and climbed the stairs and saw Rian sitting there talking to his drum tech.
"Hey. Where's Alex?" I said panting.
"Back lounge... You alright?" Rian smiled a little.
"Fantastic. Or I will be." I made my way back to the lounge and opened the door and saw Alex sitting there playing Skyrim or something. I stood in the doorway with my hands on my hips panting. He didn't notice me so I sat on his lap, grabbed his controller, paused the game, and kissed him. I held his face in my hands and kissed him like I hadn't seen him in years. After he realized what was going on, he started kissing back. He laid me down on the couch and leaned over me. Eventually, his tongue slid into my mouth and mine slid into his. It was a kiss that should be in a movie. Our hands roamed each other as the kiss intensified. I slowly started running out of breath so I pulled away slowly. I looked into Alex's eyes after mine opened and his eyes were looking all over my face.
"Are we okay?" I whispered.
"I think so." he whispered.
"Why didn't you answer me earlier? I called and texted you."
"I needed a little bit of me time. I had to think everything over." he tucked some hair behind my ear.
"And?" I said.
"And I'm sorry I was so angry. I should've understood that Sam was a big part of your life before I came along." he kissed my head.
"I'm sorry I was so stuck on him. I'm happy that I'm with you instead of him. You're twice the man he'll ever be." I smiled a little as he pecked my lips.
"Thank you." he leaned his face closer to mine. "And that kiss was the sexiest thing you've ever done." he smirked and kissed me again. We kept kissing softly for a little while until Jack busted in.
"Lucy! Your soundcheck is in five minutes. You're gonna be late!" he yelled. Alex groaned and let me get up and I fixed my shirt and hair then got up and was about to run out but I went back to Alex and kissed him.
"I love you. See you later." I smiled when he smiled then ran to the stage.
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"Thank you everybody! We're Surrender Seventeen! See you next time!" I yelled after my set. I hit some hands in the crowd then ran off stage and was stopped by Alex who spun me around and kissed me while we spun.
"That set was awesome! You're doing so well Lucy." he smiled still holding my face in his hand.
"That kiss was awesome." I giggled. He pecked my lips and walked me to his green room while Paradise Fears and We Are The In Crowd played.
"So I'm guessing you and Alex are okay now?" Jack asked while Alex kissed my neck.
"Clearly Jack." I giggled as Alex kissed a sweet spot on my neck.
"Well I couldn't tell from the constant kissing and hugging and hand holding. I thought you guys were still mad at each other." he said sarcastically.
"Then look away man." Alex said into my neck but looked up into my eyes. He smiled and that made me smile.
I usually didn't like public displays of affection. It made me feel all gross and awkward when I saw other couples kissing or holding hands walking down the street. But oddly with Alex, I felt comfortable while he kissed my neck in front of people. I suddenly didn't care. I loved the way he looked at me so happily. He broke me out of my thoughts by pecking my lips and getting up.
"Wait where are you going?" I whined and held him down.
"To play for my fans." he laughed. "We'll pick this up later Luce." he smirked and kissed me again. I smiled and nodded and watched him run a hand through his hair then shake it out before walking out. I got up and ran after him and jumped on his back.
"You forgot something." I said in his ear.
"And what would that be?" he said confused.
"I love you Alexander. Have a good show." I smiled and kissed his cheek. He slid me off his back and held my face in his hands again.
"I love you too Lucy." he softly placed a kiss on my lips then walked away before I could do anything else.
I watched his set and he looked like he was having a ton of fun. Tay Jardine went out for Remembering Sunday instead of me which I didn't really mind. I watched as Alex sang his heart out and smiled. The guys finished their set and kicked it ass. He yelled his thank yous and made his way off stage and I waited for him to come over. He hugged his crew then smirked when he saw me and I couldn't help but smile back as he picked me up and hugged me and spin me again.
"That was amazing, Lex! That crowd was insane!" I said squeezing him tight.
"Thanks Luce." he smiled and carried me away from everyone else.
"What baby?" I laughed in confusion. He leaned me against a wall and put his hips against mine and kept his face close to mine. Needless to say, he was making my heart race.
"There's a party on my bus tonight. All of your band is invited. Is there anyway you can make sure they all go?" he said quietly. I could feel every word on my lips. All I could do was nod. "Good. I wanna finish that kiss from earlier but have a happy ending." he smirked. I smirked too and was totally caught off guard by his sexiness.
"I completely agree Lex." I said equally quiet.
"Your bunk is big enough right?" he whispered. I nodded in response. "Perfect. You can say you're sick or something and I'll pretend to be taking care of you. That'll give us alone time." he leaned his lips closer to mine and I couldn't handle the teasing anymore. I pressed my lips to his almost desperately and let my fingers tangle into his sweaty hair. He kissed back as intensely as I had and lifted my leg up to rest on his hip. He pulled away as I felt a moan escape his lips and his pants get tighter.
"I'll call you when I'm ready." I said out of breath. He was the one to nod due to lack of breath.
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My head fell back onto my pillow and was slowly followed by Alex's head landing on my shoulder. We were both panting and searching for air.
"Hot damn." I said between deep breaths.
"Best happy ending ever." Alex laughed. I laughed as I watched his shoulders go up and down as he laughed into my shoulder. I picked my hand up and started running my fingers through Alex's somewhat sweaty hair. I kissed it softly after a few minutes.
"So Lucy. Are you feeling better?" Alex smiled as his picked his head up.
"So much better." I smiled back at him and watched as he laid himself next to me in the little room he had. We laid there in silence for a few minutes.
"You are happy with me, right?" Alex asked quietly, breaking the silence.
"Of course I am. I didn't think I would be when I heard about having to fake a relationship with you." I looked at my fingers running up and down his arm that was resting over my stomach.
"What do you mean?" he asked, not knowing if he should be confused or not.
"Well I heard that you were a manwhore and used girls like tissues. I didn't want to be associated with someone like that. But, you walked into my living room and I fell for you instantly." I smiled a little.
"I fell for you as soon as I saw you too. Mostly your eyes and your hair." he said while shaking my hair through his fingers. I laughed a little and gently pressed my lips to his. He put his hand on my cheek as we kissed and we let it get heated again. I climbed on top of Alex as we suddenly heard the bus's door open.
"Luce? You in here? Lucy?" Sam called out.
What the actual fuck?
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Wow haven't updated in a while-ish. Well at least longer than I wanted to. I'm sorry! I'm trying my best I swear.What do you guys think Sam wants now? Why do you think he's tryingso hard to ruin Lucy & Alex's relationship?
Until next time,
Love & rockets :)