I'll Never Let You Go

Dearest Rhia,

I'm gonna ask Mary to be my girlfriend. We hang out alot and she makes me really happy so I think it's to be expected. I just thought you should know.
The only thing I don't like about Mary is how she hates me swearing. I always try and condense myself to swearing around the boys or to you. I don't get what the big deal is, it's not like I'm doing drugs or whatever.
If it keeps her happy though, then I guess it's worth it.
The last time I upset a girl I cared about she got hurt.
And I got hurt.
And everyone we knew got hurt.
It was one hurt filled wrecking ball that fucked about everyone within a 5 mile radius.
I hope you've stopped hurting.
I think I have.

Yours,
Joshua
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