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Never Lie, Never Leave
"He's looking at you!"
We had just pulled up to the venue, and I saw a couple people already lined up for the show tonight. Most of them were wearing Asking Alexandria shirts; well they are the headliners for this tour.
We got in through the back entrance, and set some things up. Once we were done, Aisha and I saw Alan from Of Mice & Men.
I never told anyone this, but I've had a crush on him since I saw them live. I could never tell anyone because I'm with Marcus. If Marcus knew he would kill me.
I mean, a girl that's in a relationship shouldn't have a crush on a guy in a band. Too bad I do. I shouldn't bother with a musician. I've done it once before, and I'm not doing it again. Too much pain. I learned my lesson the last time.
It sucks that my ex is on the tour. It's going to be quite awkward seeing him. I haven't seen or spoken to him in over two years.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I felt Aisha poke my arm. I turned to her, "Yes?"
"He's looking at you!" She whispered.
I was confused. "Who? James?" I asked.
"No! Alan."
I froze. Why is he looking at me? There's something on my face, isn't there?
"Ava, are you okay?" Aisha asked, waving a hand in front of my face.
I shook my head. "Yeah, I'm fine. Let's finish setting up."
She gave my a funny look, then went back to the bus to get more equipment.
I didn't want Aisha to know that I liked Alan. She would just go off and tell him! I can't let that happen; then it would get back to Marcus. And James.
Aisha and Mike are the only ones that know about my three year relationship with James. I would like to keep it that way. It's not that I don't want other people to know, I would rather it be a secret, than have the whole world know.
Marcus and I have been very happy together, and I wouldn't want to ruin that with something from my past. He already knows about me and James, but if other people were to know, I would get pretty upset.
As the day went on, I spotted James. I wanted to talk to him, but I decided not to. Why re-open an already closed wound? Hopefully nothing will happen on this tour. It's only a month and a half long, no need to worry.
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After the show was over, the guys decided to throw a party. To celebrate the beginning of tour. This should be fun, what could go wrong?
We got in through the back entrance, and set some things up. Once we were done, Aisha and I saw Alan from Of Mice & Men.
I never told anyone this, but I've had a crush on him since I saw them live. I could never tell anyone because I'm with Marcus. If Marcus knew he would kill me.
I mean, a girl that's in a relationship shouldn't have a crush on a guy in a band. Too bad I do. I shouldn't bother with a musician. I've done it once before, and I'm not doing it again. Too much pain. I learned my lesson the last time.
It sucks that my ex is on the tour. It's going to be quite awkward seeing him. I haven't seen or spoken to him in over two years.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I felt Aisha poke my arm. I turned to her, "Yes?"
"He's looking at you!" She whispered.
I was confused. "Who? James?" I asked.
"No! Alan."
I froze. Why is he looking at me? There's something on my face, isn't there?
"Ava, are you okay?" Aisha asked, waving a hand in front of my face.
I shook my head. "Yeah, I'm fine. Let's finish setting up."
She gave my a funny look, then went back to the bus to get more equipment.
I didn't want Aisha to know that I liked Alan. She would just go off and tell him! I can't let that happen; then it would get back to Marcus. And James.
Aisha and Mike are the only ones that know about my three year relationship with James. I would like to keep it that way. It's not that I don't want other people to know, I would rather it be a secret, than have the whole world know.
Marcus and I have been very happy together, and I wouldn't want to ruin that with something from my past. He already knows about me and James, but if other people were to know, I would get pretty upset.
As the day went on, I spotted James. I wanted to talk to him, but I decided not to. Why re-open an already closed wound? Hopefully nothing will happen on this tour. It's only a month and a half long, no need to worry.
**
After the show was over, the guys decided to throw a party. To celebrate the beginning of tour. This should be fun, what could go wrong?
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